''I knew that somewhere in this world you'll see who loves you more than you knew when you're gone.''

It was one of those clear days and as your teacher babbled over the discussion you couldn't help but steal glances on her side on an orange head boy his head resting on his desk. 

'His asleep.. During class?' You thought to yourself and you wondered whether to wake him up for the teacher may caught him dozing off. You observed his eyes peacefully shut off from the world outside his and his lashes were longer than yours. It was as if he was a girl himself but his aura gave off the vibe that he wasn't a girl like you.

'Well, it's obvious that he was a boy due to his uniform.' You thought again to yourself and smiled when he flinched for a bit but as gentle as you could ever have seen. His lips were thin but then curved into a smile which made you surprised and almost jumped from your seat. 

"Hey.. I might melt if you keep on staring at me, princess," He softly said towards your direction and sat up to see your face clearer. 

Your heart raced faster and your eyes shot surprised at the sudden words and specifically.. he called you his princess.

You turned from him and then tried to keep up with the discussion but your heart was really ringing so loud you could swear that he maybe hearing it because it was really pounding so bad that you felt really embarrassed.

You tried to steal another glance and he was smiling at you then you were getting embarrassed for every second and tried your best to stay on the discussion even if you couldn't. 

'I really like him after all.. he was crush ever since the start of the year...' You smiled to yourself and you didn't knew that the boy right beside you.. Needs you more than he needs to be alive himself. 

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The bell rang and classes were over. You came back to your room to find Shua, the boy you were sitting beside with during English class. 

His head was over his desk and as if he was sleeping as the late afternoon breeze brush his skin and his eyes peacefully closed. As if he was in a painting and everything around him was perfectly designed and his there.. 

'Should I..?' You thought to yourself and hesitated at the moment. Your heart rushed again. You felt music revolve around you and you couldn't explain it and your senses wouldn't stop tingling for every second that  passes. 

You battled inside your head if you should and decided to just sit on the desk right beside him and watched him drifting in a very soothing place somewhere in his dreams. 

"Shua.." You softly said while shaking his arm for a bit but he didn't woke up neither did moved but his silent breathing made you smile. 

"Shua..?" Your hand moved towards his hair and brush them as soft as you could have and smiled at him. A loving smile just towards him. Something about him made you feel so light and comfortable.. 

"Hey..." He finally let his eyes slowly flutter open and his gaze towards you became so loving that your knees weakened. 

'God, why does someone as perfect as him existed?' You thought to yourself but only smiled towards him.. 

"Thanks for waking me up, princess," He said and sat up straight as he looked towards the window and then to you with a  smile plastered across his face as the wind blew gently in between the two of you and as if you get the feeling of never separating from him.. 

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You wondered why the desk right beside you was empty instead of having it occupied by Shua. 

You wondered if he got sick for almost two weeks now and nobody seemed to notice that he was gone for a long time now.

You got the feeling that somehow he vanished and.. Inside you, there was this empty part where you couldn't place a finger at. 

"Why the long face Y/N?" Your friend asked you while you were fixing your things just ready to get home. 

"Have you seen the guy who's sitting right beside me?" You asked seemingly hopeful that someone did recognize his absence not just you.

"Huh? Who do you mean?" they asked you back and exchanged looks quite confused on what you are talking about. 

"Shua! The boy sitting right beside me two weeks ago," You explained your worry rising as they didn't recognized him. Like c'mon! He's the most gorgeous guy anyone could have seen in their lives!

"Nobody sits beside you, Y/N. That chair's empty for the whole time we're studying here," They answered you back and you turned into a pale face. What do they mean? Are they even joking? 

"You must be imagining things because you're tired from school words. Let's go, okay?" They said and walked of the room. 

You just stared at the desk and you wondered if it was true that he actually existed and as you leaned closer towards the wooden desk you saw something. It made you smile instead of being scared and you wondered if it was right but you just smiled. 

"Thank you for waking me up.. I can rest in peace now.."