i hated him.

i had never hated anyone so much as kwon soonyoung before

but even more, i hated myself.

i still... loved him. despite everything that happened

i still waited to catch a glimpse of him, because he had to get over his anger, right?

we were small chips of a full heart waiting to beat again.

soonyoung just didn't like completing puzzles.

i will never understand why.

i spent all those days trying to solve him.

goddamnit, kwon soonyoung was my puzzle.

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