Paxton Flynn

I ran after Seb and pushed him as hard as I could, making him fall back on the sofa and turning to me with wide shocked eyes. I didn't even wait for him to recover before I jumped on him, straddling him on the sofa and pinning his hands above his head. Of course he was stronger than me and could easily take his hands out and flip us over but he stayed looking at me.

Then he smirked, "we're getting right into it, already? I thought we'd get lunch but if you want me to start with you, no problem."

I glare at him and with no other way, seeing as my hands were occupied, I leaned down and bite his cheek.

"Ow."

"Serves you right, now listen."

He sighed, "I don't want to talk about this Flynn."

"Your loss, this talk is happening and I'm not letting you throw away your future for me."

"I'm not throwing my future away. I'm just looking away from that future and trying to look at another. Another with you."

"That future has me, has us."

He scoffed, "liar. You don't want this long distance anymore and honestly, neither do I. I can't do school too, I wasn't that dump back then."

"Sebastian Crown, do you want that bar or not?" He opened his mouth to talk and I cut him off. "Don't lie... please."

He stayed silent for a while before he spoke. "You know I do."

"Then you're taking it and I'm going to be the most supportive boyfriend, ever."

He rolled his eyes. "You're not the only one who gets to be supportive, Flynn."

I left his hands and cupped his face. "Hey, I didn't give up on MIT for you. Get that into your thick skull." I sighed. "I gave it up for me. You're the one who didn't want a long distance. You could have taken your inheritance then and you could have moved with me and we'd live there together but I decided to stay, because of me. I made that decision and I don't regret it one bit. It was my dream before I met you and I haven't been the same Paxton Flynn since I met you, so why do my dreams have to be the same? And you've done so much for me already, you could be anywhere in the world, you could be with your sisters, you could be modeling for God knows who beside your mother but you're here. Seb, I don't need any sacrifices from you. Just... just love me."

"I already do," his hands tightened on my waist. "So much, I don't think it's normal."

I smiled, "if you weren't in my life, I'd have probably given up on MIT for Percy and my nephew or to watch Tracey grow. I want you to be happy and I'm happy as long as you're mine. I'm sorry I blew the over the bar thing but honestly, now I know it's not that deep. You just want a bar and I already see you being a casino chief."

"Ca—- what?"

I kissed his nose with a giggle, "you don't need to understand."

We stayed silent until Seb sighed. "If I get the bar, how on earth do we function?"

I shrugged. "The way we have this year."

"You're okay with the back and forth until you graduate?"

I nodded . "I'd miss you like crazy so many times. I want to hit my head on the wall from how horny I get—"

"Mm," Seb moaned, moving my waist over his and causing me to blush red when he winked at me.

"Stop," I laughed and tried to continue with a serious. "It'll be crazy but we can do it. And you don't know, you might expand and move closer and that problem would be eliminated."

We stayed silent for a minute before Seb cocked his head to look at me, "are you serious?"

"I've never been more serious. You are not the only one who did a lot of thinking this past week."

Seb sighed, "I'm sorry I ruined the plan for us."

I hugged him, practically lying on his body. "You didn't ruin it. It was just modified; the plan is to end up together and that's still happening," I looked up and raised a brow at him. "Right?"

Seb smirked, "yeah about that..."

"Seb!"

He burst into laughter. "Cute."

"Stop messing with me," I whined, burying my head in the crook of his neck.

"Babe?" He called and I looked up, surprised at the sudden endearment. "You bet we are."

I smiled, "call me that again?"

"What, babe?"

I blushed, nodding. "Been a minute."

"My bad," he reached up and kissed my forehead. "Babe," he kissed my nose. "Baby." He kissed my cheek. "Sweetheart," I was a giggling ketchup looking mess now. "Sugar-pie ," he kissed my other cheek.

"Oh my gosh, stop," I giggled but he wasn't done.

"My love," he kissed my jaw and then cupped my face. "Flynn." Then he kissed my lips.

He broke out the kiss, this time leaving me wanting. "Oh and I'd be keeping the car to help me come to you. I'd be here every week."

"That's fine," I wanted to go back to kissing. I could feel his hard-on pressing against my ass and it was messing with my senses. "As long as you don't hit your head on a pole every morning when you see it."

"A few bumps won't kill me," when I glared, he smiled and continued. "Yeah, I'd take the car as his compensation to me for birthing me into his name."

I chuckled, "I love that he brought you to me and I love your name. You own it more than he ever did."

"You're just saying that because of your royal fetish."

"Probably," I laughed. "But it's true." I made to kiss him again and he moves away.

"I want to say this before I forget," he said, looking at me seriously. "Don't go on vacations with any guy that's not your blood brother, ever ."

I smirked, "jealous?"

He closed his eyes as he groaned. "Very."

I tried to be seductive with my response. "Show me."

It worked because the one minute he was looking at me with bright glinting eyes and the next minute they were darker and his lips were on mine in the most passionate kiss so far.

*

I stayed in the large hotel room with Sebastian for two days and on the third day, I leave to go see Ryder. I called her before then though and we have been chatting during my free time although, I haven't really had much free time. Sebastian and I were practically glued to each other and he was just as sweet as ever. We took turns bathing each other, feeding each other, massaging each other (although, he barely let me, complaining that my tiny hands were tickling him instead), we also went swimming and Sebastian would give me piggyback ride back to the room. Everybody in the hotel knew we were dating, it was another level of shyness.

