Nightmare

Three Months Later..

Y/N P.O.V
Here I am. Laying on my bed while staring at the ceiling. Alone.. Yeah, I'm alone again tonight or should I say.. Today ? Well, Taehyung is working. He's already graduated, remember ? Work with who, what kind of job, what kind of uniform he need to wear, what things he need to learn, what things he need to bring, where is his workplace, I DON'T KNOW.

I know nothing ! And of course I've asked him before but he just changed the topic. I also rarely sees him at home. Sometimes he didn't even come back home. But he still give me some money to survive at school. And me, as a baby sis, can't do anything about it. I can't say or do anything ! I only can make a 'Do what you want' face when he didn't come home.

And.. About my parents.. Emm.. I.. Ahh.. I already move on. Plus, my friends and my lovely brother always comforted me, so it's not possible for me to curve a smile back. And I hope.. The smile will last forever..

JIMIN P.O.V
I layed myself on my bed. Feeling SUPER tired because I just killed a woman. This woman is a stripper. I was relaxing on the couch at the club then suddenly she sat on my lap. She smirked seductively at me then I replied back. But little did she know.. My smirk has several meanings.. And one of them is..

YOU'RE DEAD's smirk.. I brought her home, followed by the others and then I brought her to one of the basement. In our mansion, we have many basement. Only one of it is the place where we will kill the victim.. The other basement, is a place where we will torture someone but not until they die. Get it ?

So, as soon as I let her sit down on the couch, I started torturing her. I scratched her body with a small cuts using a knife. Oh yes ! I asked the others to tied her up of course. After I'm done with torturing her, I kill her of course.. Ahh.. Done with my story. Hehe. Guys, did I tell you that I am the mafia leader right now ? Yes, I am now. I immediately become a mafia leader as soon as I graduated.

Now, my life only consist my dad, my friends, blood, death body, and.. KIM Y/N.. I've never forget about her, okay ?! I also will look at her face everyday. Why ? Because I followed her. I am her silent guardian, remember ? Oh ! One more thing.. The 'others' that I told you in my story just now, are my friends actually. BTS. I yawned. I'm tired guys.. So tired.. Later, I fell asleep without even changing my blooded clothes.

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" No ! Let me go, please ! " The woman cried for help while she crawled backwards. The man just laughed. " Let you go ? Oh my god, baby.. Of course I.. Won't ! " The man said then he immediately pinned the woman's wrists to the floor. The woman closed her eyes while crying hard. " Please.. Please let me go.. I already have a family.. Please.. I'm begging you.. " She said again. " It's your fault for having a family but not with me.. But don't worry.. After I taste you, I will let you go.. Because I also will build my own family.. Okay ? " The man said while smiling then slowly the smile turned into a smirk before he started to.. Rape her. And there she is.. Only can cry, scream, and struggled to free herself.. But no one's there to help her..
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I immediately opened my eyes and sat down. I was sweating like crazy and breathing heavily. Mom.. I rubbed my face roughly as I remembered the dream again. Mom.. I started to cry. Mom..

Mom ! I stand up, went to my closet, picked a singlet and a short then wore it, then I stepped out of my room. Ignoring the bodyguards that are looking at me, I walked to the shooting room. As soon as I stepped into it, I went to the punching bag. I looked at it while thinking about the bastard that raped my mom..

You guys probably thinking.. What the fuck is happening ? Okay.. I got a nightmare just now.. About a man fucking raped my mom ! And I hate that nightmare ! He is the man that raped and KILLED my mom when I was three years old !

And I hate the fucking fact that I still don't know who did it ! That's why.. That's why I grew up as a cruel and heartless guy.. And I swear.. I will make his WHOLE family live in hell if I know who did this to my mom.. I started punching the punching bag.

Each punch.. I remember how my mom was crying in my nightmare.. How she was asking for someone to help her.. How she don't want to be raped.. I remember every single thing.. Suddenly, my blood boiled as soon as I was thinking about.. THE KILLING.. He fucking killed my mom ! Without I noticed, I punched the punching bag TOO hard until..

I cried. I want my mom.. I keep replaying that sentence in my head. I want my mom, I want my mom, I want my mom ! I will find you, you fucking bastard ! I want my mom back.. I want a happy family.. I want my mom and my dad together.. I want to have a normal life.. Have a parents.. Have a lover.. Not this kind of life.. Such a painful life..

But.. You know what ?.. I think it's worth it when I become a mafia leader. Because.. I have POWERS. All of them afraid of me. Never dare to disobey me. Why ? Well, easy.. You're asking for a death wish if you do..

You talk back to me, you raise your voice at me, you touch me, you disobey me, SEE YOU IN BASEMENT.. Sometimes I feel really lonely I have no one to cuddle, no shoulder to cry on, no lips to kiss.. But I know.. I won't be lonely again one day. Because I will bring HER here one day..