RECAP:
As I sat there on my bed rethink everything that happened, I didnt care about felix talking bad behind me cause I do the same, but why fight for it.

I thought that if I would ever regret what my desion was, was I scared of the beginning that had ended or scared of the end if we begin
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Everyday and every month was starting to get more lonely as it already was, valentine was always sucky, Christmas wasnt so great and my birthdays weren't even celebrated

I thought of everything, I already graduated and then in 3 months Jimin and jungkook are leaving to go as a trainee

Everything was starting to get in my head, and I thought I needed a break from everything and everyone

I told my family that I was going on a vacation in London, to clear everything
Maybe live there

You wanted to go there not to explore but learn about being a stylist since you deceid to do that after collage.

But you never told kookie or Jimin you were leaving so you just left a letter to them saying this

"Thank you guys for being here for me and being my closest friends. But sadly I never wanted to say goodbye like this, but for now I will. Do big as a group and do well. Always call and text. Other than that I'll be gone for a bit but I wont be back for a while. So please just go, I'll meet you guys when your big and in fame just wait okay?"
Sorry
Xoxo -Amelia

Both jimins and jungkooks hesrt broke a little knowing their longest friend since a while wont be even there when they debut or leave it was a sad time for everyone

Amelia goes to the plane to head to England but first her mom gave her a note that she said she will read on the plane

The note said

"Hello Amelia its chim and kookie. We wanted to give this to you so you wont feel lonely. We promise we will wait for you especially jungkook cause he still ask you out on a date. But we will wait for you and only for you" write back!
-xox kookie and chim

A tear fell down her cheek as she slept on the plane on the way to England but eventually got there and started to explore than sleep cause you weren't tired until you hit your actaul apartment where your stuff was already and a huge teddy bear

The bear was from kookie, that smelled like kookies with another note

"I know we wont talk for while but I also know I will love you forever no matter how long it takes no matter if your feelings change I know I want you. If you dont want me, I guess I'll live with it, but I want to know your true intention but if I never get one then I'll know"
-kookie

Ever since that you and kookie texted to get things right on track, even though you were not sure about your own feelings towards him you hoped it would turn out well

You and him didnt go a day without texting and facetime each other. You kinda regretted moving but it was the best for everyone and even jungkook agreed.

As a 4 months passed you and jungkook just stopped talking no more texting nor facetiming not even letters

Everything seemed to just pass and everyone forgot but for some reason you know something was missing
But you never knew why cause everything in England was great

New place new school for beauty and a pet hedgehog. Things were great but inside yourself something was missing

For the past 4 months you did everything you wanted with few hellos form your mom and family but that was really it

A year passed with you still feeling empty but still filled with joy
You and felix were close friends again also with her old bestie who got into jail for hurting felix

Everything seemed so sudden but now everything was peaceful

JUNGKOOKS POV
A year passed and now I debuted and I dont have time for anyone else just work and we have been doing very successful but everyday I feel like I'm checking my phone for someone or soemthing to happen but I never get anything expect for fan art

And as always I was busy with promoting and everything but I never think what has happend in the past cause things went away so suddenly that I didnt care about the past

Both Jungkook and Amelia: Maybe someone or soemthing special will come and make me happy