I want to scream. I'm trying not to believe in the world. Help me, please fix this problem within me. Take care of me and I will never understand how. Get it together. Stop crying. Your life has been the opposite of the direction you decide to go now. How can you possibly feel the same thing as I? Do you have the nightmares? Do you cry yourself to sleep too? I don't want to do this anymore.

You were always there for me, in all these countless days
It's hard to imagine that I've just been walking through a haze
Because even when I was darkened, afraid and alone
You looked into my eyes and told me this is your home
Now I know what you are thinking
And I know it to be true
That my entire life I've been searching for my purpose without you
But my lungs have opened up
The sky is filled with rain
And I looked at you again and told you my life was filled with pain

That last one was an unfinished poem/song. Not really a song but eh.