Alive or just breathin'

Alive or just breathin'

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Bin ich am leben oder atme ich nur und lebe vor mich hin? Diese Frage stelle ich mir jeden Tag. Was hat das Leben für einen Sinn, wenn ich nichts oder niemanden habe, für das oder den es sich das Leben lohnt. Dabei geht es nicht um Suizidgedanken, sondern darum, dass viele - auch ich- das Glück in der Zukunft suchen und nicht im Hier und Jetzt glücklich sind. Man meint erst glücklich sein zu können, wenn man einen Freund oder sein Abiutur hat. Aber ist das Warten, bis man bei einem bestimmten Punkt angelangt ist der Sinn des Lebens? Was ist mit den Tagen, die sich vor diesem bestimmten Punk liegen? Sollen wir sie ausnutzen und leben oder ist das verschwendete Zeit? Und wer garantiert uns, dass wenn wir an diesem bestimmten Punkt angelangt sind, dass wir dann glücklich sind?

Um dieses Thema geht es in meinem Buch. Ich will euch eine Geschichte der 16 jährigen Lucy erzählen.

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- Last updated at 18:41 05-05-2016

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