Hate This

Finn's pov


I spend almost two hours just sit on a park's bench and I realized that I was a jerk with Rachel, I understand why she got upset with me, I really screwed up saying that she didn't supported me and didn't tell her that I was going to move to New York for months, she was so right. I think I just throw my frustration to have to move on her.


I comeback home and when I get in the apartment, is silent. The lights are off and I walk to our room, the lamp was still on. I look to Rachel and she has dry tears on her cheek. I take a quick shower and lay on bed next to Rachel. He slowly kissed her cheek and fall asleep.


I hate this, I hate fighting with Rachel, I hate when she cries over me, actually, I hate when she cries at all.


—Next Day— Wednesday


I wake up and look to the clock, it's 11:35am, Rachel went to college and I am bored. I still need to make up with her, we didn't talked since our fight last night. I'm taking these days off before go New York and I want to spend all of them with my shorty.


I get off the bed and take a shower, I wear my sweatpants and keep shirtless, I always wear sweatpants when I'm home, to sleep or just to stay bored. It's so comfortable.


I watched Friends for looong hours, always when Rachel and I argue I watch Friends, it makes me feel a little bit better. And sometimes I watch with Rachel just to hear her laugh, I do everything to make her feel happy and so does she, she is the only one who can make me feel better in my darkest days, she believe in me even when I don't, she is the best part of me and I won't let her go just because of an argument.


I look the clock and is 3:00pm and I am so bored, I've already watched movies, lunched and all. I have no idea what to do.


I decided to go out and buy flowers to Rachel, I don't want to buy her using flowers but maybe just soft her a little, I have to use everything I can, I mean, I was such a jerk to her last night. I bought the flowers and look to my clock, 3:20pm, why does this day taking sooo long? I wanna see my Rachel, I am totally bored without her.


I comeback home and is still 3:45pm, Rachel gets home close to 5 o'clock, I lay on the couch and take a nap. When I wake up is 4:50pm, Rachel should get home anytime now. Talking about her, there she is.


"Can we talk?" I said in the exact moment she walk in the apartment.


"We need to." She said, I know she is still upset about everything, she comes and sit next to me on the couch.


"I am so so so sorry, I was a total jerk to you last night, I know that you're upset and I can't blame you, you have all the right to be mad at me, I should've talked to you, cause it's not just me anymore, we are together in this." I said and she looked at me. "And I am sorry too for saying that you weren't supporting me, you are the most supportive girlfriend on Earth. I know it's hard to you when I have to spend my whole day on sets or giving interviews and when people just bother you all the time because of me. I know you never asked for any of this, but you still gave up in a private life just because of me. And say that you don't support me is the biggest lie, you're the most amazing girlfriend someone could ever ask. You're an angel in my life, you're like my safe Heaven, no matter how sucks my day is going just think that when I get home I'll see you cheer me up." I sincerely said to her, she is listening to everything cautious "And I don't wanna move to New York while we are not talking or mad to each other, I truly hate fighting with you."


"I just hate this, ya know? I just hate having to stay away from you!" She said and I hugged her tight.


"We are going to talk everyday, okay?" I said and she nod.


"When you're moving?" She asked and I sighed.


"Friday." I said and Rachel looks sad. "By the way, I bought you this!" I said and go to the kitchen and grab the flowers and give to her and she smiled.


"You were going to try to buy my forgiveness with flowers?" She asked giggling and I smiled.


"Only if you didn't accepted at first." I said and she laughs. I love her so much.

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