Soooo I'm putting this book on hold. Yeah I know I suck, I'm a bitch, say whatever you want.

I don't have an excuse it's just school and dance is taking up my schedule. And I'm kinda upset because me and my best friend both like the same person but she doesn't know I like him and he texts me like everyday so he's either flirting or likes me too but I'm "seventhwheeling" this weekend because my other two friends have boyfriends and the other one is "going" with the guy we both like to the movies and then there's me all alone so they are trying to find me someone to go with but honestly I'm fine as long as he's there because well the boys don't go to the same school as me and my friends and I haven't seen him in so long and ugghhhh I need help and it's just all messed up because no one knows I like him and it's staying that way but I'm literally obsessed with him (like he hasn't opened my Snapchat for an hour and I'm dying inside like this is bad) but my friend also says when he texts her he never really answers and when I text him, he always replies almost instantly and it makes me feel so bad because I feel like it's because he's texting me so he's not gonna text an other girl while texting me but I feel like he's playing me because whenever I post a selfie on my Snapchat story he always slides up and sends fire emojis and heart eyes or says you're hot or your so adorable or beautiful or pretty or amazing or cute and just practically showers me with compliments so it makes me feel like it's fake  and I'm kinda crying rn because I don't know what to do please someone help me.

So uh bye. Thanks for listening to my rant, sorry for putting this on hold

-A very confused and upset Mia