If I had the choice

To fall or to not fall in love with you

To love you like I did again

Would be what I do

Not cause I miss how I loved you

But because it taught me things

Birds still try to fly

Even with broken wings

I'm kinda thankful

That you decided not to love me in the end

So I don't have to take the time

To reply to the letter you never send

Everything happens for a reason

And there are plenty that we did not

Even after all this time of loving you

Your numbers the only thing I got

Thank you

For at least trying to let me in

Even if your heart was the one thing

That I could never win

In our final chapter, I'm locking every door

And throwing all the keys out

Because if I didn't, the thoughts I'm whispering

Would be too loud

Thank you for giving me hope

Even though it was hope for nothing

In the end that nothing taught me

That love is not worth rushing.