Chapter 4 - The Diary

Kelly Adams

I have no words to describe what I was reading. It was the diary of his last submissive girl which made me feel jealous and horny at the same time.

The Diary.

Emily Watson's Diary.

2020 June 21st

Dear diary.

Today I met this handsome guy in college. He's to die for, I mean, I get wet every time I see him. He's a professor there, but that's not an issue for me. I'll blow the hell out of him.

Jesus! This girl was desperate!

I just wanted to get it over with and I skipped some pages.

August 13th.

Dear diary.

I can't believe I'm the submissive girl of my professor. Well, he's not my professor but who cares, he's the hottest guy in college. He knows how to make me feel sexy and how to dominate me. I can't wait to be fucked in the ass like that again.

That escalated quickly!

Oh, God! What a drag!

—Time to skip more pages. —I was feeling angry with each line I read.

September 1st

I hate that asshole! I can't believe he dumped me! That son of a bitch is going to pay! I don't know how I don't know when but he's gonna pay!

—Holy fuck! What the hell happened? I gotta go back a few pages and find out! — So I went back a few pages while I made myself some snacks. Toasted bread with cream cheese and coffee. I don't know why but I love eating this.

August 20th

Dear diary.

I deep-throated him today. His cock was delicious as always. I love this man, the way he commands me to do things and the way he fucks me is just what I need.

—Why am I getting jealous again?— I rolled my eyes and keep reading.

He tied me up and placed a vibrator in my special place. God, I love when he does that. He knows exactly what I want. He makes me beg for though, I just don't mind, I love it. I even squirted several times. I don't remember how many, but I just wanna keep going he can punish me and use me all he wants but he better gets me a car for this.

—Gold digger! —That word escaped my mouth, I was pissed and jealous. I stopped reading and just tilt my head back.

—Why do I have to read this shit? It's exhausting! —I sat straight and carried on.

August 21st

Dear diary.

I just had to say my safe word for the first time today. Penguin.

—Ha, ha, ha, ha! How lame! —I couldn't help but laugh!

I told him I love him but he didn't answer he just kept in bed all tied up with my legs spread while he was eating me out which I love of course but I told him I loved him several times and didn't get an answer. Then I said my safe word, he untied me and I left the room.

—Huh! So she fell in love and he didn't love her back. No big deal, I think. —I kept reading but I felt bad for her.

August 31st

It's been a week since we last talked. He said he had to talk to me. I know I avoided him and broke a window of one of his cars, stole some money from him, also destroyed his office and I think some other cars tires, I don't remember but who the fuck cares! He has a bunch of them.

—OK, no! She deserved it! God! How annoying she is!— I hate her already.

I didn't read the whole thing but I was sure about something, if I felt that way with just a kiss, I can't even wait to know how other things will feel. I got excited about the idea for some reason. I looked outside and it was dark. I checked the time and holy shit it was almost 6:00 am. So I decided to rest my head a bit on the table. It felt nice to rest my head when I felt a pair of big hands massaging my shoulders. —So you finished it.— That voice made me feel happy and excited. — Anything for you professor. I said smiling and looking up. He was just in his underwear.

Damn his hot.

He took me in his arms and started kissing me.

God his a good kisser.

—I need you.— I said without wasting time, I was like an octopus all over him and he smelled delicious. He took off my clothes, took off my bra, and started kissing my breast.

God that felt delicious!

I was full of lust, I couldn't take it anymore.— Wake up kelly.— I found it strange. What would he say to me?

—Kelly wake up!— He shook me off and I was confused with a headache. I looked at him all dressed up and I realized that it was just a dream.

Noooo... It was just a dream. I cried inside.

—I think I fell asleep then.— I said rubbing my eyes. — I have a meeting with some partners, and I'll be back in an hour.— I'm done reading. Don't you wanna know my answer?— I was eager to tell him.— I'm sure it can wait. Don't worry. Try to be ready, we're eating out.— He said what?— you're eating me out?— I blushed at the idea.— I said we're eating out, as in outside like in a restaurant.—

Fuck I feel stupid now.

—Yeah, sure I get it. Of course.— Damn, I feel nervous now.— Wear something casual but nice. — He closed the elector's doors and left.

Ok, something casual but nice. I need a shower first.

I got took a shower from head to toe, I washed my hair and dried it a bit with my towel. I put on marching black underwear, a pair of blue jeans, a pink top, and some sneakers. Some people say I don't know how to dress but who cares.  I put on some make too and waited for him. I saw the time and 40 minutes had passed.

Cool, he's going to be here soon.

