we walked back into the room and gathered the team. we sat in a circle. "So Hyunbeen wants the killing part, and I don't mind switching." I said looking at the ground.

"Actually?" wumuti asked, I nodded still looking at the ground. "he promised to give his best efforts," I said this time looking at everyone.

"ok" Keita said and Hyunbeen changed the killing part name from mine to his. it was upsetting but I agreed. I could've said "no." but I did not.

but I felt bad. I know how desperate he is, I empathise with him. I did. just too much that I gave up my killing part instead of being selfish about it.

it's too late to regret now...

wumuti dragged me to the side later. " is this what you really want?" he asked me.  "he needs it more than I do" I told him. " and I'm really okay with it" I told Wumuti. then he nodded.

"let's go back in, we need to help him with his rap," I said and Wumuti nodded.

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After our evaluation we got voted as the #1 team, and Hyunbeen as needs to improve trainee. here's the thing, this made him doubt if he should be killing part or not.

I was with Wumuti that night, and he came to talk to us.

" I don't know if I should do the killing part or not" he said sitting on the corner of the bed. I leaned on the wall, while Wumuti asked "Wouldn't you be upset if someone else did it?"

the answer is, that he would.

" you wanted to killing part for a reason, why give up now? " I asked him.

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the next day Keita asked if anyone wanted to swap with Hyun been for the killing part. no one did, not because we didn't want it. oh no, the killing part would benefit the person, as it gets to show our stage presence.

one would be dumb to reject the killing part offer. but it was because we trusted Hyun been, and we wanted him to try his best. give it his all. so even if he does not do well, he would not regret it.

a/n: zoom was one of my favourite performances in Boys Planet. "wumutititi" was stuck in my head for a very long time and Keitas rap!