To late now

Ok quick warning this chapter will talk about Schizophrenia I'm really sorry is I get anything wrong about it and I don't want anyone to get upset about me being wrong on anything so please if I get anything wrong about it please tell me in the comments but also this idea is from 


@nightmarewolf90  so please if I get anything wrong TELL ME and don't give hate to this amazing homan thank you now on to the story


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Shoto pov


"Hey Todoroki-kun who are you talking to?" I look up to see Midoriya "Oh I'm talking to my friend he's right-" "Todorki-kun there's no one" I see him question. I turn to look and my friend is gone... "Oh he was just here... I'ma go bye Midoriya..." I say as I get up and run to my dorm wanting to cry...


I ran into my room and closed the door failing to the floor curling up and crying "Aww you Faggot look at you. Crying like a baby" I see my best friend looking at me. For the past 2 months I've had this best friend but no one see's him and I can tell at this point none of my classmates want to hangout with me cause 'I'm insane or weird' honsetly I don't know what's wrong with me I'm not insane right... "You're crazy insane most will say why don't you kill yourself no one loves you" I look up again and see all my best friends say "No plus I have a lot to live for" I say looking at them still crying. "Can you guys go plus it's late and I need sleep?" I say "Sure night insane" I get up and let them out my room I don't say bye cause I don't want to wake anyone up once, they leave I change into my oversized hoodie that Midoriya got me I love him and loves me plus we've been dating for 4 months now. I lay me head on my pillow and fall asleep.


2 weeks later


It's been 3 months now and no body see's them... all my "best friends" are begining to became more demened and mean telling me to kill myself over and over.I can't get a break my classmates still think I'm odd and Midoriya has been trying to keep me from killing myself, but at this point he isn't helping... anymore...


"Hey babe..." "Yes bunny" Midoriya said " I-i-i want to break up..." I say looking down "Why? I love you and want to help you" "I just don't think we belong together anymore plus I'm crazy like everyone says" "Todo-kun your not... their just voices not real" He says 'They are real they say you hate me and I'm useless' I was think but my body said something else "NO YOU HATE ME I KNOW IT IM USELESS LIKE THEY ALL SAY THEY'RE REAL" I yell and run to my room 'Why did I say that no no no no fuck me' "aww is the useless shit like his father..." and many other things like that 'I just wanted it to end.


The next day- Midoriya pov


Today me and the class are going to a lady with a quirk to maybe help use understand whats going on with Todo-kun yesterday he broke up with me but I could tell he wasn't ok and wanted to say something else and didn't want to break up with me like he was forced to do it by the voices or people whatever they are. "Hello kiddos what brings you here" The lady says "Umm... we have a friend that's been weird for the past 3 month" I say to the lady "Anything else?" she asked "He broke up with me yesterday but I could tell he didn't want to like he was forced to and he says people have been telling him to do things like kill himself or hurt someone.. We just want to make sure he's ok" "Well from what your saying I can tell you friend has Schizophrenia and it's a long-term mental disorder of a type involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behavior, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relationships into fantasy and delusion, and a sense of mental fragmentation."  She says "So what about the people he says he hears and tell him to kill himself" Iida says "IS he alone? if so I'd go to him or he may do something he can't go back on and I can tell you left him go! now go help your boyfriend and friend" The lady said and told us to go we all didn't stop running till we got to Todoroki's room I went to open the door but it wouldn't move "I have to break the door" I says as I use One for All too break the door I wish we didn't leave him cause what we seen was as blood mess and Todoroki in the bathroom dead... He'd cutting his wrist till they were bleeding which was why there was blood almost everywhere and I guess he fell in the bathroom cause of blood loss and use his ice to kill him by impaling himself with it... We all were scared and called an abelance but we knew there was no point he was gone...


Todorki pov- before commiting die


I've had enough these people I kept seeing pushed it I was done with being here so I had to end it. I got my blade and cut my wrist over and over till I decide to cut the vain line I did that and felt like throwing up so I went to the bathroom and fell face first I knew I was going to dead slow and painfully but no I didn't want that so I used my ice quirk and stabed myself with it. My eyes rolled back and I felt nothing anymore...


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I hope you liked this and please if I got anything wrong about Schizophrenia please tell me I'm open to learn more about it thank anyways bye now

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