**Needless to say it had been a tough few weeks and after I was back in a happy place... writers block hit...hard... especially the Romantic side of my brain shut off completely lol

I want to thank Sophie and Amayranni for helping me so much to complete this chapter and breaking me out of my block! You guys are amazing and awesome!! I appreciate everything you guys did!

sorry to keep everyone waiting...this chapter was literally the only one holding up the next 3 chapters! but thank you for being patient!

Dont forget to comment the heck out of this and vote, stay safe <3***

I was walking through the city towards UA

My dads first year was accepted by Katsuki and he agreed to take her on.

I volunteered to go take the acceptance papers and the outline of what to expect during internship week to my dad.

Hopefully my dad has no problems with it when he reviews it.

Katsuki told me to email it but honestly I wanted to pay him a visit... is it all that bad I wanted to see my dad.

Also gives me time to ask him if everything between him and Katsuki are good.

I still cant forget the dinner... Sure Katsuki said it was because he thinks my dad doesn't like him but I mean I want to get my dads side of the story too.

I was walking down the sidewalk when I got a sudden shiver down my spine, I felt someone watching me.

It didn't feel uneasy or uncomfortable though, I looked around but no one was looking me making me confused.

I turned my head towards the sky to see the culprit giving me these feelings.

Katsuki.

He was standing on the edge of a building and looking down my direction as if he was looking over me.

I smiled immediately and waved at him, he nodded his head towards me acknowledging my greeting.

I brought my hand to my lips and blew him a kiss and he turned away momentarily , turned back around and acted like he caught it with his gloved hand.

I smiled widely at him and he turned and walked off.

As I walked down the sidewalk, I glanced to the side towards the other side of the sidewalk to see a child crying because he didnt get a candy from the little grocery store and his mother was holding him as he threw a tantrum.

Next to the grocery store there was a woman trying to get people passing by to walk into her floral shop and she had the most beautiful white roses on display.

"How do I  drop the hint at Katsuki that I want some roses?" I lightly chuckled to myself imagining some roses on my nightstand.

I continued to walk when I passed a dark alleyway and heard grunting as if someone was struggling.

In my head someone getting mugged and I couldn't just walk away if that was actually happening.

I turned into the alleyway and ran through it without thinking twice.

"Hello!! Is anyone in here?" I asked out loud as I ran through.

I got halfway  through and stopped in my tracks to glance around, but there was no one there.

It was completely empty, only two cats ran past me making me raise my brow in confusion.

Did I imagine that?

I think I might be going crazy.

But cats don't sound like a person struggling, ah whatever.

I turned around to leave and began to walk back to where I entered.

I only took about 3 steps when My mouth was covered with a rag.

It smelled strong, like a mixture of alcohol and gasoline for some reason, it was disgusting.

"LET ME GO!" I shouted and tried to swing my elbows back but my arms suddenly  felt heavy and exhausted for some reason

I tried fighting back but I got dragged into a door that's in the alley.

Once closed everything turned pitch black.

I felt weak and my vision was trying to get blurry but I kept blinking hard and widening my eyes trying to keep them from blurring and me losing consciousness.

I got thrown onto the cold concrete floor and a door was slammed shut.

What the hell.

I got up right away and ran towards the door.

I felt the wall with my hands and was able to feel the door knob despite being in the dark.

I tried jiggling it but it wouldn't turn at all.

"Today you pay for all the ridicule and hell you've brought to me since I met you". Nash deviously laughed from the other side of the door.

" What the hell are you talking about ! leave me alone" I shouted as I pounded on the door.

I felt the door knobs lock, it was locked on my side.

Ohh I could just unlock it and I would be out.

Just as I was going to unlock it , I heard a clicking sound from someone loading a gun on the other side of the door.

My eyes widened and my heart sank into my stomach.

Shit this guy is crazy.

I yanked my arm away from the knob and took a step back as I looked at the door with wide frightened eyes.

I have to get out of here somehow, it's not just my life I have to protect I have my baby I thought as I placed my hand  on top of  my lower tummy.

