Riri noticed y/n being zoned out ,she patted y/n 's hands to gain her attention .

"You okay ?y/n " Riri asks being concerned

"Huh ?".

"How can I be riri okay ? When my ex best friend and also the person I loved since middle school  is sitting back at one of those seats with his brothers " .

"Fun fact riri ,We are strangers now " Y/n spoke in one breath ,riri who have been with her since middle school as well knew about y/n 's secret crush on Taehyung ,infact she was the only one who knew everything .

" Did you know ,that they will be joining this university ?" Y/n asked .

"No ! If I had knew ,I would have told you first right ,Even i am surprised just like you " Riri spoke .

"And maybe ,it can be a new start between you both ?" Riri says shrugging off her shoulders .

" I have moved on from him ,We are just people who just know everything about each other but pretend not to know now " Y/n says feeling those emotion again ,when she was trying to forget about him .

"Exactly ! Girl ,No person can be nothing to each other ,Maybe you still never moved on from him ?" Riri spoke ,leaving y/n clueless .

I don't know ,but these feelings ,the moment I saw,him ,I felt my heart fluttering .I can't let the past repeat
Y/n thought to herself and started focusing on the lectures .

Y/n felt someone kept staring at her back ,thinking that taehyung is at the back ,she refused to turn and look back .
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The lectures were over ,all the students stood up and were moving out of the class ,Y/n and riri stood up as well .

The only thing she was scared was how to face taehyung now or the other day ,they both will talk .But ,He and his brothers were the first one to leave the class .

Relieved y/n and riri went towards their canteen with few other girls .

"Gosh ! Why the hell on  the first day of university ,I am feeling so burdened " A girl whose name was Grace spoke .

" Right " Somi who just sat beside Y/n 's seat in the canteen spoke .

"Can someone tell me ,why we could remember music lyrics more than our lecture notes ?".

Emmy says sighing .

"I know ,I know " Riri yelled ,while stuffing a kimchi in her mouth .

"Calm down riri ! We are here " Y/n spoke glaring .

Riri has always been the energetic girl ,who could make people laugh within a seconds,but her thoughts were a lot mature than her behaviors ,She always knew how to comfort people  ,while y/n was a bit serious person ,she did joked around but only around comfortable people .Y/n was mature since young age being the eldest daughter and some shits in her life made her mentally strong .

"Oops ,sorry " Riri giggled and spoke again

"Because ,music can be related to our life and we can relate to the lyrics rather than our notes " Riri spoke and looked up and saw everyone being speechless .

But ,the atmosphere was being normal again ,when they started laughing all of a sudden .

"Oh my god Riri ! You are so talented ,your talks are so amazing "Emmy speaks admiring such a rare personality .

"Right ,after all She is my best friend " Y/n spoke with a smirk and winked towards riri .

"Bitch ,I love you " Riri spoke ,throwing a flying kiss .

"Love you too " Y/n spoke chuckling .
"And what about my kiss ?" Jimin spoke all of a sudden .

Riri and y/n turned back and saw them again .

"Your kiss ,i will think about it " Riri spoke

"Then ,I will get someone to kiss me " Jimin says shrugging and pretending to walk off .

Riri caught his arm and glared at him .
"You ain't going anywhere ,I will be the one to kiss you " She speaks glaring at me .

Jimin pecked her cheeks ,riri blushed ,while y/n who smiled looking at them .Jungkook made a disgusted face .

And Taehyung ,he smiled a bit and looked at y/n .

She did became a beautiful woman He thought to himself .

Y/n looked at Taehyung and panicked when she saw him looking back at her .
"Y/n ?" Jimin ask .

"Yes ?" Y/n looked at Jimin .

"Give me your number ,after many years we are meeting each other ,you changed your number all of a sudd- " Jimin was going to speak while riri gestured him to stop .

It was so awkward right now .

"I will tell riri to forward it to you okay ?" Y/n smiled .

"Okay " .

"You people know each other ?" Grace ask looking at the person with his tattoos arm going  the other direction with each other .

"Yeah " Y/n spoke ,paying attentiom to her food .

Well how can she forget them ,they were family once upon a time ,they were neighbors ,there parent's were friends ,they went to the same school ,played together ,grew together .

"Man ! That boy was so hot ,who had deep brown eyes ,Is he even real ?" Emmy spoke .

Y/n looked up at the girls and smiled a bit .

"No ,emmy ,the man with the tattoos was more handsome " Grace spoke .

"You guys won't believe but they have four other brothers as well " Riri spoke ,making the girls shocked .

