Raegan p.o.v

As I walk away from Justin's grandfather I take a breath. I keep walking. I walk up the stairs and into Justin's room.

"Babe" he says

"Yea?" I say and I climb on to his bed

"It hurts" he says is voice filled with pain

"I know, I know but it will get better and it will be worth it." I say, rubbing his back

"Yea I hope so" he says

We lay there and soon enough I watch Justin fall asleep. He looks so cute. So calm.

I get out of bed, making sure I don't wake him and walk away. I make it out of his room and quietly close his door. I walk down stairs and go into the kitchen, I open the cabinet and grab some Raman noodles and put it in the microwave. I stand there still it's done. After it's done I go and I sit on the couch, next to Justin's dad.

"How is he?" he says

"Doing as well as someone could right now I guess, he told me it hurts, he is sleeping right now" I say

"Okay well that's good, thank you for keeping a eye on him"

"Yea no problem" I say.

I eat my Raman noodles. Once I finish them I put my bowl and spoon in the sink and walk back up stairs.

I walk in just in time to see Justin just wake up.

"Morning sleepy head" I say

"Babe" he says

"Yea? Are you okay?" I as

"I'm hungry, will you make me something?" He asks

"Of course I will! What do you want?" I ask

"Surprise me!" He says in a cute voice

I walk down stairs and I think. What would Justin want. What could make him feel better. Something to make him smile. I got it. TACO BELLLL.

"Hey Justin" I yell up stairs

"Yea babe?" He says

"I'll be right back with your food. Okay?" I say

"Okay love you be safe" he says

I walk over to Justin's dad and tell him where I'm going.

"Hey thanks, Raegan you are such a good boyfriend to Justin. Do you need money?" He asks

"No I'm good but thanks" I say as I walk out the door

I get into the car. I drive to Taco Bell and then I  realize that I forgot what Justin's favorite meal is. Frick.

J- Justin /// R- Raegan

R: hey babe let's just say if I was getting you Taco Bell what would you want?😂

J: aww babe ty and number 11

R: drink?

J: sprite

R: okay

J: thanks babe love you

R: no problem love you too

I order his food and I pay. I drive home. I walk inside the house.

"Babe I'm back" I yell up the stairs

"TACO BELL IM COMING FOR YOU BABEH" he says

It makes me laugh. I walk up the stairs and open his door. I walk over to him.

"Here you go babe, hope you like it" I say while handing him the bag

"Thanks babe" he says

I sit on the bed and give him a kiss on the neck.

"Babe not now, I'm tired and sore" he says

"So I can't give you a kiss?" I say

"No it's just that we can't go any further right now" he says

"Yea I know" I say

He sits there and he finishes his food. My back against the wall on his bed. Justin in my lap, and my arms around his waist.

"Babe" he says

"Yea? Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" I say sounding concerned

"Yea I'm fine it's just that I love you and I love your kisses but I don't want to go further, even when I recover" he says

"Oh- um are you okay?"

"Yea it's just Im self conscious, I haven't had bottom surgery yet" he says

*lets just pretend that Raegan has had bottom surgery okay? Okay.* hehe

"Babe- it's okay, I don't judge, I love you for who you are" I say

"Thanks babe" he says

He gets off my lap and lays back in bed. I pull the covers over him and kiss him on the forehead. He closes his eyes. As I get out of bed he grabs my hand.

"Babe" he says

"Yea?" I say

"Can you please stay with me?" He asks

"Of course I will" I say

I get under the covers of the bed and lay down. I put one arm around Justin. I kiss the side of his head. I wrap my legs around his. I pull him closer. Letting him know that he is safe. I watch him slowly drift off to sleep. His breathing evens out a little bit. He looks so freaking adorable. I soon fall asleep.