Two


It's already morning, and both of them wake up.Doing their morning routine.Both of them went downstairs.


"Good morning, Lix."

"Good morning, Hyunjin,"

"What are you doing today?" asked
Hyunjin walks to the kitchen.

"uhm... nothing, I guess, just stay home. "
Felix replied.

"Did you sleep well?" asked Hyunjin.

'How could I ?' he wanted to say.

"Yes," Felix replied, smiling.

"Good for you," replied Hyunjin.

'I wish I could be happy like you,' he thought.

"Hyunji-are you crying?" asked
Felix shock.

"No, nothing, just something got into my eye," said Hyunjin, rubbing his eyes.

"Uh, okay," Felix responds, still concerned about Hyunjin.

'Please don't try to be caring to me, " Hyunjin thinks.

'I wish I could tell you how much I care about you ' thoughts Felix.Both of their heart is slowly parting.





"Hyunjin, let's watch some movies," asked Felix, sitting on the couch.

"Yeah, I'd love to," responded Hyunjin, sitting on the couch
too, but he was not close he sat on the almost edge of the couch.

'Why are you trying to be far from me?' Felix thoughts, his heart aching.

'I dont wanna be near you, lix, the nearer I got
The deeper I fall for you, "Hyunjin wanted to say.

"Which movie?" asked Felix, looking at the screen.

"Anything you want," replied Hyunjin, looking at Felix and then back at the screen.

'I don't want anything. I just want to be with you,' his heart says.

"Okay,"



It's night, and both of them are sleepy.They both fell asleep while watching a movie.Felix's head bends down while sitting on the couch, and Hyunjin's head is laid down at the back upper edge of the couch.

Hyunjin woke up first from there.He yawns and notices Felix is sleeping, his head moving down about to fall.

Hyunjin stood up and caught Felix.

"How can you sleep like this? Your neck will hurt," muttered Hyunjin before carrying him to Felix's bedroom.He lay down Felix on his bed.


"Felix, I'll miss you," Hyunjin uttered, holding back his tears. He keeps staring at Felix's face, his fluffy hair, his eyes, nose, cheek, lip... It looks so soft with a cute heart shape.


"You are beautiful," uttered Hyunjin smiling.

"Good night," he muttered to the sleeping person and off the light before he left. And went to his room to sleep.But actually, Felix was not sleeping.

He was awake when he felt someone was carrying him.
But he didn't want to make the moments awkward.

When he heard "Felix, I'll miss you," he wanted to cry, but he had to hold back.Both of them hold back their tears.He could feel Hyunjin's eyes on him.

He was happily internally smiling when Hyunjin said he was beautiful.

Now, after Hyunjin left. He let out a sob and sat on the bed, hugging his knees.

"Why can't I tell you that I like you, you hyun-jin
"What is stopping me from doing that?"He asked.


"Why did you look happy when I went to my fake date?"

"Why do you feel happy when I smile talking about dates?"

He has many unanswered questions.

"I hate you for that,"
He mumbled.

Hyunjin, as usual, will listen to his favorite song, sleeping, but now he has decided to paint.He painted a picture of two old men holding hands.

And write down below "You & Me"

After so many days, they have been staying together with unspoken feelings inside their broken heart.

It's time for Hyunjin to leave. He is going to move to another country, Malaysia.Before he left. He wrote a letter to Felix.


"Hey Lix, how was your date? hope you enjoy....Glad to see you always happy.

Before you read this letter I might have already left, I am sorry for not telling you first....No don't cry.

It's already two 2 years of almost 3 years living with you.I feel great.You were a great friend and a great roomated.

I dont know what to say... I'm.....fine....i hope you will be fine too always.

I have so many things to say but it's doesn't come out.

I'm moving to Malaysia, I dont know if I'll come back or not, but hopefully, I will.

There's things I wanna say to you, but I'll just let you live.

I hope and wish you a happy life with your boyfriend.

You didn't even introduce him to me.....it's okay.

Keep smiling, You look more cuter when you smile.

I wish you the best.

GOOD BYE 👋


-Hyunjin.




When Felix said he was going to a date, which is actually not.He went to his secret place so he could cry cuz not any longer Hyunjin was gonna leave.
But he didn't know it was today.










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