3rd person pov

Jisung looked at himself in the mirror.. the black and red under his eyes were the proof that he didn't got enough sleep and cried for too long since his eyes were swollen.. his whole face was swollen in fact.. nose tinted with a bit of red cuz of wiping his nose too much

Hair full of mess...he looked at his hair and smiled a bit remembering the memory when hyunjin said that he loves jisung's messy hair...he looked at his Cheeks and wondered if hyunjin was here would he poke his cheeks right now cuz right now they look even more chubby

He sighed at his wrecked reflection and got ready for office..last night was quite painful for him... after talking with yoongi he straight went to home after bidding everyone bye cuz he didn't have the energy to talk with everyone

So here he was getting ready for office, getting ready to see hyunjin..he wore his suit and applied a bit of makeup to hide his dark circles under his eyes and the redness of his face which he failed miserably at

His face tone and neck tone was different ...he applied too much foundation and his face looked yellow..he looked like a sick ailing person

He looked at his phone and checked the Time..his eyes widened..shoot he was late.. he didn't have the time to wipe his foundation right now so he just wore a mask and got off for his office

He was in the bus and everyone were staring at him weirdly..he just shrugged it off...when he entered the office he saw hoseok at the reception..

"Oh my jisung! What happened to you?are you sick?" Jisung sighed it was the 7th Time someone asked him this thing..

"Uh..no hyung I am fine" hoseok nodded and jisung went inside the office

He sighed and went inside...as he went towards his table he saw yoongi and taehyung together..they immediately ran in his direction

"Why do you look like shit?" Yoongi asked

He explained everything to yoongi and they both facepalm.. taehyung took out some wet wipes from his pocket and wiped jisung's face.. jisung looked a bit presentable now

They talked for a bit without noticing that hyunjin was watching them

Hyunjin sighed for the 5th time this morning..as he looked at jisung he couldn't forget about last night..he wasn't even ready to face him..so he tried to ignore jisung as much as he can..he still remembers what happened last night after he rejected jisung

*Flashback*

After hyunjin went his house last night he couldn't forget about the event..it kept repeating in his mind making everything worse..this is what he was afraid of..he was someone who doesn't deserve anyone's love and someone who can't love anyone well that's what his mom always told him

He cried and cried and when he felt exhausted from crying he was about to sleep..but his room door opened with a loud thud making him flinch

He quickly stood up and the person entered the room..a loud sound echoed through the empty hall..it was the sound of skin slapping..the lady in front of hyunjin just now slapped him hard right across his face whom he calls his mom

"What the hell did I said about this guy falling in love with you?" Hyunjin's mom said as she threw some photos on hyunjin's face..it was pictures of jisung proposing him..and some pictures of their dance ..his eyes widened at that.. how on earth did his mom found this pic

"How did you found this pic?" " You better not ruin my company's reputation with your fag ass... otherwise be ready to lose everything..if I have Know that I had an faggot in my house I would have disown you long ago..now do something with this boy... " the lady totally ignored hyunjin's question and gave him another lecture

Hyunjin's heart shattered into pieces hearing those words from his mom.. even though he was bullied at school because of this he didn't expected that one day his own mother would also call him the same thing.. hearing alm this made him feel disgusted with himself and he decided that he would stay away from han jisung as his mom wants this

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That's the reason why hyunjin was ignoring jisung..but jisung didn't know about it ...he made many attempts in talking with hyunjin..he would go to his room while files as a excuse to talk about yesterday..but hyunjin just kept the conversation short by answering yes and hm and Even gave jisung many files to work on so jisung couldn't come to his room and he even told jisung to finish all the work within today

Even in lunch time he went somewhere in his car without telling jisung or taking jisung with him..they used to have lunch together but today it just felt lonely..

As jisung sat in the cafeteria he watched his cold untouched food..he didn't feel like eating.. Even when he tried eating he couldn't..it was tasteless..

He couldn't eat..he felt suffocated under his friends sympathetic gaze..he felt disgusting..he thought that he was pathetic..

He wasn't dumb to not understand that hyunjin was purposely ignoring him.. even though hyunjin last night didn't rejected him but left without answering jisung had a little hope inside him that maybe hyunjin was afraid and he could make him understand today

But no jisung was wrong..it was crystal clear by the way hyunjin was behaving that hyunjin didn't like him and now was uncomfortable around jisung and that's the last thing he wanted

He threw the food and went back to the office

On the another hand hyunjin was sacred.. everyone was always afraid of him but now it was the other way ..he was afraid if anyone else would click his picture with jisung and send them to his mother..he didn't wanted to face her wreath again so he stayed away from jisung as much as he could.. even when jisung came in his room alone he called ryujin or namjoon in the room for some excuses

2 hours passed since the lunch time.. hyunjin also haven't eaten anything..he was sitting by han river the whole time so he went to the office back with a empty stomach

He peeked in the office and saw jisung was nowhere around..he quietly went to his private room

He closed the door and went to sit on his chair..he opened on his laptop and started his work just then something caught his eyes

There was a chocolate box on his table with a purple letter..his lips automatically curved into a smile remembering how jisung once apologized to him using this same method

안녕하세요 ... 당신이 나와 이야기하고 싶어하지 않을 수도 있다는 것을 알고 완전히 이해합니다. 그리고 이미 당신의 대답을 알고 있지만 걱정하지 마십시오. 그것은 단지 작은 호감이었고 곧 극복 할 것입니다 ...
하늘미남 누구라도 반할듯..그냥 잊고 다시 시작하자.. 황현진 대표와 한지성 비서부터 시작하자 그리고 과거는 모두 잊어

- 비서 한지성

Hyunjin's eyes widened and he smiled widely.. he ran towards jisung and engulfed him in a tight hug.. that's it that's when jisung knew that it was going to be very difficult for him

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The translation of the letter

Hi hyunjin..I know you probably don't want to talk to me and I totally understand that..and I already know your answer.... but don't worry it was just a simple crush and I would get over it soon besides you are heavenly handsome it is natural that anyone would fall for you.. but for now let's just forget this happened.. let's start from CEO hwang Hyunjin and secretory han jisung and forget everything

-secretory han jisung

Hyunjin is ready to forget everything but can jisung really forget everything?He didn't love hyunjin bcz of his face but he had to say it to make hyunjin believe that it was just a simple crush..