I double checked to make sure the door was locked completely.

Create space between us and find a way out I thought to myself frantically.

i looked around the room I locked myself in, it was dark, cold and no windows.

I kept lifting my phone towards the ceiling for any signal bar to appear on my phone.

But nothing... just my luck.

I used my phones flashlight to light the room I was tossed in and it was bigger than I thought.

It was a long room and at the end there was another door on the other end.

Crap I thought, he might find that entrance and come get me.

Instantly I sprinted to that door and it was slightly opened.

I pushed it to close it but it propped back to slightly open.

I pushed it again and it propped open again as if something was in the way of it keeping it from completely closing.

I swung it open to see what was blocking it just to see my nightmare.

"Hello doll, miss me" Dabi smirked as he looked down at me very smugly as he leaned forward.

He caught me off guard since I yelped awkwardly and stepped back as I got wide eyed.

My heart started to beat at what felt 1000 miles per hour and my stomach twisted seeing his scarred face again.

My breathing got heavy and I felt dizzy from the feeling I had seeing him in front of me.

I was in total disbelief.

"I had to keep my promise doll, you and me forever, just you and me" he smirked as he stepped forward and I took a step back

I continued to stare at him with a frown as i tried thinking how to escape this but at the same time trying to think how the hell was he even in front of me.

"Cmon let me hear how much you missed me" Dabi muttered as he took another step towards me and I took another one back and swallowed thickly as my breathing got quicker.

"Now doll that hurts my feelings, but I know our games... you love playing hard to get" dabi smirked as he took two steps towards me and lifted his hand to reach for my hair but I swatted his hand away and took another step back.

He stayed silent and his smirk melted into a glare as he stayed silent and we glared at each other.

The only thing heard was my heavy breathing.

"Now now doll I think I deserve a better greeting than than that" Dabi muttered lowly as he glared  at me, he was unhappy that this isn't going how he imagined.

"I saw you....You got locked up .... I SAW YOU!!!!! HOW- KATSUKI SAID- NO!" I began to shout uncontrollably from starting to feel so many emotions..

Shocked

Anger

Irritation

Fear.

"Like I said... they couldn't keep us apart after all I promised you, remember" he muttered and lunged towards me.

I moved back once he moved towards me only to fall back from my feet getting shuffled from the instant fear I had

He pounced on top of me and looked at me wide eyed... he looked like a complete  maniac.

"You're mine and only mine and if I can't have you well.... I suppose nobody can" he deviously laughed and his hand manifested blue flames and I felt the heat on my neck and it only got hotter and hotter.

"STAY AWAY!!!!!" I cried as I kicked and threw my arms randomly hoping to get a good hit.

"THE FUCK!" Katsuki shouted confused next to me as he sat up and reached to turn on the lamp on his bedside drawer.

"HEY! HEY! CALM DOWN!!STOP !" Katsuki shouted as he tried holding my swinging arms down

Eventually it clicked it was Katsukis voice I started to hear.

"What? Katsuki ?" I asked confused as he yanked the blanket off of me and forcefully took me into his arms and held me tightly as he rubbed my arms trying to comfort me.

"Calm down, just listen to my voice , you're okay"Katsuki calmly said as he held me tightly and began to rock us gently back and forth

I stopped trying to fight him and stopped freaking out and laid my head on his bare chest and my tears rolled down my cheeks to his bare skin

I realized it was just a dream.

A nightmare.

I placed my hand on my neck but I didn't feel pain from any possible burn mark.

Im okay, I'm okay.

I lightly pushed Katsuki away and sat up on my own and wiped the last of my tears away.

"You okay?" He asked concerned as he placed his hand on my back

"*inhales deeply* yeah" I replied trying to make it seem I was fine.

My heart was still pacing at the nightmare it felt so real, I was taking deep breathes trying to fully calm myself down.

"Go back to sleep I'm fine" I tried assuring him as I rubbed my forehead but in true Katsuki fashion he didn't buy it.

