I was woken by Jin hyung's voice. The hardest thing that I need to do everyday is opening my eyes in the morning. *sigh* but I can't deny That was the best sleep ever.

I started to get ready and do my morning routine. When I walk downstairs the members were already at the table eating their breakfast while talking to each other.

"Good morning~" I said with my smile.A few good mornings can be heard. I look around and look at the member's face that were plastered with smile. The smile that never fails to comfort me and make me forget all about my past.

'This is it Tae! you are not alone. They love you. this is your second family.' my mind talking to me. Still smiling, I eat and join the conversation between the maknae line.

Third person p.o.v
After breakfast all the members went to the Bighit studio and started to practice their new dance which is Spring Day.

During practice, Taehyung can't seem to focus. He kept making mistakes that causes the members to run the dance again and again. At first the members just let it go and keep practicing as time move on they have reach their limits. When Taehyung tripped, the other members can't keep in their anger anymore.

"Yah!! Kim Taehyung! can't you focus a little bit?! "Hoseok the main dancer said annoyed with the younger that kept making mistakes. Deep in his mind he knows that the younger has problems with learning new dances. But the fact was blinded by his anger.

"I'm sorry hyung, I'm just tired."Taehyung said with his smile was on his face.Although the smile was not the happy smile but it was still a smile.That is what Taehyung was thinking.It was still a smile.He was truly tired because of his schedule for his drama and practice.

"You think we are not tired??!!We are tired because of you Tae!Focus next time!Stop smiling when people are giving you an advice!Lets get back to dorm.Its late and we still don't have a progress because of you Tae!It just a waste of time."with what yoongi said all the members left Tae without looking back at Taehyung.

Taehyung was left alone.When the members left He can't miss the look at the member's face.Its the same face that his family made when he fail to reach their expectation.

"Why are you like this Tae??You should focus and don't said you are tired!"Taehyung said to himself.With a tears threatened to fall he sucessfully stop it.

'Its okay Tae..relax.Don't show your feeling and just smile.After all its your fault.'He said to calm himself.After a few minutes,he finally calm.He walk slowly to doors.Little did the members know,Taehyung waist was injured when he tripping just now.But you know what?He still think that everything will be okay tomorrow.Everything will be back to normal again.

After a while,with so much pain he finally arrive in front of the building.He look around for their car but not seeing any cars.He quickly messaged his manager.

What dissapointed him the most is the fact that the members just left him and get back to dorm without him.He don't want the sad feeling got into him,he quickly called the taxi.

That evening Taehyung arrived at the dorm with the members give him a cold shoulders.He tried to ignore it with a shower.He walk upstairs with so much difficulties but ofcourse the members are to annoyed to noticed it.

Taehyung just let his tears flow with the shower.After a moment with himself he is determine to make the situation better.

Taehyung p.o.v(sorry for keep doing the changes)
I will make things back to the normal.Ignoring the pain from my waist I deserve it though,I walk downstairs to see all the members was there.In the living room,watching movies.

I sat on the floor beside kookie.I look at him with my smile.He don't even look at me.What hurt the most was He move away from me and sat beside yoongi hyung.

I tried this with my best friend,Jimin hyung.He do what exactly Kookie just did for me.I look at all the member's face.They don't look at me with a smile like this morning instead they just ignored me like I was not even there.I excused myself to my room and as expected no one acknowledge it.

The whole evening no one ever bother to ask me if I was fine or not,I already eaten or not.I hold back my sobs don't want them to hear me.With a silent sobs, I fall asleep fully aware of the coming nightmare.This time it will be worse.
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ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ another chapter..hope you enjoy it!I will try to update tomorrow or tonight..I was suddenly thought that this book should be 'The nightmare that is real' 😆..
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