Apa Fer Milaange - 1

Shuru krne se pehle bass itna kahungi ki trust me aur bina kisi conclusion par aaye padhna.

Note : In this they don't have a channel.

It was just another normal day for Gautami until she went to Abhyudaya's house to meet him.

She was a happily going to meet her best friend or should I say boyfriend as he called her to his house, he said that he just wants to spend time with her. She and Abhi came into relationship last year and are friends since like 11 years.

She was searching something in her drawer when accidentally got hurt in her finger. She take off the ring (which Abhi gave her) to check when the ring ring fall under the bed. She panicked as she wasn't able to find the ring. It was really important for her, for them. She tried harder to search for ring but the space to reach under the bed was so less that her hand was getting stuck, in this process she again hurt her. She tried and at last found the ring. She felt relieved, she can't lose this ring. Abhi gave her this with so much love.

Flashback

They both were in Paris under the Eiffel tower when a couple told Gautami to click a picture of them. She happily agreed, adoring the couple.

"Kitne pyaare hai na woh, Abh-"
She turned to find Abhyudaya on his knees with a ring.
"Abhi, ye sab kya-"

"Shhh, shaant devi shaant, Gautami tu jabse meri life mein aayi hai sab accha lagne lga hai yaar. Tera hasna aur dusro ko hasana, tera motivation aur haa teri ye jhali harkate bhi pyaari lgti hai ab toh. Toh meri maggie kya tum sach mein pure haq se meri banogi. Agar ab tak na samjhi toh sun I love you Miss Gautami Kawale, will you be my girlfriend?"

"Yess, yess yess yess a billion times yess."

Her response was quick and they seized the deal not with a kiss but with a hug which was not friendly anymore.

"Iss ring ko hamesha sambhal ke rakhna, agar main tere pass na hu toh isse meri taraf se ek khaas taufa samjh lena. Yun kahu toh samajhna ki main hi hun."
He said,

"Main iss ring ko aur tujhe dono ko kahi jaane nahi dungi."

End of Flashback

Now, as she got ready she left for Abhi's house. His mother opened the door, she greeted her and went to his room to find him in deep thought. She could sense something was wrong, the aura was not good.

"Kya hua? Aise muh latkaaye kyun baitha hai?"

He looked up, that's when she realised he, he was crying? But why?
She ran to him,
"Aree, kya hua ye kya haal bana rakha hai apna? Sun, idhar dekh meri aankhon mein dekh aur sach bta kya hua hai? Aisa haal kyu bnaya hua hai apna?"

She wipes his tears, he make her stand, hold her and looks directly into her eyes.

"Dekh, mujhe nhi pta tujhe kaise batau par.. par... pa-"

"Kya par? Kya hua hai tujhe? Dekh ab mujhe darr lg rha hai bol na kya hua kya hu-"

"Mai Mumbai chod rha hu"

"Kyaa?"
This came more like a whisper from her mouth but he was able to hear it and feel the pain behind her voice.
"Sun panic mat kar aur sun meri baat dhyaan se main nahi jaana chahta but papa ka phir se transfer ho gya hai yaar, jaana padega, main kya kru tu bta."

"Kaha.. kaha hua hai transfer?"

"London"

"What?"

"London Gautami, that's why I am sad I am going to London for always maybe I will never come back."

"No, please don't say like that please no."
Tears streaming down her eyes.

"I can't do anything Gautami."

"Okay, I won't stop you but promise me we will be in touch na, you will answer my phone na aur haa waha jaake koi videshi mat pata lena yaad rakhna yha main intezaar kar rahi hu."
She tried to joke to lighten his mood,

"Woh, umm woh kaise batau tujhe?"

"Kyaa-, ek min kahi tu breakup ka toh nahi soch raha."

"Yaar tu toh jaanti hai na mere se yeh relationship wagera kabhi nhi sambhalta, bahut kaccha hu inn sab mein main woh toh tu thi jo meri galtiyaan ignore krti hi, mera saath deti thi par kab tak main agar tujhe time nahi de paaya toh? Waha aur yha ka time zone bhi different hai agar baat na ho paayi toh? Tu sab kuch deserve krti hai Gautami aur main tujhe sab kuch nahi de paa rha."

Haye Ni Apaan Fer Milange, Kade Na Kade Fer Milaange

Haye Ni Apaan Fer Milange, Kade Na Kade Fer Milaange

She was just standing looking directly in his eyes. She was trying to process whatever he was saying. She never ever had the thought of breakup but here he is talking about it, she felt shattered.

"Yeh tu kya keh rha hai? Breakup? No Abhi I can't I can't."

"I am sorry Gautami."

"No, no way, not in this f**king life I am breaking up with you. You are the reason I laugh, for you I live. Listen I know it's important for you to move but breakup nhi yaar, I know ham manage kar lenge. Tu meri chinta mat kar main tujhse thoda bahut itna bhi ho sake baat krugi. Video call na sahi toh voice call aur woh bhi nahi toh ek simple sa message, but kar lenge ham. Ham par bharosa hai mujhe kr skte hai ham. Par agar ek chance bhi nahi denge toh regret reh jayega yaar ki kya pta ham kar lete. At last, main tujhe force nahi krugi, sab tere upar hai bss."
Her voice choked at the end,

He thought for a while before speaking,

"Main ek mauka dene ko taiyyar hu iss relationship ko. Mujhe bhi shauk nhi hai tumse dur hone ka, par mujhe samjh nhi aa rha tha bss ki kaise manage hoga sab, par koi nahi ab tumhari baaton se lg rha hai ki sab manage ho jayega. Ham krege, Saath mein krege hai na?"

