Doubts

Okay. It's finally time to reunite with my friends. Time to see Jax again.


I'm freaking out so much right now!


What if something goes wrong? What if my friends don't like me anymore? What if we've all changed too much?


I push these thoughts out of my head before they really sink in.


I'm sure everything will be fine. We couldn't have changed that much, right?


Well, I did become a famous singer.


Yeah, but that's not too big.


Are you kidding? It's huge!


Yeah, but I was already famous before.


So? It was for saving the dimension, not freaking singing! You know that this isn't what you wanted! You wanted to become the chief of police! Or maybe even...


A queen?


The last thought punches me in the face.


A queen? Like Kayla said?


I look over in the mirror.


Is that really the girl I was only 3 years ago?


No. It's not. You got older. You changed. Everyone does. You can't stop that. Nobody can.


How did I even become a singer in the first place? This isn't what I wanted. Not really. This was more of Anna's dream than mine.


I take a deep breath.


"Come on Gilly. Get a grip! It's almost time to go and you can't back out now!" I say to myself.


I take another deep breath, and start walking to FTRS.


Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've been busy. Also, I'm sorry for the short chapter.

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