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He pulls me back into hug

"I'm sorry, I saw everything but I couldn't help" he says

"Its okay" I say

"I'll be here for you, now and ever"
He says
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Sooner or later you fell alseep on jungkooks shoulder, but when you woke up you were in your bed, all the way upstairs and see jungkook on the side laying his head on the bed and his body on the floor.

I admired the way he slept, like a warm fuzzy bunny sleeping. I ruffled his hair softly and said thank you while I put his head on the floor with a pillow and blanket and went down stairs.

It was 3:00 am in the morning and I was super hungry I went down stairs to get some food but got scared by Jimin

"Jimin-siii, wth." You yelled but whispered it

"Sorry I was just down hear reading this book I found" he says as he examines it

"What book?" You ask as you take the book from his hands and start reading it

"Date: 10.08.10 Started: 6:22 am
For the past months Amelia has been on my mind, why? I really dont know. I always freeze up to her but make an excuse saying I'm not like this.
BUT HOW CAN I DO THAT WHEN SHE IS STUNNING?!?!. I cant contain my smile when I'm around her. I never want her to know my feelings cause soon im leaving next year and then become a trainee, I just dont know"
Date:10.08.10 Ended: 10:10 am

My jaw dropped but I was also blushing and red from what I just read.
I sort felt uneasy cause no one has ever talked about me like that, I was so supsirsed.

"Keep reading theres more" Jimin says

"Why are we going through his privacy?" You ask worried

"He owes me, he read through my diary to my crush, so I'm doin the same!" He says as you shrug and look at the next page

"Date:10.10.10 Started: 9:01 pm
Today was werid, I came back from lessons and jimin hyung told me what happend to noona, I felt so awful I wanted to punch the person who made her feel this way. If she was my gf I would care for her and hold her until she feels better. But I cant do that, cause I'm younger and she would feel weird woulndt she? But I feel like I'm starting to like her more and more I feel bad cause I want to be there for you, and like just KISS HER, cause that's how adorable she is. But sadly I'll never get the chance to wont I?
Date: 10.10.10 Ended 9:40pm

I felt my cheeks burning and jimin looks at me creepily

"Ya! Hes sleeping in my room aish!" You say as you face palm your self

"Isnt that a good thing? Dont you like him too?" Jimin asks

"I never thought of it. After what has happened to me I dont feel for anyone" you say as you look to the floor

"Its okay, I get it. But get to know him, I really ship you guys hehe" he says as you slap him on the arm

You both said your good night's and you got your water and went up stairs.

Your still shocked at what just happend and you just had to, you kissed him on the cheek and went to sleep leaving jungkook there and you smiling to death.

The next day

You woke up and still see jungkook there on the floor, you tried to wake him up but all he did was groan and not move so you just decied to leave him there and went to go eat.

Everyone was eating but you hear groaning from upstairs and assumed it was Kookie cause he was the only one not eating, so jimin ran quickly to him while I stared the distance trying to calm my self and not think of the worst thing that could happen

But as it took almost 20 minutes for them to come back down, you went up stairs and see jungkook and bruises on his legs and you saw one on his face too, but you wondered how you didnt see it until now. You see it and go down and asking jimin what happend

"He got into a fight, with a guy named Felix?" He says as he questions what happens

"Felix, Lee felix?!" You say as you stand up in confusion

As jimin was able to bring up jungkook, he was doing a bit better but was still hurting, he explained what happen

"He was talking behind your back during dance class, I couldn't take it. You mean to much to me to let that happen." He says as you were in shock

"Dont you get Amelia, I like you!? I'm doing this for you?" He says loudly

At this point jimin already left the room

"W-what?" You say as you were still confused

"I.. like... you.." he says slowly

There was cold silents in the room, anger and sadness grew again in your body.

"Dont like me, keep your work life separate with your life with me" you say in anger

"How do you think I'm supposed to do that?" He asks as tears form his eyes

"I just said, dont like me,life will get harder for you and me. So just stop." As I say angrily

"F-fiF-fine then" he says as he stutters

"Leave me room now please" I say pointing to the door

He gets up and leaves to his room

As I sat there on my bed rethink everything that happened, I didnt care about felix talking bad behind me cause I do the same, but why fight for it.

I thought that if I would ever regret what my desion was, was I scared of the beginning that had ended or scared of the end if we begin