"Haa"
She smiled and hugged him,

Main Phul Ban’na Tu Taara Sajjna Kalla Te Kuwara Sajjna

Milna Chaun Dobara Sajjna Fer Na La Dayin Laara Sajjna

Mitti Da Ban Dher Milange, Haye Ni Apa Fer Milange

Kade Na Kade Fer Milaange, Haye Ni Apaan Fer Milange,

The day of his flight to London came,
Gautami was there to bid him goodbye.
They both hugged each other with tears in eyes but they refused to show it. His parents went away leaving them alone.

Rabb Jane Ni Kad Milna Ae Kache Pakke Rahan Te

Tere Te Yakeen Bada Par Hunda Naiyo Sahwan Te

Palkaan Vi Na Band Karaan Tu Samne Nigahwan De

Dil Karda Main Sojaan Aake Teriyan Ni Bahwan Te

"Hum phir milenge naa, Abhi?"

"Haa, Meri maggie hum zarur milenge waapas tujhe hamesha ke liye apne saath le jaane zarur aaunga main. Bass waada kar hum hamesha touch mein rhege aur itne door ho kr bhi kareeb rhenge."

"Waada raha"
With this promise they leaned in for a kiss, a deep passionate kiss. Not wanting to leave each other but they have to. They broke the kiss with tears in their eyes.
Abhyudaya went for his flight while Gautami stood there for a second processing his departure.

Door Baithe Aan Ik Duje Ton Fir Vi Kinna Nede Ve

Airport Te Chhadan Lagge Uttar Gaye Si Chehre Ve

Eh Doori Soneya Majburi Soneya, Naiyo Mainu Manzur Ve

Haan Dekhi Soneya, Dekhi Soneya Appan Milange Zaroor Ve

Haan Dekhi Soneya, Dekhi Soneya Appan Milange Zaroor Ve

It's been months since Abhyudaya went to London. It was hard to communicate as both were really busy with their career. Abhi was not liking this at all while Gautami was sure that they will make their relationship work until one day when Abhi called her,

"Kya baat hai aaj itni raat ko call kiya?"

"Gautami sun mujhe kuch important baat krni hai."

"Haa bol na, kya hua?"

"Yaar nahi ho rha hai mere se abb, bas yaar yeh long distance nahi ho payega. I just can't do this anymore."

"Kyaa? Matlab suddenly kya ho gya? Tu aisa kyun keh raha hai?"

"Yaar, ye nhi hoga ab mujhse. I know long distance bahut logon ke liye work krta hai par har insaan ek jaisa toh nahi hota na. Bass main bhi nahi hu waisa, nahi ho rha mere se yeh. Kaam yha naya dhundha hai uska stress hai upar se mental peace toh hai hi nahi. Maine try kiya par nahi ho paaya. I wanted to stay but that didn't happen, I wanted to make this work but-"

"But what? I know things are hard but-"

"I can't, I seriously can't. I am not in a state of handling this. Yaha koi nhi hai dukh btane ke liye bhi."

Ho Pyar Tere Nal Yaar Tere Nal Jaan Vi Tethon Vaar Deyan

Main Aan Tera Tu Ae Meri Aina Tainu Pyar Deyan

Duniya Jo Marzi Ae Bole Tere Te Aitbaar Bada

Ese Gall Da Maan Haan Kardi Rehnda Mere Nal Khada

Main Pairaan Di Mitti, Tere Pairan Di Mitti, Tu Ae Mera Kohinoor Ve

Dekhin Sohneya Dekhin Sohneya Apaan Milange Zaroor Ve

She wanted to cry out loud but she can sense the pain in his voice. He was too tensed, she can't force him. So she decided to let him go.

"What do you want, Abhi?"

"Breakup"

They both closed their eyes as tears flows out. They both were equally hurt. It was hard but the situation was demanding this step.

"Okay, let's end this mutually then"

"I am sorry Gautami."

"No need, you are doing nothing wrong okay. Don't blame yourself."

"Will we be friends after this, Maggie?"

"I can't give you the friendship back Abhi, I am sorry. This time I can't do this."

He let out a heavy sigh,

Ho Rabb Jane Kad Milna Ae Asaan Tainu Ve

Ki Dassan Kinna Cha Hona Mainu Ve

Ho Dekhin Tut Na Jawaan Muk Na Jawaan Tainu Deeke Teri Hoor Ve

Ho Dekhin Tut Na Jawaan Muk Na Jawaan Tainu Deeke Teri Hoor Ve

"It's okay Gautami, I understand."

"Goodbye, Abhyudaya."

And with that call their friendship also ended. Abhyudaya cried his heart out, he was literally alone now. He thought that maybe that call was his last conversation with her. While on the other hand she was just silent. Nothing was affecting her anymore. She didn't cry, she was hurt but everything was like a nightmare for her.

The universe matched them, then why this?

Dekhin Sohneya Dekhin Sohneya Apaan Milange Zaroor Ve

Haan Dekhin Sohneya Dekhin Sohneya Apaan Milange Zaroor Ve

Haye Ni Apaan Fer Milange, Kade Na Kade Fer Milange

Haye Ni Apaan Fer Milange, Kade Na Kade Fer Milange

                   ~ To be continued ~







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