Chapter two:Phillip Carlyle

🐺Ava's pov🐺


    Me,Ann,and Jace were preforming when I swing up to a platform. I see a guy at the edge. I saw him before. It felt like the world slowed down. My ears twiched and my tail wagged uncontrollably. I swing back everything going back to normal. We keep practicing.


🐺About an hour later🐺


    We finished our practice. My tail still wagged. I hid them and my ears. Before I did I smelt a strong calone and boos. I sneezed having a flashback of my dad beating me. I kept sneezing. Ann looked consurned. My ears and tail we're gone but I still smelt it. I went to the other side of the building. I started to go back to normal. "Are you ok?" I heard. I started sneezing again. I looked up seeing the guys before. He looked welcoming but he smelt like my father. "l-leave me alone" I managed to say. I saw my dad behind him. I looked at him. He looked hurt. I don't care. I pushed past him to were the animal cages were. I put my clothes on.


🐺A few days later🐺


   I learned the guys name was Phillip. I could be around him now. My father has been dead from drinking to much since I was 18. I have to admit that I liked being at the circus. I had a family. Today I brought my guitar because I thought I could hide up high and sing as I played. I climbed the walls and got to the pillars at the top of the building. I swing my guitar around and start to play. I don't sing in the preformances. No one heard me sing. Only mr.burnam. I start to play. (I made up the song) "I might be broken but I still smile. Life is different now that your gone. I walk alone. I had a horrible life with you around. Abused. Beat. It was hard. I have pity when I tell people my story. I just want to live my life normal but I have to live with this curse. I feel in and out of love getting beat everyday. Smelling the same thing. Wake up call to the crack of your belt. " I sing walking and dancing around the pillars. I played continuing. "I want to settle down with a man but have a cures of pity and being a freak. I'm here in a place where I am called a freak every day. I don't want to live like this anymore or have to sit here having pity from people that i told. If only you were different and not you" I sing finishing my song about my life and my father. I looked down seeing everyone. I jumped around the pillars hiding. I sat down. My gitaur on my back. I hear a whistle. "Stop being over dramatic" I yell down. "We aren't" I heard Phillip. Next thing I saw him. Everyone left for some reason. He sat across from me. "What's was your story?" He asked. I jumped grabbing the rope. I slid down. I start to walk out. I run to my home. I slipped and got punched getting called a freak. They broke my gitaur. I cried. My mother gave me it when I saw her before she died. It got me money. I played in the streets. I sobbed walking back to burnams with the broken gitaur in my hand. I felt anger wash over me. I got to burnams. I walked in. Burnam walked up to me. "What's wrong?" He asked. I threw my broken gitaur at him. They fired me at my job. "Your stupid thing got my only source of money broken. They only thing I had since a baby. My mother gave it to me. " I growl. Everyone crowded. "It's just a guitar. " He said. My hands turned into fist and my jaw clenched. "Just a giutar! ITS THE ONE THING THAT KEPT ME GOING WHILE I WAS GETTING BEAT,ABUSED AND BULLYED! NOW ITS BROKEN!" I yell. He laughed. "Like I said it's just a giutar. Where does the money I give you go?" He asked. "I send it to my other family that I have that is having a harder time then me or give it to people on the streets that need it. That have nothing. I had a job now I don't. " I said. I felt tears in my eyes. "That's stupid" he scoffs. My fists balled again. Jace grabbed me as I was going to punch him. I growled. I heard roars from he tiger cages. Get him! He deserves it! I growled getting out of jaces grip and leaving.  I don't want to go back. I didn't care. I walked. I got pushed into the road and into mud. I growled looking up. A fire lit in me.  I growled at the guys who pushed me. I got up and left after getting called a freak. Life is so unfair.

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