Steph pulled the freshly laundered fabrics out of the dryer. Lucky for her Jason had moved it for her while they were out for breakfast.

The girls had the elevator to themselves. The fresh smell of lavender wafter from the basket in Steph's hands. 

"I love the smell of fresh sheets!" Victoria exclaimed as she turned to Steph. 

Steph's face turned beet red at the comment.

"Oh... Sorry. didn't mean to hit a sore spot." Victoria said realizing she caused her friend's embarrassment. "Anything could've caused it really... It's probably a one time thing." 

"No it's okay. It's not that." Steph said quite assuredly. "I think... I know the reason."

"Oh?" Victoria's interest was piqued.

"I um... I had a dream that night." 

"What kind of dream?" 

Steph's face was growing redder as she thought about her dream.

"It... wasn't exactly PG..." she mumbled.

"Woah, Steph...." Victoria's eyes were now wide open. She has never known her friend to mention anything sexual regarding herself. At least not seriously. She scanned the room and made sure no one was around. She leaned in and whispered. "Was it a wet dream? I mean, I've never had one, but apparently they're not uncommon for women either...." 

"I... I guess?" Steph was now hiding her face behind her hands and hair. 

"Wait, are you saying it wasn't pee?" Victoria asked curiously. "I mean everyone's bodies are different, but, I'm not ruling out all the possibilities..."

"No... it was.... I... I definitely... peed" She admitted. "It was part of the dream." 

"I see... you okay if I keep asking about it?" Victoria inquired. 

Steph nodded "back in our rooms?" 

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Steph folded the last of her laundry as she gave Victoria a recap of a dream. 

"It started in a bright room, and Jason and I were under the covers. We were... naked... mostly..."

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The room was brightly lit, almost ethereal. The white walls were washed golden by the sun coming through the window. Steph was laying on her side staring at the curtains as it danced in the breeze from the open window. She could feel the soft cotton sheets against her body. She was almost naked were it not for the bulky padding on her waist. 

"Is somebody wet?" Came a familiar voice behind her. Jason pulled her closer and she could feel the warm contact of skin on skin. She couldn't tell if he was fully naked, but she knew she wanted him to be. His hand caressed her arm as it made its was down from her should to her waist, stopping its descent only to grasp the cloudlike covering of her loins.

"Still dry." He said as he nibbled her ear. Steph could feel her body shiver, and she quickly push him on his back. "I want you to change that." She said as she mounted her boyfriend. She bent over and gave him a barrage of kisses, each one more passionate than the previous. As she continued she realized her hips were now gyrating. This continued to a point where she felt herself nearing a climax, but her door suddenly flew open. 

"STEPHANIE!" boomed her parents voices as they stomped in her room. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"

Steph shot up and grabbed her blanket to cover herself, but the fabric became too small to cover anything. She could see herself exposed with nothing but her hands to cover her chest and lower regions, but her hands proved too small to cover her infantile garment.

"WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?!" yelled her mother. 

"I didn't raise you to be like this"  her father said disappointedly. 

Steph reached for Jason to help conceal herself but he was nowhere to be found. 

The room grew dark but the light was not focused solely on her. 

"Holy shit Steph, that's some freaky shit." came a snide voice from behind her parents. It was her older sister Andrea. "I guess you'll always be my BABY sister." she cackled. 

Steph eyes kept darting between the three of them as the fear and shame grew until she felt her warmth grow on her crotch. 

"YOU'RE DISGUSTING!"

"What would other people think?"

"Awww, did baby have an accident?" 

She closed her eyes and ears to try and isolate herself but it was futile. The spotlight grew smaller and smaller until it all went dark. 

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"Next thing I knew I was awake and well... you know." Steph concluded her story. 

Victoria took a deep breath. "That's... that's heavy. I'm so sorry. That's scary." She took a brief pause. "The sex dream was one thing... was that your first? but I can't imagine what it'd be like if my parents found out I've been wearing for convenience... Is this why you've been quiet?" 

Steph looked on the ground. "I-I guess. yeah. Yesterday Dee mentioned how I was "pure and innocent" but I don't think that's who I am anymore. I'm into diapers.... fucking diapers." 

Victoria was taken aback at Steph's use of the F word. It was very seldom that words of that nature escaped Steph's mouth. "Look Steph... I can't speak on behalf of other people, and I know that your dad's job is... well you know." the exchanged a nod of understanding, "but from what you've told me, I don't think they'd react in that way." 

"I guess..." Steph responded.

"Well, they might if you actually were riding Jason." She joked

Steph's face was beet red. "STOP!" She giggled. "It was- It was... It was nice..." She admitted.

Victoria's eyes nearly popped out of her head at that statement. "Can I get hat in writing?" 

"VICKYYYY!" She yelled. 

the two were in a fit of giggles and Steph was in a much better mood after unloading the stressful occupants of her mind. 

"What's got you two in a fit of giggles?" 

Rick was standing at the entrance of their place, Jason was locking the door behind him. 

"It's uh.... You wouldn't get it." Victoria said as they regained their composure. 

Jason noticed the lift in Steph's spirit and gave the girls a warming smile. Steph, noting the relief on his face realized the emotional stress she must have put him through. 

"Jason can we... can we talk? In private?" She asked. 

"Yeah, give me a sec. You wanna go back to my place, or-"

"My room is fine." She interrupted. 

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"That's... that's heavy." were the first words Jason could say to Steph in response her nightmare summary. 

"Look, babe. I... I'm sorry if I make you feel pressured, or if you feel like we're crossing lines you don't want to. I didn't realize they were causing you this much stress." He said as he held her.

"No it's not that-"

"And I mean it when I say I'm okay with your whole diaper thing. It's something new but-"

"No Jason. Listen-"

"I would never leave you and disappear like I did in your dream. I-"

"Jason, shut up! Just... listen for a sec." She said exasperatedly. Jason closed his mouth and looked at her attentively. 

"I'm not telling you this to make you feel bad. It's not about you." She said assuredly. "I want to keep exploring. You, me, this" she said gesturing to the box of Goodnites in her room. "It's been freeing and I know I've changed. You've changed. And I know I love it, but it might just take some time to accept it... I just don't know how long that might take."

"I'm sorry for not listening." Jason replied. "I've felt the same way. I liked what we had before, but I love what we have now. is it different? yeah. weird... maybe a little, but I'm loving every second of it."

The shared a brief minute embracing each other before Steph pulled away. 

"Everything okay?" Jason asked.

"Yeah. I gotta go." She said playfully. 

Steph opened her room door to see living room was empty. no Rick of Victoria in sight. However, the washroom was currently occupied. She walked up to the door and knocked. 

"Vicky, you in there?" 

"Yeah" said her roommate after a brief pause. 

"Are you gonna be a while?" Steph asked. 

"I think so. Sorry. I'll try to be fast." 

"It's okay. Don't worry. Take your time. It's not urgent." 

Steph trotted back to her room and closed the door behind her. "Vic's in the washroom." 

"Is it urgent? We can go to my place if you want?" 

"It's a little urgent, but not an emergency...." She replied. "It's just... Would you... be okay... if I... used.... you know?" She said with pep at the end of the drawn out question. 

"Yeah of course. I mean, I've seen you wear and wet them plenty the past little while." Jason said shrugging his shoulders unfazed at the request.

"Yeah, but... This time it's the other thing." She said with a guilty smile.