"Tell me" Katsuki muttered as he rubbed my back gently sitting right next to me.

"It was nothing" I replied as I forced a smile at him.

"You yelling 'stay away' and waking up crying and fighting at 3 am isn't nothing, now spill it" he demanded as he furrowed his brows to glare at me.

He knows me so well and he's not going to leave it alone.

"Just a bad dream... about...him, I don't know why though, I stopped having these types of dreams but... they came back I guess" I muttered as I stayed worriedly staring at the closet door nearby.

It was completely closed which made me feel good but at the same time ... its a walk in closet, enough room for multiple people to hide in.

Stop it y/n, dont start scenarios in your head, stop it!

"Tch. Hes not getting to you, he's locked up and being watched, there isn't a fucking chance" Katsuki snapped trying to make me feel better, but it didn't.

"True, I know, but I cant control my dreams " I replied as I shrugged My shoulders and started to fidget with my fingers from feeling nervous and anxious.

"Come here" katsuki muttered as he pulled me back onto him and laid us down with me resting my head on his chest and he was lightly rubbing my shoulder.

"If he wants to get to you he's going to deal with me" katsuki exhaled deeply making me gasp.

"Shut up! Dont say that... he caused those scars on your arms!" I exclaimed referring to the two burn marks on each arm and a long deep scar that looked like a cut but he refused to tell me how he got it.

"You underestimate me, dont" he scowled as he squeezed my shoulder in the palm of his hand.

I looked down at his other hand and gave it a little Pat. I  gave off a small smile, katsuki noticed it looked a little too forced.

"hey,Its the the first  nightmare in a while?" He asked concerned as he lifted my head by the chin with his index finger and thumb.

"Yeah...I cant even remember the last really bad one" I replied as I exhaled deeply and puckered my lips as I tried to think back to the last really bad dream.

"Wait... what about the time when icy hot moved out and you freakin fell asleep before I got there and I found you screaming like a maniac" Katsuki exclaimed.

"Oh yeah!!! Ugh I remember.. that was the last time" I shivered at the thought of that horrible nightmare I didn't than to come true.

Last thing want to see is my dad like that.

"You were pregnant that time too..." he commented

He was right, he thought it was shotos baby but I was pregnant that last time.

"Are you blaming my baby" I playfully nudged his arm with my elbow

"I never said that... im just wondering... is this some kind of pregnancy thing because this is a freakin coincidence" he  scowled as his eyes narrowed and he furrowed his brows at me.

"Its a coincidence" I snapped back as I playfully rolled my eyes.

At least I hope so.. im barely in the beginning of this pregnancy and we still have a long ways to go and if these nightmares are going to be a regular thing then-

"Well if its a pregnancy thing we have to see if we could find a damn solution because the next three are going to be hell and I-" katsuki started to say snapping me out of my thoughts but also making my eyes widen at what he said.

"Wait... next three?" I asked as I looked up at him confused. "Next three what? Next three nightmares? Right?" I asked sternly as I raised on of my eyebrows at him questionably

"Tch. No idiot" he scoffed as he gave me a side glance with a smirk.

"Oh gosh...next three what?! Pregnancies???" I asked appalled as my eyebrows were pulled together and my eyes widened.

"Well duh!" Katsuki smugly replied keeping his little smirk.

"What?! Three?? Three?!?! No no not three, no way " I quickly disagreed as I shook My head in disapproval

"Tch you say that now but the fact we cant keep our hands off each other says AT LEAST three" he smirked as he reached over and pulled me closer by the waist

"Oh no nope I refuse, not three more" I continued to shake my head and avoided his eye contact

"At least" he clarified with a smirk

"Nope, if you're lucky you'll get one more after this baby and that's it" I explained as I moved my entire hand across my throat in a cutthroat gesture.

"Ha. Well see, you're just as bad as me" he muttered as he pulled me closer and trailing kisses on my neck softly.

"Don't tempt me, ill only sleep with you once a year only" I lightly chuckled as I leaned my head back giving him easier access to my neck.