Ryder and I made up officially and she apologized for picking Sebastian's side over mine and told me she didn't mean to and just blurted out the first thought that came to her mind. She knew Sebastian was my ride and die and hearing that we broke up, shattered her heart. I apologized for disappearing on her and we caught up on all the things we've missed during the last weeks and since Seb came.

"God, when are you both going to get married already?" She groaned, smiling ear to ear at me.

I shrugged, blushing. "Soon, but I wouldn't hold my breath on it if I were you."

We laughed and she gasped, "are you going to propose? Or is he going to? Ah," she screamed. "Give my some spoilers!"

"Is it a movie?" Sim asked, coming out the kitchen with three plates of food.

"Ask Ry," I sat up my bed, collecting a bed.

"I wish," she pouted and I shook my head. "But no, it's just Pax and his boyfriend, soon to be husband, Sebastian."

"Husband?" Sim asked with wide eyes.

"I honestly don't know what she is talking about Sim, I swear." I refuted, blushing and glaring at her.

Ryder turned to Sim, leaning into his ear like she wanted to whisper but talked normally so I could hear. "Let's give them two years, maximum."

"Ry!"

"Go, power couple!" Sim pumped his fist into the air and Ryder nearly went crazy shaking him and agreeing to it.

I rolled my eyes, "Sim, why are you even in school?"

Sim blushed, picking at his food with his fork. Ryder and shared a look and dropped our food, attacking him. "Sim!"

"Calm down both of you," he laughed. "Well, I met someone."

"Oh my gosh, my baby," Ryder cooed and Sim rolled his eyes. "What's her name? I might know her."

"Well, it's actually they." Sim said, blushing so hard. If he wasn't dark skinned, he'd look like a red chili pepper now. "Their name is El."

Ryder and I looked at each other again. "Oh wow. El sounds beautiful." I said, grinning ear to ear.

"Yeah, I met them a school function here and honestly I really tried but I couldn't get them out of my head. I made so much mistake with their pronouns and I didn't even think they would want to see me again but then when I went home, sh-they invited me back to school to come spend some time and educate me all I need to know about the gender spectrum and pronouns and I took the offer immediately."

"So does this mean you're identifying as part of the LGBT community?" Ry asked, raising a brow.

"Is that what it means?" Sim asked me and I shrugged.

"I don't know. I just know what I like and what I don't and I support people who know the same too."

"Well it doesn't matter. I'm part of it, whether as a supporter or a member. I really like El."

"What do they look like?" I asked, really excited to see Sim like this.

"El has blue long hair, piercing in their brows and corner of their bottom lip. Their eyes are blue too, like the hair and their dressing is so pretty and peculiar. I've really never seen anyone like El before."

"You've mentioned," Ry said and we laughed.

"I can't wait to meet El," I returned back to my meal. "Hope you told them about your dear roommate?"

"Of course. First discussion even."

"Good son." Then I remember and I turn to Ry. "Oh and I saw Spencer at the island."

"Really?"

I nodded. "He looked really good. Obviously still madly in love with Percy," I rolled my eyes. "I don't know what he sees in my brother but he's strangely dealing with that? It's like he's trying to work on himself? I don't know but he looked really good. Percy would be proud."

Ryder smiled. "Yeah, I know. I follow him on Instagram. I just didn't know you were both on the same island."

"Are you guys good now?"

She nodded. "Ever since I confronted him about calling my mom a whore and he explained that he overheard my mom telling me that my dad cheated with a 'prostitute' aka his mom," she sighed. "That did happen, my mom did call his mom a prostitute and I don't know why I thought that was okay at the time. I didn't know her and I didn't know the situation she had with my dad, my mom and I just jumped into conclusions because she was obviously not the wife." She groaned. "Anyway Spencer and I forgave each other. I don't think we'd ever be as close as normal siblings, as you and Perce but we're good now. Percy made all of us see that he is not a bad person. Percy and Spencer were made for each other."

"Yeah and I know they'd get back together."

"Of course, they are main characters too."

Sim and I looked at each other and I mouthed to him that she was crazy.

Ryder sighed, "you think you'd still be friends with Diego?" I swallowed and shrugged, not knowing the answer myself. "I feel bad for him."

I stayed silent, I didn't know what to say or what to feel. I didn't regret any of our time together, the only thing I regretted was not figuring out that it could never be him sooner. Maybe it would have saved us all the hurt. I part of me would forever love Diego, he was a good person and a huge part of my growth. I wished he found the kind of love I had with Seb and that he never let go. I wished he got all his heart desires and experiences no more pain or heartbreak. I'm glad he loved me, it was an honor. And all I could do, was wish he felt the same towards me.

"It's better to have loved and lost than to have not loved at all," Sim said out of the blue and into the silence.

"Yeah," Ry and I sigh at the same time, then we share a look and both jump on Sim. "Cheers to Shakespeare!"

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What do you guys think happen next. Next chapter equals last chapter.

Finger crossed, I love this story and now I'm thinking of an El and Sim story...Huh?

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