ENTRY 17


My friends told me to to be careful about you,
"Don't fall for that guy, I know him", they said,
"Don't get close to him he's a total player", they said,
"Control your heart or you'll get hurt", they said.


I listened to their advice not to fall for you,
But my heart is so involuntary, it's so hard to control,
And my heart and mind don't agree with each other,
That I might go really crazy, crazy for you.


I told myself don't fall for his sweet smile,
Don't fall for his unignorable charms when he talk,
Don't fall on everything he do to you it's a trap,
Don't fall... I've fallen.


"Let me just love him even there would be a consequence,
Let me be breathless of his presence,
I want to be blinded in love and get hurt by it,
Even just for once, I want to love selflessly."


I cannot contain myself when got fallen for you,
Like a full speed car that lose my breaks and can't be stopped,
So I let myself fall into the rabbit hole of affection and solicitude,
Without knowing what would be the end of it.


Then just like that, he broke my heart,
It was so painful, but I already expected it,
I just didn't think it would be that fast, as fast when I fell for him,
But I'll just let myself be hurt, I know it'll be over soon.



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