"Ha, id like to see you try" He smugly chuckled making my eyes shoot open and I straightened up.

"Challenge accepted then" I replied with an arrogant smile and stuck out the tip of my tongue to taunt him.

"Yeah right , watch you break that challenge right here...right now" he growled  as he laid down on his back and pulled me onto to straddle him

I straddled  him but katsukis smirk melted away when he saw me keep glancing at the closed closet door worriedly.

"Hey... are you worried about something else?" He asked concerned as he gently brushed my hair off my shoulder.

I looked away from the closet.

"I cant use my quirk while im pregnant...so I cant defend myself or my baby, what if I- what if he- or anyone wants me dead... both of these night terrors ends with me kicking the bucket so im most likely ..." I began to tell him worriedly as I began to fidget nervously with my fingers.

"Thats what youre worried about? Hey , cmere..." he wrapped his arms around  me and I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"I despise that freak for what hes done and left with you ,fuck! "Katsuki scowled as he started to hold me tighter against him.

"Look at me, I know you hate when I say this but seriously...he wants you he has to go through..... me" katsuki emphasized

"Kat-" I began to say just to get cut off with a deep kiss from katsuki.

He separated after a few seconds and gazed at me softy.

"Im serious, no one is getting you , they have to deal with me first and im not going to let them get to you easily" he muttered as he pressed his lips on the temple of my head.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and snuggled my face into his shoulder .

"hey...I love you , cmere... ill stay awake.. go to sleep" katsuki replied rubbing my back gently.

"No no its fine, you go to sleep , your job is more important Mr. Hero and you need as much rest you can get, I- " I started to try to sound like I was fine and so totally not scared.

I didn't fool him or myself, I was still terrified.

"Its okay, try to sleep, ill be stay awake to make sure" he continued to gently rub my back soothing me until I fell back asleep.

Katsuki POV:

She was laying on my chest as I rubbed her back back and fourth.

She was drawing little circles on my chest lightly but as time went by they got lighter and lighter until they completely stopped.

I checked on her by slowly peaking my head and her eyes were completely closed and her breathing got heavy.

She's finally back asleep making me feel relieved.

Couldn't help but take a second look at her sleeping with a peaceful look on her face and her hand resting on my chest as my hand rested one her back.

Fucking perfect.

I can hold her like this forever I thought as I leaned my head back and closed my eyes in peace at this moment.

I'm trying my best to be the best, to make her feel special... it's not easy for her sometimes considering everything that has happened.

Im trying to keep the pain away but theres good days...there's bad days.

Fuck... im a man of my word though...I said in those wedding vows from bad to good, from sickness to health I was going to be there

Youre not going through anything  alone, I'm here for good.

Im fucking glad to have her in my life.

There isn't any regret, well there's the regret of me letting her go years ago

I seriously hate how I treated her, like if she was a damn extra I let go so easily, I was fuckin disappointed in myself... twice I let you go but not again ill do anything for you...

Look at us now, here ...together, married and expecting a brat.

My hand moved up and I began to gently twirl with the ends of her hair.

Tch... fuckin short stuff you see no idea how bad you have me wrapped around your finger. Never in a million years did I see myself like I am right now, all I wanted was to be number one... after you left and we broke up I continued that goal but once you came back and it was obvious there was still something there....I had a new goal in mind...

My priorities are diffrent now, You came back into my life and changed it for the better... together...married...  brat on the way...

Never found anything that makes me feel like I do about you.

My eyes shot open when the thought of that stapled freak crept suddenly flashed ruining my peace.

Im serious though if that damn bastard even dares to try to get to her again.... He has to go through me first...

Not letting anyone come between us... for anyone who tries or even dares to come between us they're going to regret the day they even tried and tested me...

Id do anything to protect you two.

"You're mine idiot" I mumbled as I slightly gripped the back of her head causing her to groan and she mumbled  something in her sleep but didn't wake up.

Not letting anything happen to you or our unborn brat.

"I love you idiot, never forget it" I whispered as I kissed the top of her head and got comfy to slowly go back to sleep.