He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same." -Emily Bronte

-Ellie Rose-

A week has been passed. There's not a brief moment when everything that had happened that day and everything that my dad said has vanished from my mind. I still can't believed my mom had cheated on my dad with Mason's dad. How could she do that? How? Didn't she loved my dad? My dad loved her so much than how could she do that? She's the reason of Mason's mother's death.

God.

I still couldn't come over it. Guilty and betrayal was eating me inside. The woman I loved so much, the woman I thought my everything.. my world, my inspiration ___ god. How could she do that. For the first time in my life I was feeling so guilty and disgust for being her daughter. She lied to me that my dad left us for another woman. I don't know how to face Mason after everything. I'm the daughter of his mother's death reason and it's killing me inside. All I've been doing is crying in my room. I've been avoiding Mason and everyone. Mason kept calling me but I was ignoring his calls, even he come to met me but I didn't opened the door. I just don't know how to face him after everything. I've been avoiding the girls too.

I heaved my heavy body from the bed wiping the tears that kept rolling down my cheeks and stalked into the bathroom. I turned on the tap and splashed the water on my face before looking myself at the mirror. My eyes are puffy and my nose red from crying. My hair done in a messy high ponytail.

I was looking mess.

I walked back to my bedroom and to downstairs. I don't know where my mom is and I don't care anymore. I hate her and it's better if she stay away from me because I don't think I would be able to control my anger. I grabbed the wasted bag and got out from my home to threw the bag in the trash.

"Ellie, b-baby can we talk?"

I fisted my hands exactly recognizing that voice. If I turned around than I would lose my anger control. So I ignored her walking back towards my home but she gripped my arm stopping me.

"Ellie- please, please listen-"

"There's nothing to listen anymore. What do you expect from me, mom?" I snapped at her causing her to flinched. Her eyes were puffy and red like she'd been crying. Her eyes held the guilty and hurt. I'd never talked with her like this before but she deserved it. She deserve to be treated even more worse after everything she'd done.

"Ellie, I'm so sorry dear. I don't know what to do or what to say dear. I'm so ashamed myself. I know you hate me and might don't want to see my face anymore but I can't blame you for that, it's my fault. Everything my fault and I'm so sorry for everything. I wished I could make everything normal again- god. I'm so sorry" she said, her voice cracking and broken. It's like she's trying hard not broke into tears.

"Just leave, Mom. I don't want to see your face again. I'm just feeling so ashamed and disgust for being your daughter" I muttered looking away from her. My eyes getting watered. "You ruined everything mom. Everything. There's nothing left to hear anymore. You just made me felt so ashamed of myself"

"I know.. I know dear, but I couldn't helped it. I fell in love with Michael so hard that I couldn't let him go. I was too selfish for not to let him go. I knew he can't be mine but still I loved him more than anything- and cheated on Angelo. I'm so sorry. I'm feeling so guilty for everything I've done with Emma and Angelo" she said covering her face with her hands breaking into sobbing.

"I can't believed you, Dad loved you so much and you cheated on him? How mom? How could you do this with dad and Mason's mother?! How?! How couldn't you even thought about me for a once before doing this disgusting thing?!" I asked. Tears rolling down my cheeks. She shook her head sobbing hard.

"I know it's too late for apologising. I wished I could apologise to Emma for everything. I wished I could explained and apologised Angelo for everything but I can't. I'm so ashamed of myself. I don't know how to face Mason anymore. I'm reason of his mother's death. God. I wished I could go to the past and could make everything normal again but I can't" she said.

"Emma used to loved Michael so much. I still remembered she was so broken and upset when she caught me and Michael on the same bed. She cried and begged so much to me so that I leave Michael and her alone but- but I was so selfish. I couldn't let go Michael. I loved him so badly- I'm sorry Ellie. I didn't knew this would lead Emma to the cancer and to the death. If she isn't in this world anymore than that's because of me. I'm her murdered- I'm so sorry" she collapsed on the ground covering her face with her hands again. I looked away from her crying.

"I'm feeling so disgusting and ashamed of myself and you. How could you do this?! You ruined another woman happy married life! You took a woman life! How could you?! How am I going to faced Mason after everything you'd done?! Whenever I'll looked into his those eyes, guilty will eat me out. He love me so much but- but you messed up everything! YOU SNATCHED EVERYTHING FROM ME!" I yelled glaring at her.

