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๐๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ข๐ฉ ๐
๐๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ง๐๐ข๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ง๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ๐จ.
I think I burnt about a thousand calories.
I walked around for a long while planning exactly how to bring Max and Charlotte to their demise, before deciding I looked kind of (ok very) pathetic and turning to walk back home.ย
"AYANNA! Where have you been, I know you were upset but to disap-" my mum yelled as soon as she caught me in sight but I walked right past her and into the house cutting her off mid sentence.
I stormed up to my room faintly aware that she was following me. I flung open my doors and just as I suspected everything on my desk was gone undoubtedly in one of the large suitcases she was packing away. I walked over to my wardrobe just to be sure and (go figure) it was empty.
I began frantically pulling out drawers but it was all empty. Suddenly, white-hot rage overwhelmed me. How could she just box up my things like my opinions didn't even matter?
I continued angrily ransacking my drawers but then she came up to me and stopped my hand mid air before I could pull out another drawer.
"I packed everything away, I won't be able to take it all in one trip, but I wanted it all boxed up... So, I'd have to spend as little time as possible here when I come to collect the rest." She babbled.
When I finally turned to face her I noticed howย drained she appeared like she'd spent the past hours packing. A part of me wanted to cut her some slack. That part of me wasn't strong enough however.
"You could have waited till I got home before packing up all my things. I mean what's the rush? I have a whole lifetime left for you to ruin." I blanched and admittedly I was happy to see her flinch. Good.
"Honey, I know you're upset but don't take that tone with me. I'm your mama like it or not" She snapped.
We stared each other down for a few minutes before I eventually had to give in.
"Whatever. When are we leaving? " I asked her making my way to the door.
"Now." She replied matter-of-factly. As if she wasn't altering my whole existence by uprooting me from everything and everyone I know.
"WHAT?!!" I yelled.
"Yes, your dad is staying with a friend right now. I told him to leave for a couple days so I could think. And I have thought. I want to leave before he comes back." She replied with a big sigh.
"We can't just go. I need to say goodbye to everyone and..." I argued but as I said it I realisedย there was no one I really wanted to say bye to anymore. Charlotte and Max were officially dead to me. I wasn't going to let her know that though.
My hands curled into fists. "FINE!" I yelled and slammed the door. I grabbed my keys from the table near the door and raced to my car. I sat there sulking for a while before I heard a little tap on the car window. I rolled down the window and rolled my eyes, hard.
"What." I snapped.
"We aren't taking your car now, we're going in mine. I'll have your dad drop off your car later."
I didn't respond, I got out of the car making sure to slam the door extra hard before entering the passenger seat of her car. A few minutes later we were on the road.ย
After a few moments, I decided I'd better ask her where exactly I was being hauled to and she told me we were going to live with her sister Rhonda in Colorado. I had vague memories of her from when I was young but we barely speak to my mum's side of the family so she might as well have told me I was being forced to live with a complete stranger.
The drive from new jersey to Colorado was about a day I found out from google. It was Thursday evening around 7:00 (god knows why school started on a Thursday... what's even the point in that?) why in the world were we driving to Colorado in the middle of the night. My stomach grumbled reminding me I was starving.ย
It was going to be the longest car ride ever. I wasย a pro at the silent treatment but then again so was she. I stared out the window, arms folded, she simply turned on the radio. I sighed loudly and she reached turned up the volume.ย
I was in for a LITERAL hell of a ride.ย
๐๐ค๐ช ๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ช๐ก๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐๐ฎ? ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ก๐๐๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐ค๐ข๐ข๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ซ๐ค๐ฉ๐๐. ๐ ๐จ๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ ๐๐ช๐ฉ ๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช. ๐๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช. ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐.
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