|🌀|Aonung POV:

- I don't know if I did something good or not when I took off and dived into the ocean after a few good hours of waiting for Neteyam, It's just that, I felt angry maybe sad when I did, I wanted a cold refreshment and some time to think but I realized that perhaps I should have waited for a bit more for him because when I went up again after a few short swims, My hair all wet my hair a mess and my face pretty messed up too, a bit red I think.

When I walked on the wet sand, water dripping from my body, my face got all confused and my eyes widened when I saw Neteyam sitting a few feet away from me, right where I went and took off to swim, at the rocks looking around pretty worried,

" Neteyam? "

I said as he turned around and looked at me, his face relaxed, and he started to walk all over to me, speechless just like that, He looked out of breath, " Thank ewya- I thought you left..." He added I stood there crossing my arms at my chest, " Yeah- " I added still my tone pretty bored, emotionless.

I didn't know how to feel,

He stood like that eyeing me down to my feet and back to my head before speaking again, " I'm sorry. " He said, I eyed him back this time as I was watching the sand under my feet instead of him, and I sighed.

" It's fine. " I added back, still not changing my tone, he sighed too still trying to take his breath back as he tried and approached me closer, " No, it's not. I didn't mean to forget about our date, it was just- my brother he- "

" It's fine, I don't wanna hear it. " I added cutting him off, I don't even know why I did that in the first place, I just felt, mad, and sad about it, I felt confused, I didn't know what I wanted from him right now after forgetting our like- ever first date, I wanted apologies? and excuses? I don't know.

" That's fine- I just, something happened, with Lo'ak- he- " He went on again, as my blood boiled there for a few seconds after hearing that prick's name, of course, it was his fault, of course, Neteyam chooses to help him rather than coming to our date, and of course, he did that he is an amazing brother and will choose his family over me,

The hell- who in the world will not do that, have anyone looked at me? I'm pathetic.

He didn't say anything else as he watched my body get tensed, his hand reached me, and he reached for my arm to lightly pat it, I smacked it being caught off guard, " Neteyam. I said I was fine! " His eyes widened for a second there as he backed his hand off,

" Okay- okay, maybe we can? redate our date then...? " He asked me shyly, trying to sound calmer and sweet to me, as he seemed panicked, " Why? " I asked,

Why am I acting so cold?

" Well- because we couldn't get and have our date now, maybe we can just do it another time? " He added again confused by my answer, I frowned.

" So you can forget about that one too? " I asked him harshly this time, emotion of anger in my tone, " Aonung, I didn't mean- " He started to talk again, " No, you did mean it, you forgot about it! " I hissed at him, as my water line filled for a second there barely visible because I was still wet from swimming, " I didn't! " He hissed back at me,

My eyes widened, and frowned at the same time, as he tried and back off, calm himself down as he watched my reactions, " Aonung- Please just let me explain, I don't want to fight with you about this. " He added with a way calmer tone, I sighed. and looked away instead,

" Why am I always your second choice!? " I said harshly as I closed my eyes for a second there, hugging myself, nothing from him anymore,

" You are not, Aonung, my brother needed me. " He added sometime after, I looked back at him, my eyes darkened, my frown still there, I was so cold.

" I needed YOU. " His face faded and a small frown appeared on his face and sighed. He is sighing so much, am I that annoying to him?

" I know, You're right I should have been here, I would been here, let me explain, please let me explain myself what happened with Lo'ak- " I cut him off.

" FUCK LO'AK! OKAY? " I hissed, as I brushed in rage at him, letting my arms down, as I puffed my chest out in anger, I was aggressive. why.

" Ao- "

" NO! NO! FUCK YOU TOO, OKAY? IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT THEM! your family. always LO'AK. who by the way I DIDN'T EVEN TALKED OR TOUCHED HIM, OR FIGHT! AND HE KEEPS ACTING LIKE A SHIT ABOUT ME AND RUINS ANY RELATIONSHIP I TRY TO HAVE WITH YOUR FAMILY! I'M TRYING! I'M FUCKING TRYING TO HAVE A GOOD IMAGE TO THEM AND HE WON'T LET ME! "

" AM I? NOT ENOUGH! TELL ME 'BABE' !! TELL ME!? " I went again, screamed as loud as my lungs could hold, hissing, getting closer to him to his chest in an aggressive manner.

His eyes.

His eyes were shocked.

" COME ON! SAY SOMETHING! " I added again a breath away from him my hands aggressively and garbed his arms pulling them up, he pulled his arms away trying to get away from my hold, he managed to pull a hand out pressing it on my chest, and backed away as he freed himself with the other arm too, " I think you said enough, already. " He said, his voice in a sad tone, " What- " I added a bit confused about his reaction,

" You're not going to punch me for going at you're family now or what, you always did that, come on, punch me. give that SICK. brother of yours a reason to fucking HATE ME! " I added again getting closer as he backed away,

" I'm not punching my boyfriend. " My eyes widen for a second and my face froze, " Lo'ak is a prick, I love him, okay? I love my brother as a prick as he is, but you're my boyfriend. You have no fucking, IDEEA. how much I- ...." He stopped, his eyes filled, he was crying.

" I have to go. " He added boldly turning away,

" Neteyam! " I added as he turned around and started walking away from me, " NETEYAM! " I screamed again as I began walking after him too, " Would you! WAIT! " He started running.

I heard small sniffs coming, he was fucking crying, what the hell happened to me...

" NETEYAM! " He was long gone, sprinting on the sand, as I stopped walking, my eyes filled too, my heart was beating hard and my hands were numb, what the fuck.

WHAT THE FUCK!