Chapter 4

What are you talking about?, I typed on my phone, directly facing Charles, still being more suspicious about my life. 


"L/N,you'll be in a Military school within next week." Charles said. "It's for your survival life anyways." Oh,no, I thought. I feel like passing out, thinking about surviving the life of a cadet. Sure, I'll pack my things in a few days.  I typed in my phone again. Even if really wanted to say no, my mouth can't urge to find that word.


 I went inside my room without any questions. I don't want to stress Charles out, in fact I actually need to thank him, for letting me stay in his place for some time. After a few minutes, I heard a few soft knocks on the door. "L/N?" I recognized the voice, knowing that it was Charles.


 He looks at me in a concerned brother way while I try to avoid eye contact him, still being disappointed about entering this military thing. But once again, what can I do? this is the cycle of their life in here. "Look L/N, I know that it's hard for you to this-- being a cadet, but it's better than not knowing how to protect yourself against the titans. One day, you'll never be able to predict but, they could barge in the walls without you knowing it." Charles said, trying his best to encourage me.


Despite on what he said, it's true. He's correct, but he didn't sound like it was easy. I sighed, giving Charles an unstable emotion. Don't worry, I accept the challenge. I trust my self. I typed in my phone, making a smile appear on Charles' face. 


 Evening already it is, yet my eyes are open like an owl, solving for an calculus equation for over 2 hours. I chanted in deepest vein in my head, Relax, Relax, Relax you bitch. Of course it didn't work, not even a slight yawn escaped my mouth. I stood, leaving my bed alone. I sat upon a wooden chair, staring at stars. I slipped a small smile while saying--- "talking" to the stars in my mind " Ah, you guys never fail to make me smile. Not even single fail." 


 My eyelids slowly starts to escalate down, A yawn goes out from my mouth. The heavenly landscape in front of my eyes starts to vanish into darkness.




Credits to the artist as always, (Arigatooooo) T^T




Dears Readers,


 Do you guys still like this fanfic? I'm starting to loose some motivation to write this fanfic. But, even if no one actually likes this fanfic, it's fine. I'll keep on updating. And I'm so sorry for not updating in a hundred years, I was so busy with volleyball and chorale. Anyways, that's for now. Bye! Hope you guys enjoy reading this!


-Author Channnnn o^o   




                             


    

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