we saw the same sunset tonight
but we both wished for different things
i now wish that i didn't see what you wanted
wanting to be even farther away from me
without even knowing
why does my love have such a sad way of showing?

I can't put this together well enough I'm just tired and I want to miss you or hate you for what you want but i can't feel anything so that's out of the question, I just know that it hurts somewhere deep down where my surface doesn't get hurt but my psychological existence does

I also wanted to write because we had both taken pictures of the sunset today but in totally different places and i wanted to remember that because I'm the one that actually know that, they have no idea

I don't even know what I'm saying if it even makes sense i can't think well enough to know so bye