Where were you?" Felix asked, still hugging him,
"Why did you leave again?" Asked felix almost sound like scolding.

Hyunjin, not knowing what to say, was he happy to meet Felix again? After all, he did leave to stay away from him. He was happy, happy to meet him again.

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Hyunjin wished to never meet Felix again. He wished not to fall in love with Felix if he ever met him again. He wants his feeling to fade away. He thought staying far away from him would help him forget all those love and memories. But how can weeks of staying apart make him fall out of love when they got separated for years and still loved each other.

But it can be erased from the mind but not from heart . He was so in love with him that even if he was born next life , his heart would be aching for the same love,searching for the same person.

Felix realised hyunjin didn't return the hug, his heart arched. A fake sad smiled creep on his face before he decided to part the hug, but a seconds took, he feel two arms hugging his back, his heart again started beating and tighten the hugged, resting his head on hyunjin's chest.

"I'm sorry," hyunjin mumbled, sobbing silently.
"I'm the one who should be sorry," Felix said,
"It was my fault," Felix cries.
"It's not," hyunjin said, carresed Felix's back.
"I'm sorry," Felix told while crying softly.

Hyunjin missed the hugged, and so did Felix. Both were feeling the long awaited and missing warmess. And now they didn't want to let it go. But now or later, they had to part the hug. They got interrupted by the sound of someone clearing the throat coming from behind.

"Ahem!" Yeonjun fake cough, looking at the two, his friend and his customer. Both of them snapped out.

"I was sending you to give him his order not a hug but I guess, the customer didn't mind receiving a hug instead" he said then scratching his head awkwardly, receiving no strange reaction from them.

"Oh, sorry, hyung," said hyunjin, quickly parting the hug.
Hyunjin then walks toward yeonjun, Felix looks at him. Some strange beliefs come into his mind. He smiled at them apologetically.

"Anyway, your hot chocolate?" Said yeonjun look at the drink on the table and then at Felix.

"Ohhh, right, it's gotten cold," Felix smiled nervously awkward, "uhmm....I'll pay for wasting it," he said . After paying, he left the cafe.

"I'll get going," he bowed to them and left.
Yeonjun and Hyunjin look at each other.

'Right,' Felix thought, 'That's why he didn't return the hugged earlier,' he said to himself.
'He have a boyfriend,' he thinks.

'If not, then he'd hugged me right away, and also he won't go to yeonjun when he found us hugging,' he assumed. He kept walking slowly with those thoughts.

'He left'
'He hate me'
'He didn't even bother to ask about me'
'Of course he'd love some else now'
'He hugged me cuz he pity me,for still waiting'
'How pathetic i am'
'Why would he still like me?'

With those thoughts in his mind, eventually his tears started rolling. He was not far away from the cafe.
His tears fell slowly at the thoughts of hyunjin, not loving him anymore....his mind was filled with lots of hopeless feelings. Until something stops him from stepping further, he snapped out from his thought.

He looked at his hand. Someone was grabbing it. He didn't expect anyone not even hyunjin. He would think it could be a thing but not hyunjin.

But....it was a hand , he was curious who the hand belonged to. He slowly moves his gaze up at the person his vision might pranking him , he thought.

His glossy, teary eyes were met with someone he wished to be his, his someone. He blinked once, looking at him.
He didn't utter a word, only looking at him.

'Did I finally lose him?' He asked himself.

"Why are you crying?"asked Hyunjin, looking atctge teary eyes of Felix.

"I am not crying," Felix said, "why would I cry?"He spoke. "Yeah, i see," hyunjin uttered.

"I need to go, I'm sorry," Felix said, pulling his hand out from hyunjin grabbed. He began to walk.

Hyunjin grabbed his wrist again and looked at him with a confusely mad gaze, "What's wrong?"
"You were all clingy before. What happened now?" Hyunjin asked.

"I'm sorry , I should not have hugged you," Felix said sincere apologies, not wanting to look into hyunjin eyes.

Someway, hyunjin didn't like what he heard.

"You regret hugging me?" Hyunjin asked.
Felix didn't respond.

Hyunjin sighed angrily.
"If you didn't want to hug me , then why did you do it?" He said, almost sounding like a yell.

He hates how Felix is behaving right now, before he is soft and makes him feel like Felix still likes him, but now it doesn't, and hyunjin hates it.

"I didn't know," Felix uttered.
"You didn't know what?" Hyunjin stated.
Felix didn't want to say anything further than that. He didn't want to say that hyunjin has a boyfriend. He didn't like the thought of hyunjin having someone else .
He started crying.

"You only know how to cry," said hyunjin, looking at the crying boy.Felix started crying even harder.
"Tell me, what's wrong?" Hyunjin asked again. Honestly, it hurts him seeing Felix cry, but he doesn't want to admit it, for now, at least.

"Do you hate me?" Felix muttered after a silent of cries.
Hyunjin heard it and stayed silent, looking at him.
'Is that why he is crying?' He thought.

"What if I do?" Hyunjin is still being tough.
"What if you do?" He said, looking up at him.
"I'll leave," he said.

"You said you miss me before, and now you said you'll leave!" Hyunjin said .
'Whyy!!"

"Because i can't see you with someone else!!!" Felix cried out.

Hyunjin paused.

"Do you think I'll stay in your live, looking at you loving someone else?" Blurted Felix.

"What do you mean?" Hyunjin asked getting confused.

Felix look at him and scoffed, "Do you have someone in your heart?" Asked felix.

"Yes I do" replied hyunjin, Felix looked away at the respond trying not to cry again.

"And that's You" hyunjin told.
"See" Felix disappointedly smiled, sadly, before he realised.
His mind think of the answer once again, he turn to hyunjin, looking up at him, did he heard it right?.

a/u: okay this chapter might be better than the previous one. Either 1 or 2 chapters left.

Glad to finally reach it's ending.
Cuz this book has started since Long ago.