"I'm s-so sorry! Everything night I cried not because of Angelo but because of the guilty that was killing me inside. I was the murdered. A innocent woman died because of me. My fault. I never loved Angelo yet he loved me so much. He knew I was cheating on him yet he loved me tried to made me understand but I was so fucking selfish and blind in love with Michael that I forgot everything. I wished I could love Angelo just like he did and I'm guilty for everything I'd done with him- god. I was so fucking stupid- I've committed a big sin"

"I'm sorry for not being the perfect woman you thought I'm. I'm sorry for lying to you- I'm sorry for everything.. everything I've done with you Ellie. You deserve so much better but I couldn't give you that. I tried to tell you everything so hard but I couldn't" she whispered.

Anger, betrayal, regret, guilty everything was taking over me.

"How mom?? How could you do this with me?! Why it's always me?! Why?! Why it's always me to be hurt, to be broke! To be helpless?! Why my life is so fucking hard! I don't deserve this mom! I deserved so much better! What wrong have I done to deserve this?! Why can't I be loved? Why can't I be happy?!" I sobbed as she shook her head sobbing.

I  wiped my tears taking a deep breathe.

"I love you momma and I need sometime please.." I whispered.

"Please- please I'm so-"

"Just leave! Leave from here before I do something I might regret later! Just leave from my life! Leave me alone for god sake!" I yelled looking away from her from disgust and anger. She shook her head covering her mouth with hands. Guilty and hurt was clearly seen her eyes but no, she deserved to be treated worse after everything she'd done with me, my dad, Mason and Mason's mother Emma.

"I hate you mom.. You never loved me, you never cared about me or you wouldn't have done this. My dad deserved so much better woman than you yet he loved you and you? You're- just leave. Leave from my life, you broke me mom. I wished you weren't my mother.. " I whispered. She shut her eyes closed sobbing hard.

"Ellie- please baby! Don't-"

"Don't take my daughter name from your disgusting tongue!"

I turned around to see very angry Mason and my dad walking towards us. Mom stood up on her feet, her hands and legs shaking. Mason didn't waste a second and ran towards me wrapping his strong tattooed arms around me hugging me. I circled my arms around his neck hugging him back, sobbing softly. I missed him so much. God. His body, his scent, his everything. God I love this man so much.

"I'm with you.. baby.. " he kissed the side of my head as I shut my eyes closed slowly nodding. I know he's with me always, no matter what. He pulled back slightly with his eyebrows slightly together like he was In pain as me than kissed my forehead.

"Angelo- I-I'm so sorry- pl-"

"Shut the fuck up or I'll forget you were my wife and will shoved the fucking bullets in your head. I'd enough of you!" Dad grits, glaring dead at her. She lowered her head crying. It broke me seeing her like this, after all she's my mother. The woman I've loved so much,

"Enough Julia, you'd hurt us enough. Just get the fucking lost from our lives, Now. Or I swear I'll fucking kill you right here" Mason grits, his perfect jaw clenched as he glared dead at her. She wiped her tears, softly sobbing but didn't dare to looked up.

"If you weren't Ellie's mother than you were already dead by now" Mason snapped at her. Dad cursed and pulled out his gun ready to shoot her but I gripped his arm stopping him.

"Dad- let her go. Please. She's my mother no matter what. No matter how much I hates her. She's still my mother. Please let her go" I whispered. Dad looked at me with pain and hurt.

"She doesn't deserves to live.. dear" Dad whispered.

"Please.. dad" I plead feeling my eyes getting watered once again. Dad took a breathe and looked back at mom.

"Leave Julia.. " that's all dad said looking away from her. Mom didn't said anything and slowly walked away leaving us all broken and upset. Dad covered his face with his hands taking another deep breath. "She was my first love.. but she never understood me nor my love for her. I wished she could understand how much I love her"

"I'm so sorry dad.. " I whispered wrapping my arms around him crying. "I love you so much" I whispered when he kissed the top of my head hugging me back.

"I love you more dear"

Dad pulled back when his phone began to ring.

