A/n: So what is going on guys, this is Ryan here. And today I have an update for you guys. I know it's not like my last one right before I started this idea, but this one is very important. Ever since COVID-19 started to spread, I became so down about not going outside or go somewhere. I can still go shopping into markets and all, but you still have to wear a mask. I'm getting this feeling that I can't continue on writing this down. I just don't know what to do in my life and I don't know if I can continue writing this. I know I've been waiting for a long time to write this story of mine, but I still get the feeling that I couldn't do this anymore. That amount of time I continued to do this just keeps me busy and until I finish a chapter. All I'm saying is guys is that I need to take a break from this. I just need some time to think to myself if I should continue on with this. I just need to relax and think about it. I think it would be best for you guys to help me out with this struggle that I'm feeling right now. Right now, I just need to take a break and relax for once. I need time to think to myself if I should continue on, and I will leave this up to you guys. I need your help to get me back into this, and I need your thoughts, and comments on this to help me out. I will appreciate you guys for helping me get through this pandemic that's spreading around us, and I hope it will be stopped soon. Right now, I just need some time to take a break, relax, and think to myself until I'm back on my feet. Thank you all for understanding what I'm writing into this, and I hope you will all support me through this struggle that I'm facing right now. Thank you guys for reading this update, and I will see you all next week.

That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weakness, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For then I am weak, then I am strong.

2 Corinthians 12:10