I looked at Mark as he stood looking very tense with his hands at his side.

"Whatever you have to say I don't want to hear it, so can you please leave me alone ." I said trying to walk away.

He grabbed my wrist. I let out a frustrated sigh.

"Hey! I just want to apologize " he said looking at me with pleading eyes.

I pulled my wrist out of his grip and I crossed my arms and gave him the moment to talk.

"I know I did a really shitty , and I can't tell you how sorry I am and I know no amount of apologies can fix the trust that I've broken but I'm extremely sorry , I was an asshole that couldn't control himself and I'm sorry I hurt you and I've regretted it more than anything I've done done in my life. I miss you y/n ." He said and took my hands in his.

"I miss you so much y/n , it hurts everytime I think about you . I really want to start over again." He said looking down at the floor.

I tilted my head a bit taken aback .

"What?" I asked .

"I want to be with you y/n. I want you to make me happy , I want what we had before."

"Are you fucking joking right now? You don't just get to cheat on me , make me feel like complete shit and come into my life again," I started walking backwards slowly. ", I won't allow myself to be hurt again, and you can eat shit honestly, you used that girl and now you're running back to me?! Fuck you Mark."

I spoke to him as calmly as possible controling the anger that was about to erupt as I walked away from him , I couldn't stand the sight of his fucking face .

I don't know where I was going but I kept walking , I had to get as far away from him as possible.

I walked endlessly and blindly . My eyes blurry as I try to fight back tears.

It felt like everything was in slow motion , I was hyperventilating but still trying to keep everything inside.

I got reminded of every "happy" memory we had , the times where I was comfortable and cared for him. The times where I was vulnerable and he comforted me. Times where I felt nothing but love for him , where i can't imagine losing him.

All that trust , love , honesty was all broken when he cheated on me .

"Y/n!"

I heard my name being called and I stood still while quickly wiping the tears that sat in my eyes.

I turned around to see who it was Namjoon. I raised my brows and smiled .

He walked up to me and put his arm around my shoulders as he guided me down the hall.

He gently squeezed my shoulder and rubbed my arm as we walked.

We walked alone down a empty hallway in complete silence which comforted me.

"Jackson told us that you two were dating." He said with a tone of understanding in his voice.

"Yeah. We dated. We broke up . It happens." I said making it seem like I'm not sad on the inside.

"Yeah. I understand that . I've had my fair share of heartbreaks , but all I have to say is that some people just aren't worth all the time, love and effort you put in for them and it's not the end of road. There'll be more loves and heartbreaks but I'm sure you'll find your person. I don't know what Mark did but I hope your okay and don't blame yourself."

"Thanks Dad," I hugged him as we chuckled with tears down my face. "No one has said that to me . I don't allow people to see me like this but I'm thankful you came to talk to me."

I pulled away from his hug and smiled at him with tears down my face . I quickly wipe it and fixed myself.

"We are busy packing up but you can go to the car if you don't feel comfortable." Namjoon said as he put his hand on the door handle.

I silently asked myself if I'm strong enough to go in and act like nothing was wrong and I realized I was not about to run away just because of a stupid fuck .

"I'm good ." I said and followed him inside.

I walked in and saw Charles sitting with my bag on his lap in the corner.

"Can I get my bag please? I think my phones' in there."

Charles stood up and passed the bag to me . I was going through my bag and he gently tapped my head .

"It's okay."

Is it okay?

I looked at him , my eyes burning with tears. Charles looked at me with a bit of shock and cupped both my cheeks and let out a low screech .

I burst out in laughter , he must have been panicking to react like that.

"What the fuck was that?!" I said before laughing again.

"You can't just do that to me! I didn't know what to do ! Omg I'm never doing this again." Charles said wiping the tears on the sides of my eyes before was walking.

"Where are you going ?! We could of had something good." I said smiling amusingly at him.

"I've had enough heartattacks for one day , thank you." He said coming back to me .

He walked next to me and put me in a headlock ." Don't ever scare me like that!"

I was uncontrollably laughing at this point.

"Fine! I won't show any emotions from now on." I said releasing myself.

"That's not what I mean but I think you get it." He side eyed me with a smile on his face.

"Y/n." I turned to Hoseok .

"We are going to Jackson's hotel. Are you guys coming with?" He asked very sternly.

"Is she coming with? Of course she HAS to , we haven't seen each other in months." Jackson said crossing his arm.

"Well I'm not asking you , now am I?" He glared at Jackson and moved his eyes over to me but his eyes looked more gentle and warm.

I looked at the boys who were waiting for my answer. I looked over at Charles and I raised my eyebrows. He slowly blinked at me and reassured me.

"Yeah, sure."

What the hell is going to happen tonight.

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