"I be right back" he mumbled and I nodded my head. He held his phone up to his ear walking away. As I was watching him walked away I felt pair of strong tattooed arms wrapped around me from behind, my back pressed against his hard chest and I couldn't helped the smile that spread onto my face.

"I missed you so much, bella" he whispered right onto my ear. I turned around wrapping my hands around his neck looking into his those beautiful crystal blue eyes that I fell in love with. They held so much love for me.

"I missed you even more Mr Williams" I whispered leaning my forehead against his causing a smile to tugged on his lips.

"Soon I'll replaced my last name with yours, Ms Rose" He whispered licking his lips before glancing at my lips. I smiled placing my lips onto his. I missed this lips so much. He didn't waste a second and deepened the kiss kissing me back. As he softly bite down on my bottom lip, I felt him taking one of my hand and sliding a thing onto my finger. I softly kiss him on his lips than pulled back slightly to looked down at my finger and a gasp was the first thing that left from my lips when I saw a beautiful pink diamond ring on my finger.

"Mason-" but I interrupted when he kneel down in front of me taking my hand into his looking into my eyes.

"Ellie Rose, the love of my life, the most beautiful woman in the universe, the most kind, amazing, strong woman I've ever met. The woman who've taken my heart before I could even realised. The most beautiful star in the universe, my star, my love. The woman I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with. I swear whenever I looked into your those beautiful eyes, I see the rest of my beautiful life with you. We'll grow older together. My love for you kept growing everyday" A smile tugged on my lips as well as tears rolled down my cheeks.

"For years I've been searching for my star and than when I met you, I realised the star I've been searching for years was right in front of me" I covered my mouth with my hands.

"The woman with most beautiful heart, sexy body and a sexy ass that can drive any man to his knees. I'll cherished you, devoured you and worshipped your beautiful body with all my love for the rest of my life. The woman I love more than anything and anyone in this fucking world.. Ellie Rose"

"My bella, my Amore will you marry me and honoured me to be the man to love you and cherished you for the rest of your life?" he asked. A beautiful smile playing on his goddamn handsome face. By now tears were pouring down my face. I couldn't believed it, This was finally happening. Mason Williams was proposing me.

"YES YES! YES!" I screamed and a grinned spread onto his face before he stood up. I grinned wrapping my hands around his neck as he captured my lips in a deep passionate kiss. He lift me off the ground and twirling me around causing me to giggles.

"God, I love you so fucking much!" Mason grinned kissing me hard. I breathlessly chuckled against his lips kissing him back. He pulled out the necklace written 'My bella' from his pocket.

"My bella" he whispered placing the cold material around my neck. I bite my lip, smiling and looked up at him. He leaned down pressing a soft kiss on my neck.

"I love you so much too.." I leaned my forehead against his cupping his face. We both were grinning as we cherished and lived this beautiful moment like this, in each other arms.

"WOAHHH! Finally!!"

"We've been waiting for this day to come for so long!" Melanie and Diana exclaimed.

We looked up to see the girls and the boys standing cheering and hugging each other. Amara and Ciara grinned flying us a kiss. Antonio clapped, grinning, Dad was standing beside them, smiling at us.

Strange, Matteo was the only person looking not so happy as he stand there with his arm crossed and cleanched jaw.

"I love you so much Mr Williams" I whispered against his lips. He stucked my hair behind my ear and kissed me softly.

"I love you so much Mrs Williams" he smirked squeezing my ass causing my face to turned flushed pink.

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Hii my babies ❤
I hope you are all doing good and safe 💜

Finally they're engaged- my another two babies (Mason and Ellie) are finally engaged after everything they've gone thru🥺
It's soon coming to end🥺 (Although still more time left)

How did you like this chapter? Don't forget to comment on the comment box babies ❤❤

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I'm also sorry for late update. As I said I've been busy with studies and exams so I couldn't update faster. But don't worry I'm gonna give two updates.

The second one is on it's way ❤

Anyway ____

I Thank each of you very very much for being with me all this journey ❤ y'all love and supports encouraged me so much.
Thanks to each of you my babies.

I love each of you so much- I can't thank enough.
BTW I'm not saying goodbye, I'm just getting so
Emotional 🥺

See y'all in the next chapter

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