He hates it when someone sees him cry.. So he always hide in this abandoned room each and every time..

"I knew you're going to be here.."

"Why are you here again??.."

"Because you're hiding here again.."

"Just laugh at me.."

"You know I will not."

"Then.. Tee decided to try approaching Mini again.. He asked me what do I think.."

"What did you say?"

"It's all your fault.. You shouldn't had broke up with her.."

"Hey.. Don't be like this.."

"Let me be. I'm hurting!"

"Dumb. I'm hurting seeing you hurting like this.."

"You wanted this!"

"I want you! Not this!"

"I freaking hate you!"

"What do you want me to do? We've been like this all the time! You keep crying for someone who finds you for convenience while I struggle to do everything for you!"

"Then what should I do? What should I do to stop loving him Kim? I'm tired.. I'm so tired of this pain! I'm tired seeing him all this time fall for someone else.. To praise someone else.. To think of someone else.. To be with someone else.. Everything.. Everything is with someone else.. Everything.. Is except with me.."

"You're crazy."

"I am!"

"And you ask me to leave you alone while you surely know how it feels like to love someone who can't love you back.."

Copter fell silent as I let the words drift down from my own lips..

"I'm.. being pushed away by the person I love.. I'm being loved by everyone, except that only person I love who's crying for the person he loves.. I'm being hated.. for doing everything to be loved and after all the sacrifices I endured for the very same love.."

He turned to face me.. My heart was pounding loud inside my chest just seeing how he's so beautiful yet covered in tears.. It's burning me inside..

"You surely know why I can't leave you Ter.. Why I can't not love you.."

"Then what do you want me to do? I don't know what to do.. It's always painful.. Always.."

He weakly whispered and it's funny how I also used to ask myself every night of the same questions.. Geez.. But each and every time.. My heart has always been given me the same answer.. Of what I truly want.

So I decided to be in front of him. No matter how much more I have to swallow for him..

"Let me love you.. Please at least.. Let me make you feel loved by being inside my arms.. Just do that."

I just know he is my happiness.

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"Copter!"

Ter and I are friends since diaper days.. We never fight.. Yes we 'bicker'.. But we never experienced this..

"H-Hey.."

He never turn his back against me like this so easily..

"You Corgii~ the heck?? Why are you always not around??? Let's go home tog--"

I tried to carry his bag but he hurriedly took it from my hand..

"Sorry.."

"Huh?"

"S-Sorry.. I.. Can't go with you.."

For the past few days.. He has been avoiding me. He arrives at school too early.. He's not around or available during break and lunch.. He leaves the room too fast for me to catch up..

But today, he's on cleaning duty.

"Why?"

"And he might not come with you from now on."

The arrogant dick came and took the eraser from Copter to reach the top of the board.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to pick up my boyfriend."

He's daydreaming..

"Ter? W-What's this?"

"I'm sorry.. I have to go home with--"

"No.. What's this? What's going on? What boyfriend?"

"He accepted my feelings.."

I fucking hate how he's so proud in this.

"YOU--"

"I returned Mini to you.. I'll be lonely.. I need my own bed warmer.."

My rage started to steam..

"Copter is not--"

"Come on Tee.. You can't be greedy like that.. You want a perfect girlfriend.. But at the same time you want to keep a cute bestfriend.. You can't just take both at the same time.."

"Ter.. What's going on. You gotta be kidding me.. This.. This is not happening, right??"

"Tee.."

"Tell me! This is all a joke, right?!"

"Tee.. I-It's.. It's not like that.."

"Really. Really to this Kimmon who took Mini from me?! The whole campus knew I'm the one courting her.. But what did he do?!"

I was about to grab Kimmon but Copter hurried between us.. And the fucking part.. Protecting the bullshit.

He's unbelievable..

"Copter! Come on!"

"Tee.. You.. Know my feelings for you.. Yet.. You turned a blind eye.. Because of Mini.. Because I'm not a girl. I went on with my feelings thinking it is my fault for being a boy."

"It's not like that! You're my friend.."

"Kimmon is right.. Tee.. You had all the time to choose me but you never did so I think.. I.. Will really never have a place to you."

"You're listening to him now? Than me?"

"Even so.. I'm.. Happy for you and Mini.."

"COPTER!"

"Hey.. Stop shouting to my boyfriend. Don't get funny ideas just because I'm letting you two talk now.."

"YOU'RE JUST PLAYING HIM!"

"Stop this Tee.."

"You're not a toy!"

"He's not. So stop shoving your bestfriend act from now on."

"And you stop acting like you own him."

This is insane! I can't believe Copter! After what this guy did to Mini and me?! He'll come to be in a relationship with this?!

"If.. If I'll break up with Kim.. Are you.. Finally going to choose me, Tee?"

"What?.."

The question totally caught me off guard. Copter.. The friend I know will never put me on the spot.. He will never ask me this kind of question..

"Are you?"

So I never prepared an answer.

"Copter.. We can settle this--"

"You will still not?"

"You are my friend."

"But I don't want that. I never wanted that.."

"Then at least not to Kimmon!"

"You're.. Only worried about that?"

"Listen to me.. Kimmon can easily replace you just like Mini.. He did that to her.. He can do that to her.. To Mini.. He will also--"

"So you're saying.. how much more to just someone like me?"

"I.. Didn't say that.."

"Honestly.. Even if he does.. Even if he'll leave me after.. At least.. Kimmon recognized me once. He.. Recognized and accepted me even just once. Pity me but in the end.. That's all I just hope for Tee.."

"You're telling me he's better?!"

This is crap!

"You're saying he's better than me?!"

"He.. Is.. Kimmon is better.."

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