I got desperate and check again. Another minute passed.

—These are going to be the longest 20 minutes ever.

My phone vibrated and I checked. It was a message from one of my classmates.

Chat:

Beth: Hey girl, how's it been? I got some juicy deets to share with you soon.🔥😏

Kelly: 👀

Beth: Guess who's gotten fat?

Kelly: Who?

Beth: I said guess.😒

Kelly: I don't know Beth, Judith?

Beth: Alicia! That diva bitch who bullied others for their appearance has gotten 20 pounds.😂

Kelly: OMG!😱 How do you know that?😅

Beth: Doesn't matter, I hope to see you seen, I miss you, Kelly. Bye😘

Kelly: I miss you too Beth. Cya.😉

It's always nice to chat with Beth, she's a real gossip girl. She's a good person but I don't have many friends because I can't drag everybody to my shitty life.

—Damn! I hope I don't drag Professor Reyes into any of my problems. — I was thinking out loud when my phone rang again.

Prof. Hottie: Be there in 2.

It was professor Reyes who texted.

Kelly: I'm waiting for you, Professor.😘

Then he arrived in 2 minutes. —Don't forget the diary. — He said going into his room and getting out seconds later with a red folder.

I wonder what's in there.

—Ready?— He asked looking into my eyes. I don't know why my heart was pounding. I was feeling like a teenage girl going on her first date ever. His eyes hypnotized me, I started feeling intimidated by him. He always looked so handsome and sure about himself, I love this side of him. Although, I also like when he feels troubled about crossing the line or not. I find it funny. I nodded and got into the elevator with him. My heart was hammering in my chest, my hands wear sweating.

God the elevator is taking forever.

We finally got out and walked through the lobby of the building where the car was parked. He took me to a nice place but it was empty, maybe because is early.

—So, you wanted to talk to me? — I asked walking through the places leading me to an out exclusive area with the nicest view of the whole city. — Wow!— It was a mesmerizing view. I couldn't believe my eyes.— I thought you were the one to talk since you stayed up all night reading the diary.— Of course. — I smiled.—I'm in.— I smiled again but he looked puzzled.— I don't think you understand the situation. I asked you to read so you can understand a little about what comes next. —He remarked, I felt a little disappointed but intrigued at the same time. —What does come next?— I asked staring excitedly. I don't know what came over me but I was looking forward to that answer. — Good morning Mr. Reyes, Miss. — The waiter approached interrupting us.

Damn it!

— I know what we want. 2 fillet mignon medium rare with asparagus, a bottle of your best vintage wine, and for dessert some crème brulé.— I was surprised by how he ordered, I got hungry just at the idea of eating that.— And for starters Mr. Reyes?— He looked at me and I got lost for a moment but then I checked the menu and saw something I liked.— Is there anything you'd like for starters?—Yes, I'd like the marinated olive and cheese ring, please.— I replied with a smile, I was starving just thinking about it.— Excellent choice Miss.— He said with a smile and took our menus and left. He was look checking his phone when I excitedly looked at him.— So, what does come next? I asked again. He looked at me, I don't know why I'm feeling intimidated by him. Is it because of that diary? That must be it.

— Now that you have an idea of BDSM, I'd like to ask. Why are you still interested in being involved with someone like me?— That question was quite unexpected. I mean, who wouldn't want to be with someone like him? Not because of the money or all that. I could care less. However, the way he fights his instinct to be respectful and keep his integrity intact is cute.

—What do you mean?— I asked. I was already feeling hot by picturing when we finally get involved as we want. I know he wants it as much as I do.—I mean that you need to learn what it means to be a submissive girl.

— I do, I do. I just need to obey and satisfy you.

—Wrong!— His voice was firm, and I even got chills and excited, it was the first time I feel like this — Even though that's part of it, you should never do things you don't feel comfortable with, of course being open to trying new things is part of it, but you can never forget what you like, what makes you feel good and that you are important. That's why you have a safe word.— I remembered the safe word of the girls from the diary. I tried hard not to laugh.—Of course Professor.— I replied playing with my hair. I was trying to tease him but he was controlling the situation.

—I also thought you would reconsider being with me, I could never offer you that fairytale story most young girls want.

