You have a crush on your best friend..regie macalino was your best friend the guy that a million of girls want, he's a youtuber. you hated at the fact that you love him so much...

 people would think that you love him cuz of he's fame or some shit but no you love him because he's sweet, nice, and different...

You remembered how you met regie and also the day you start falling for him, when you guys were both 7 years old. You remembered clearly that day you were getting bullied by some kids and regie helped you, "thank you" you said with tears streaming down your cheeks but still managed to smile at the same time. "you're welcome by the way what's your name? mine is regie" "mine is y/n" you both smiled at each other. What a sweet memory you thought while tears start forming in your eyes, you closed your eyes and thought about the accident that happened that cause you and regie's friendship to break.

Few years ago...

"Hey y/n i want you to meet someone," says regie while looking at you straight into your eyes...god he's brown eyes is so beautiful, you were in your own world till you snapped "ah yes uhh who?" you asked smiling gently "meet jackie my girlfriend" your smile instantly dropped hearing the word "girlfriend...?" i asked in confusion while trying hard not to cry "yeah we met each other when me and the boys are filming last time, we got close and I fell for her" regie explained but all you could do was stare at them but then you said "hi jackie nice to meet you...you guys are so cute together" while putting a fake smile. "heyy" say jackie smiling "she seems so sweet I'm should be happy for regie but how can he not realized?" i zoned out 

"you good bestie?" you snapped back to reality and look at regie, he was smiling with he's full smile and that hurts knowing that he smiling not because of you but because of jackie. "uh regie i gotta go something important came up and yeah" you lied trying to get out of the situation, "aww ok byebye" regie said while waving he's hand

 you decided to go back to your apartment and when you opened the door to your apartment you instantly fell on your knees and start crying hard, that night you were in your bed just crying. regie keeps texting and calling you but you were not in the mood to talk to him, slowly you drift off to dreamland. The next day, you woke up and you looked at yourself in the mirror, your eyes were red and puffy. You just decided to ignore it and moved on so you went and got  ready to go work after you got ready, you made some coffee and opened the door to go to work but the moment you opened the door all you saw was regie standing with he's eyes red and puffy. You both were just staring at each other and finally, you decided to break the silence "why are you here regie?" regie just stared at me and said "where the fuck were you last night i fucking called you so many times and you didn't even bothered to answer once, do u know how worried I was?!" he screamed "why the fuck would you care just go to your girlfriend regie" he then said "why the fuck are you acting like this? don't u like jackie" you stared at him lost of words but finally you snapped

"NO REGIE SHE'S NOT THE PROBLEM I LOVE HER OK? BUT IT HURT TO SEE YOU WITH HER, ARE YOU HAPPY?!" regie just stared at you and say "why?" is all that came out of he's mouth "CUZ I FUCKING LOVE YOU REGIE MACALINO, I LOVE U SM OK? NOT AS BEST FRIEND BUT MORE THAN THAT I WANTED TO TELL U WHEN IT WAS OUR BEST FRIEND'S ANNIVERSARY BUT..." you screamed but then you realized what you just said  "oh no no no i told him...i look at him and we just stared at each other until he said "wow uh..sorry y/n" then he walks away and that's it, you watched as he slowly disappeared from your sight. You then closed the door and fell on your knees again buried your face in your knees thinking about everything.

After that accident you and regie didn't talk at all, you tried to text and call him but he wouldn't picked up or reply to you but now it been 2 years and you had moved on from regie and happily married to a guy name ryan but one day as you were scrolling your phone you come across regie's Instagram and you looked at he's post, he posted alot of pictures of him and jackie. From they're wedding to them having two beautiful twins, i smiled looking at he's post. "at least he's happy now with or without me, i love you but you love her..." i whispered under my breath while a tear rolled down my cheeks

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