Pain

JIMIN P.O.V
I opened the bedroom's door, only to see Y/N that is standing in front of me. I almost break into tears as soon as I saw her bruised face. She is wearing my T-shirt that looks bigger on her but I know what's behind the oversized T-shirt. BRUISES and SCARS.. Baby.. " Baby.. " I tried to grab her hand but she snatched her arm away. And I can feel a slight pain on my chest. She hates me.. " Baby, please.. " I said, stepping forward.

But she keep on stepping backwards. " Baby.. " I tried to grab her arm again but she snatched it again. " Don't fucking touch me ! " She raised her voice. " And don't call me baby ! " She said again, angrily. " Baby, please.. I'm sorry.. " I said then my sight started blurry. " Sorry ? You beat me like you want to kill me, Park Jimin ! "

She shouted and I can see that her eyes already becomes teary. " I know.. But please forgive me.. I can't control myself.. " I said, begging for her to forgive me. " You can't control yourself ? But you still have no right to beat me and my brother ! " She shouted, angrily.

She's mad at me.. " I know that, baby.. Please.. I'm really sorry.. Please forgive me.. Please.. I'm begging you.. " I beg and beg and beg her. Please Y/N.. I'm sorry.. " No.. It's not easy for me to forgive you Jimin.. Now move.. " She said in a cold tone then she stepped ahead to walked away but I blocked her way. I then kneeled in front of her slowly.

" Please Kim Y/N.. I'm begging you.. Please.. I'm sorry.. " I begged again. " No.. I'm not gonna forgive you that easily Park Jimin.. Why ? Because I hate you.. I FUCKING HATE YOU !!! " She shouted on the top of her lungs. And that time.. A tear immediately escaped my eye. No.. The word that I scared the most.. Already came out from her mouth just now.. HATE..

" No, baby.. Please.. No.. " I said in a low tone while crying hard. She then walked away, leaving me alone in the room, crying because of her.. BECAUSE OF KIM Y/N..

AUTHOR P.O.V
The others are sitting on the couch. Silence filled the living room. None of them dared to speak. Mr. Park is standing in front of them, crossing his arms. Mr. Park eyed them one by one. He don't know why they didn't do anything although they saw Jimin pulled Y/N to the basement. They just let him tortured her ! What the fuck ?!

" Now tell me.. Why all of you just stay silent although you can CLEARLY see that Jimin is pulling her to the basement ?? Answer me ! " Mr. Park raised his voice, making all of them flinched. " Err.. We-We are s-so sorry Mr. Park.. We ju- " Seokjin's words cut off by a sudden yell. " I FUCKING HATE YOU !!! "

All of them immediately turned their heads to Y/N and Jimin's room. Then all of them ran to the room to see what had happen. As soon as they stand in front of the room, some of them gasped and some of them even covered their mouth with their hands because of shocked. Why ? Because they are looking at a sight of the most dangerous and powerful mafia leader in the world, KNEELING and CRYING in the room.

They never see this side of him before. Like NEVER. Mr. Park slowly walked towards his son. Then he kneeled besides him before pulling Jimin into his embrace. Jimin cried even harder as soon as he's in his dad's arms. " Shh.. It's okay.. I'm here.. " Mr. Park said softly while stroking his son's hair. " D-Dad.. S-She hate me.. I lost her trust, dad.. I lost it.. "

Jimin said while crying. The others almost burst into tears while looking at their boss. They know how much he love her and they can feel the pain that their boss is feeling. " Shh.. It's okay.. Don't cry.. " Mr. Park said, trying to comfort his son. " It hurts, dad.. It hurts so much.. " Jimin said again while continue crying in his dad's arms.

Y/N P.O.V
I immediately walled away, leaving him alone in that room as soon as I said those words to him. I can lie to him but I can't lie to myself. I don't hate him. And I will never ever hate him.. As soon as I realised that I'm far away from the room and other people, I slowly walked towards the wall and.. CRY..

It hurts.. It hurts like hell.. But he beat me.. He hurt me and my brother.. I can't just simply forgive him..
But at the same time, I don't want him to think that I hate him. I want him to know that I love him and will always love him. It just that.. I need time..

Oh god.. Please help me.. I love him..