Chapter 11: Abort Mission

A/N So for this chapter lets just pretend that Charlie has not been introduced yet. Cause I kinda like the ways I introduced her here and I'm too lazy to go change it so yeah. Thankx. 


Cas' POV:


After Dean left I didn't really have the energy to do anything. I just walked around the house aimlessly for awhile before I got hungry and decide to make food.  I walked into the kitchen where Gabriel was devouring a chicken wrap.


"So, how's Dean." He asked putting emphasis on the word Dean. "Fine. Why?" I reply and he shrugs, "no reason." Silence then fell upon us until I sat down in front of him and he said something that made me choke on my cheese sandwich.


"So have you two declared your love for each other yet?" It took me awhile to finally start breathing regularly again; I looked up at him and he had this innocent smirk on his face. "Dean and I do not love each other." I inform him trying to avoid making eye contact. "Oh please. You two couldn't be more obvious if you tried." I looked back up at him with my best 'I don't know what your talking about' look.


"First he invites you and three of your brothers to stay at his house one day after you met where you slept on his bed, beside him, and then yesterday he turns up at our house white with worry because you didn't turn up for school and then today he skips school again because you're still. And all this has happened in the 10 days that you two have know each other. So yeah, trust me he loves you, and you, well you're just an open book."


I had never really thought about it like that. Dean has done a lot to show his feelings towards me, and we've only known each other just over a week. But if he really did like me then why would he say he didn't? Maybe he was thinking the way I was. Maybe he was just scared. Maybe he does like me but he didn't know if I felt the same so he thought it was safer to say nothing, just like me. But that a lot of maybes. And maybes aren't certain, so I will just continue ignoring my feelings for him, because if I ignored them enough they'll go away right?


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Dean's POV:


It was now Friday and the day was going by agonisingly slow. I had English first followed by history and I was now in my second period of science. Sometime through the first period Mrs. What's her face started droning on about speed and some sort for formulas so I decided to just block her out and opted for scribbling down on my notebook instead. The relief I felt when the bell finally rang was so unbelievable that I basically sprinted out the door ignoring all the questioning looks I was receiving.


Since it was lunch I went straight to he cafeteria, knowing that if I waited too long that the only thing left would be the traditional lumpy soup and something that they say is meat but everyone know that if u even smell it you'll be sick for a week and if you dare to eat it, well, then you might as well say goodbye to the next three months of you life.


Once I got there the only thing that looked edible was the sandwiches so I just got a ham and cheese one and a bun before paying for my food and heading outside to eat it, since it was such a nice day out.


Once I got outside I spotted Cas sitting at a table in the far end of the yard, eating his lunch and talking to someone. Since I preferred to not sit alone I decided to make my way over to him. "Hey Cas." I say before planting myself down on the seat next to him.


"Hey. Ugh...Dean this is Charlie, shes in like half my classes. Charlie this Dean, he's also in like half my classes." He introduces us and we exchange 'hello's'. For the next while we just talked about random stuff while enjoying out food before Charlie left saying that she had to go to some lunch time classes because her teacher was "too stupid to finish the course in time."


After Charlie left I decided to intimate STEP 3. It was time to flirt like there was no tomorrow. Silence fell upon us for a while which I was extremely grateful for because it gave me some time to prepare myself.


I try to lower the tone of my voice because I read somewhere that it makes your voice sound sexier and if you speak quieter it might make the person come closer to you, and I am willing to try anything if it means I am closer to Cas. "You know Cas, you have like the nicest eyes. Like they are so blue. Like really really blue. Like bluer than the ocean." I say and he looks at me which a quizzical yet slightly amused look on his face. "Ok" he responds before going back to his food.


I internally groan. I completely just fucked that up. I said like way to many times and now he thinks I'm some sort of creep...great!!!


I decided to try again, only this time complementing his hair. "Your hair looks really good today. How do you even get it to stay up like that." I ask attempting to sound seductive. Attempting being the key word. He casually looks at me. "You really wanna know?" He asks to which I respond by nodding. "Ok. I'll tell you. But you can't say a word." He informs me which get me slightly excited. "I won't tell anyone. I swear." At this he move slightly closer to me which sends chills up and down my spine.


He starts whispering in my ear. He so close I can feel his hot breath on my neck, which causes my heart to start veering at a million times a minute. All I want to do is lean over and kiss him until I pass out from lack of oxygen, but I know that would be weird so I restrain myself. "You see I use this thing, right. And it's called..." He paused briefly, to lean closer towards me. "Hair gel." He says quickly before completely exploding with laughter.


"You're such a dick." I tell him jokingly bride joining him in his laughter. I couldn't help it. His laugh was so intoxicating. It made you want to laugh along with him, even if he was laughing at your expense. 


Once we get our shit together I break the calming silence. "You should smile more often. You look good when you smile."


Cas' POV:


Ok, this was getting weird now. First he compliments my eyes, which you know is alright....sort of. But he said it in a manner that made it seem like he was trying to be seductive.


I decided to just ignore it, but then he went on about my hair. I decided to have a little fun with him. So I leaned in super close. It was kinda hard for me to keep myself together as being that close to him made feel weak. But then we just laughed for awhile which was great.


And now he's telling me that I look good when I smile, and that I should smile more often. If I didn't know any better I'd say he was flirting. So like the idiot I am I decided to question him on it.


This is kind of an important bit so I'm just gonna pit it in both their POV merged so I can get both of their thoughts and feelings.


"Dean, are trying to flirt with me." Castiel asks, and at the sound of this Dean's palms start getting sweaty and his heart beat increases by the second. The only thought in his head at this moment being. He's figured it out. I'm so screwed now. He's gonna hate me forever. ABORT MISSION!! ABORT MISSION!!


Meanwhile in Castiel's mind he is anticipating the answer. If dean says yes it will be the best moment of his life, but I he says no it would be the end of his world. Castiel noticed that Dean was basically freaking out beside him so he decided to be brave and continue the conversation.


"Do you have feelings for me?" Castiel aksed and once again no answer. With every waking moment Dean felt like he was going to die. Either his heart would explode from all the emotion, or his mind from the embarrassment. Yet there was that little voice at the back of his mind screaming to him. Telling him, 'he loves you, you idiot. Otherwise he wouldn't be asking'  but Dean couldn't say that out loud. What if he was wrong. He couldn't handle that sort of rejection. Castiel spoke once more.


"Cause you know if you did.  That would be the best news I've heard in a long time... A very long time actually." Castiel says with a slight chuckle towards the end. At this Dean immediately looks at Cas. "Really?" Dean asks, not being able to hide his surprise but most importantly his happiness.


Castiel slowly nods and this causes Dean to speak again. "I... I really.... I....ugh I really.... Like I really...." At this point the bell rings cutting the boys conversation short.


A/N OoOoOoOoOoOo I know I'm such a bitch for ending it like that but you what I can so yeah. Anyway what do you guys think. Will Dean tell him or will he back out again   Comment what u guys think or even what you want to happen. And yeah sorry for not updating but I just didn't really have inspiration and then school just hit me like a bus so yeah sorry.

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