Chapter Eleven

Katsuki's POV


I look over at this random dude confused. "What the fuck do you mean?"


He shrugs. "Do you ever just feel... lost?"


"I'm trying to read my fucking book, and you're over here trying to get me to think? Fuck off."


He shuts his book and leans closer to me. "But really, have you ever thought about what the hell you're even doing with your life?"


"No, I don't. And I don't care. I don't even know who you are."


He smirks lightly and holds out his hand. "I'm Tokoyami Fumikage. And you?"


I groan and roll my eyes, shaking his hand, closing my book in the process. "Bakugou."


"Nice to meet you, Bakugou. So, what do you say to my question?"


I'm starting to get real pissed now. "I already told you: I don't, and I don't care."


"Well, do you know what you even want to do with your life after school? You're at this school for a reason, are you not?"


"Listen," I start. "I'm at this school to get good at the drums. Complicated shit is happening right now for me, and I don't want to think about it. I'm here at this library for a reason: to relax. I don't want to think about jack shit. I just want to read. I haven't done it in a while. To much happening in here." I point to my head and lean back in my chair, finally starting to read again.


"You wanna talk about it?"


"No."


It goes quiet for awhile, which is nice, but I know it won't last. This fucker won't shut up. I look over at him, and he's not the worst to look at. He might not have the best jawline, but his cheekbones are very sharp. He has a chocker around his neck, which is red, and the rest of his clothes are, well... black.


He smirks and looks at me. "You sure you don't want to really answer my question and talk?"


I sigh, closing my book. "I don't even know you."


"Well, isn't that better than someone you know who'll look at you in pity?"


I snort. "You sure a persuading, Tokoyami."


He smirks more. "It's a gift. So, what's your problems?"


"It started in grade school. There was this kid, Izuku, but I call him Deku. We were friends, but it was more to me..."


I tell him my story. All of it. Deku, Todoroki, and even Sakura. By the end of it he just looked at me with pity. That's annoying.


"I thought you said you wouldn't look at me pitifully?"


He clears his throat and looks down. "I wasn't expecting all of that. I just thought your parents got divorced or something."


I laugh and lean my head back. "Yeah, you'd think that's the worst thing that could happen, but there's worse."


"And you've been through it. I'm so sorry, Bakugou."


I shrug, waving him off. "Don't feel bad. There's nothing you can do about it. It's not your fault anyways. Don't feel sorry."


"It's, just, so horrible what you went through, and what you're still going through."


I shrug again with my eyes closed. "I'll get over it. I have to be strong. I've always had to be strong. I need to for my friends. They know somewhat what happened, but they don't know everything. All besides Kirishima."


"I've heard of him. Red head? Smokes pot a lot?"


I smile, nodding. "That's him all right. My best fiends/past fuck buddy."


"You guys fucked?"


I laugh. "Oh, all the time we were each other's first."


"Wow. You'd think you guys would be together."


I look at him a little confused myself. "Y'know, you'd think so, but we never felt that for each other. He's never even been in a relationship with anyone; he just fucks around. Not a lot, but enough."


He laughs. "I don't blame him. My last relationship was a pain and a half, but it was... sorta fun?"


I cock an eyebrow. "What's that supposed to mean?"


He shrugs and sighs. "She... clearly didn't like me, but she was attached to me at the hip, just like my brother. It got so annoying. I got distant, and she clearly saw it, so she kept asking what was wrong. I kept telling her it was nothing, but she wouldn't let it go. I genuinely liked her, but I couldn't handle it anymore, so I broke up with her."


I whistle. "Sounds tough, bro. Who was it?"


"Tsuyu Asui. Ever hear of her?"


"Of course. She's in the friend group of my crushes. She's dating... damn what was her name?"


He looks at me with a bored expression. "Uraraka Ochako?"


"Yeah. How did you know?"


He sighs once again. "She's all Tsu ever talked about. It was one I reason I broke up with her. I knew she loved her more than she ever liked me. They make a cute couple, no lie, but they're sickeningly cute."


I laugh. I've been laughing a lot with him. "I get that. Why are you here at this school?"


"I play guitar in a band."


"Who's in your band?"


He hums. "Oijiro, Hagakure, and  Shoji. Believe it or not, Hagakure and Oijiro are pretty dark."


I smile. "I believe it."


"You never did answer my question?"


I scrunch my eyebrows together. "What question?"


He sighs. "Y'know, if you know what you're even doing here?"


"Oh yeah." I shrug. "I don't, honestly. I'm just here for the ride, I guess. I want to do something with myself through the drums, whether that be famous for them or just teach how to play them; I want to play them. They calm me in a way nothing else does. Well, Half-n-half and Deku do a pretty good job at it, but I'm not with them often."


"At least you have an idea. I have no idea what I want to do, really. I'll just see what happens. And, why don't you just tell those two how you feel?"


I shake my head fast, sitting up quickly. "No! That could end disastrously. I don't have much of a relationship with either of them, but I don't want to ruin it by me confessing to both of them. It's just idiotic, no offense."


He shakes his head. "What if they feel the same?"


I look at him like he's insane. "No way. They're perfect together. They're so... in sync. I could never interfere in that relationship."


"But what if-" he's cut off by the bell, and he sighs. "Hey, give me your phone."


"Why?"


"So you can have my number."


I sigh but give it to him. He types his number in then texts himself. He smiles at me lightly, so I return it.


"Tokoyami!"


I look up to see this ripped as fuck dude run up to us. Damn! His skin is pretty tan, but his hair is just as black as Tokoyami's. He's wearing simple white washed jeans and a shirt that clings to his body. I can see every ab."


"Shadow? Why did you come find me?" He sighs, looking up at whoever Shadow is.


"I wanted to come find you as soon as possible!" He says in his deep voice as he grins down at him. "And who's this?" He looks at me and glares. Shit. If looks could kill...


"This is Bakugou. A friend. Let's go, my dear brother. Bye Bakugou." He gets up and smiles at me, grabbing his brother's arm, who is way bigger than Tokoyami, and leading him away.


"Bye, Tokoyami!" I yell after him.


I get up and walk to my next class. I just want the school day to be over.


"Bakugou!"


I look over, and it's Sero telling at me.


"You're literally ten feet away from me. You don't need to yell."


He laughs and sits next to me. "We're practicing at Jiro's place after school. You're coming, right?"


"What about Kirishima?"


He shrugs. "He says he's feeling better, so he's coming, so..."


I sigh and nod. "I'll come."


He smiles brightly at me and hugs me. "Yay! It's not the same without you, bro."


I smile and hug him back slightly. "I know."


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Hey, it's Loveliness! This chapter is out a little earlier than what I was planning for it to be, but I have recently gotten a new book I much take care of. A friend wrote it, but she's not feeling it anymore, so I'm continuing it for her. It's a continuation of another book called Taming His Fire by . It's good. I will be writing Keeping His Love. So, go check it out! It's a Endeavor x Hawks.


Anyways, what do you think about Tokoyami?


What do you think about Bakugou telling him so much?


What do you think of Tsu and Tokoyami's past relationship?


And what do you think about Tokoyami's twin, Shadow?


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