—I never said I wanted one.— I replied looking at him playfully.— I could see the hunger in his eyes.— Here are the appetizers. I hope you enjoy it. If you excuse me I'll be over there in case you need anything else.— The waiter talked but we were just looking at each other.— Try me, just, run a little test now to see if I can handle it.— I dared him.— His eyes darkened with desires, and my heart started hammering in my chest. I was getting excited. I didn't know exactly what to expect but o know it was going to be good.— Alright, let's pretend I'm your Dom, for the time being, you'll do as I say, if you question me you'll get punished. However, if you are a good girl, I'll reward you. Do we have a deal?— Just hearing him saying that made me horny, I didn't know what he will ask me to do but I was ready.— Yes, professor, or should I say, master?— I remembered reading that in the diary.

— Professor is ok.— He started eating in silence and I was waiting for him.— Take a small bite.— He ordered offering me food from his fork. — I took a bite.— Slowly.— He remarked. I didn't slow down and even moaned a bit. — Close your eyes and savor it. Feel the texture of the meat on your tongue and the flavor in your mouth.

Oh, God! I'm getting horny by just eating.

—Now swallow it and open your eyes.— I did as he asked and he was staring at me with lust.— Wow! I've never felt like that while eating.— I was feeling really hot.— Just remember, simple things can feel incredibly satisfying. — I just took a deep breath to calm myself down.— So let's finish up, let's see if you can handle the pressure. If you excuse me knees to use the restroom.— He got up and I saw him heading towards the waiter, I saw him asking something and then he went to the restroom but at the same time, the waiter just dashed out of the restaurant.

Why would he leave? Did he get fired or something?

I was eating this delicious meal when he returned and started eating with me. We finished eating our main course when they arrived with the dessert. They were different from the other one. Then the man dashed to the table with a small rectangular box. — Thank you very much. — He thanked the guy and gave me the box.— I want you to open it.—  I was surprised but curious. I didn't know what to find there so I opened it and I what I saw was unbelievable. I looked T him confused.— I want you to go to the restroom and change your underwear and wear this.— I didn't know why but I wanted that reward so I did as he said. I stood up and went to the restroom. When reading the box inside my heart was pounding in my chest. — What the hell?— I said smiling. I just couldn't believe it. Women Remote Control Vibrating Panties with Jolt.— Where's the remote?— I didn't see it. I changed my underwear. I loved the black color of the underwear, it suits me. I finished up and got out of the restroom. When I was on my way to the table I felt a very surprising but delicious vibration between my legs that almost make me a trip, I grabbed a chair and found balanced, I waitress noticed and tried to help but I started walking again towards my table.

I found the remote.

He had it all the time I sat down and looked at him.—How do you feel? — He asked with his eyes full of lust.— More comfortable than I expected. Can I ask you something?

—Sure...— He turned it on again but it was vibrating with more intensity.— Holy fuck!— I whispered grabbing the table and trying not to scream.— You wanted to ask.— He told me demanding an answer but it was hard for me to talk.—I... ah, I wanted to... Fuck! Know, I why, shit! The place... No people... Holy fuck!— I whispered again. I couldn't control myself, we were alone but it was a public place anyways.— sorry, I couldn't understand you.— He said but he stopped this time.— Oh God. Why is just us here?— I asked as fast as I could before he could turn it on again. He turned it on anyways.

Oh God, I'm going to come soon.

—I reserved the place for the time being.— He What? Shit, I need to ask if I ever get to do it.— How, shit, how can you pay for that?— I asked. I'm almost losing my mind here, this intoxicating vibrations are making me go crazy. I'm all over the edge — I own the place and a few others.— He turned off the vibrations and I could start breathing again.— Try your dessert. I looked at him, looked at my dessert, then the remote, and back at him. He smiled. — I'll let you eat, promise.— He replied with a smile. I started eating and OH MY GOD! This was amazing. It's the best I've ever had. I finished up my dessert which was heavenly. I picked up my glass to have a drink when I felt my body melting to the vibrations between my legs again. I spitted the wine as I felt my ideas being wiped out of my brain by this feeling.

God! I feel great! I don't fucking care! I want to come so bad!

I locked eyes with him, he saw me trembling while I was about to explode when I felt my whole body releasing all its energy!

—Fuck yes!— I shout by finally giving in. I've never come like this in my life. I feel the touch of the air turning me on, I was so freaking sensitive.— That was just the tip of the iceberg.— I need to feel like this everyday he already knew it but he was making me beg for it.— Where do I signed? — I asked teasingly.— I'll show you the contract tonight.—

He said what?

I rose my head in shock. I didn't expect him to agree just now.— Do you really mean that?— I asked, I still couldn't believe it. — Only one way to find out.— I can't believe that I was actually going to be one his submissive girl. I thought I was going to have more tests like this before that happened but, I was so excited, I was looking forward to tonight.

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