Finding Him

Y/N P.O.V
" WHAT ??!! " I immediately covered both of my ears. Geez ! So loud ! " Yah..! Don't shout ! " I said, slightly raising my voice. " What do you mean ?? Where are you going ?? You're gonna leave us or what ?? " Sowon spoke in a loud tone. I sighed heavily. " I.. Want to find him.. And I need to find him.. " My words make SinB and Sowon looked at each other. " Who ? " SinB asked. Come on~ Don't you get it yet ?? " Jimin.. "

Few Hours Later..

I sat down beside Hoseok, sighing. " You alright, sunshine ? "

I turned my head to him before turning my whole body towards him. " Oppa.. I wanna tell you something.. " I said, causing him to frowned. " Oh.. Okay.. " He said, also turning his body towards me. Now, we are facing each other. I pressed my lips before speaking. " So.. I've decided that.. I want to move.. " I said, looking at him.

" What ?! " He raised his voice while his eyes widened. I flinched while looking at him with wide eyes. Oh my goodness ! " You want to move ?? Why ?? Where ?? When ??? " He asked without even giving me some space to answer each question. " Oppa, relax~ Look, I don't know when and where. But the reason I want to move is.. " I stopped then played with my fingers before looking at him. " Because I want to find Jimin.. " I said in a low tone as my mind started thinking about him. I miss him.. I really do.. " You want to find him..? "

I nodded my head. Yes.. Yes I am.. " But how ? " Hoseok oppa asked softly, making my head slowly looked at him. He's right. How am I supposed to find him ?? " Emm.. I-I don't know.. " I said, massaging my own forehead. He sighed. " I will help you finding him.. " I immediately looked up. " Really ?? How ?? " I asked happily. " I will ask my friends ALL AROUND THE WORLD to find him. And I will pay them for helping us.. " My eyes widen as if it almost pop out of it's sockets as he said those words. All around the world ?? How many friends does he have ?? " My friends are uncountable.. "

He said while smiling proudly. I scoffed, smiling. He read my mind or what ? " So.. Agree ? " He asked, tilting his head. I nodded. " Agree.. " I said, but then.. " But I'm coming with you.. " His words make me shocked. " What ? But oppa, you have work remember ? " It's not like I don't want him to come with me but I don't want him to neglect his work just because of me.. Pity him..

" Don't worry, sun.. My boss gave me 3 months holidays.. " He spoke, smiling. " Oh my god, really ?? Yeay !~ " I said then hugged him tightly. " Thank you, oppa.. For being with me everytime.. " I said as a tear escaped my eye. I'm so thankful because God gave me this precious brother.. Of course I miss my late mom and dad but having him by my side everytime, is enough for me to move on..

The Next Day..

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" Please, oppa.. Don't leave me please.. I love you so much.. Don't do this to me please.. " I just stared at her as she keep on begging at me while kneeling, hugging my legs. Tch, love.. You bitch 'love' me for my money only ! I roughly snatched my legs away from her, making her fell to the floor. " Don't ever tell me the word 'LOVE' if you know nothing about it ! "

I raised my before spitting at her then walked away from the cafeteria with my boys following me. I don't know.. Love is a word that I really hate to hear it coming out from a girl's mouth. For me, the word is too sensitive.. " Until now, I never know why you really hate the word 'love' and why you suddenly become so angry if anybody talk about it.. Mind telling us ? " I stopped in my tracks as I heard one of my friend's voice. I turned around, looking at him. " This is not the perfect timing to talk about that, hyung.. "

I said, making him scoffed before chuckling. " Come on, I know there's something happen, right ? Tell us, JIMIN.. "