"You know them ?"Somi asked .

"Yes " Riri spoke with a smirk and a proud look on her face .

While y/n just nodded .

"I am so jealous " Grace whines .

"Okay okay ,let's go back now " Y/n spoke standing and stretching her arms in the air .

The whole day goes the same ,The day can be renamed as the most Awkward day of the year ,What y/n thought was to enjoy her first day and here she is ,preparing herself to face the people she once knew .
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Reaching the cafe with riri beside her ,They pushed the glass door .

"Annyeongaseyo ,welcome to the cafe " A woman spoke .

"Annyeongaseyo ,mom may I have americano " Riri spoke pretending to be a customer while y/n went near her mom and her younger brother kai ,who was playing with his phone .

Y/n slapped riri 's arms and playfully glared at her chuckling .

"Stop " Y/n chuckles .

"Yah ! y/n why are you disturbing my daughter ,go away " Mrs lee spoke ,embracing riri in a hug .

"Wow ! My own mom just abandoned me " Y/n says,feeling betrayed .

Mrs lee and riri chuckles .

"Come here my daughter ,Your mom Min riri will never abandon you " Riri spoke pretending to hug her .

"Yes riri mom " .

"You both are so weird " Mrs lee spoke ,and played her attention to the customer who just came in .

"Hey ! Y/n ,come here .About Taehyung " Riri spoke thinking it was necessary to talk about it .

"Its okay riri let him be ,One day I needed to face them ,now here they are .Let's focus on our lectures and just let me forget about him " Y/n spoke with a smile on her face .

"Sure ! That 's my girl ,Okay I will be heading back now before my dad bombers my phone with his calls and messages " Riri says bidding goodbye .

"Yeah ,sure "

Only 1-2 hours were left before closing the cafe ,y/n helped her mom and after few minutes she sat beside Kai .

"How,was your day bro ?" Y/n ask Kai ,who is in his middle school .

"Good " Kai speaks and pays his attention back to the phone .

"oh by the way ,I found this diary in a box in the store room so I thought to give it to you ,as it yours " Kai spoke and handed a red diary .

Y/n nodded her head and said thank you .Looking at the diary ,y/n tighten her lips and she felt a lump in her throat .
The diary which she used to write since middle school till her high school ,and stopped writing the diary when her father died .

It consisted of all the days ,she went through ,her love for Taehyung ,her happy family ,chuckling sadly she felt the urge to read it again.

She found an empty seat ,where she could see the street from the glasses ,the moon above the street ,flicking through few pages ,she found some writings of her .

Dear Diary ,

Mrs Kim and my mom have decided that me and  the kim brothers would go to school together ,I am so excited to go to school with my best friend Kim Taehyung .He always care for me ,he says he loves me a lot .

Yours sweeelty
Y/n 8 year old :)

Smiling ,she turned few more pages .

Dear diary ,

My mom said ,I am a good daughter ,I am very responsible ,and acts like an obedient daughter .Today my brother has,turned 6 months old ,he is cutest baby I have ever seen .

Yours lovingly
Y/n 10 years old :)

and she turned the next page and read .

Dear diary ,

I am in my middle school now ,you know let me share a secret ,I think I have a crush on my best friend Taehyung now ,you could say I felt butterflies in my stomach when he bents towards to hear me well as i am shorter than him .This should be a secret between us :)

Yours cutely
Y/n 11 year old :)

The next few pages were how y/n started adoring taehyung .

But a page which made a bit emotional .

Dear diary ,

I am in my high school ,And today I realized many things in my life ,that I would never be enough for anyone .I fought with Taehyung today because of his girlfriend ,lily .Yes ,he got himself a girlfriend but I am not a selfish friend of his ,I still support him even though my heart is ripping apart .,but who cares about me right ? My family is going through a lot of stuff ,which is affecting me as well .I have a lot of thoughts right now Am I ugly ?Am I fat ? Why am I so unlucky in love ?.

Yours
Y/n 14 years old

The page ,she read made her remember the day ,when she wrote the letter crying ,the first experience of her towards life and the world .

And the last page turned over .

Dear diary ,

I lost my dad today
And even i want to say goodbye to you
I will miss you

Yours little one
Y/n,16 years old

Closing the diary ,she wiped the tears that felt from her eyes and looked over the clock ,remembering it is the closing time of the cafe now .

She closed the cafe and went towards,her home where her brother and mom were waiting for .

The flashbacks which she tried to forget ,hit her again like a thunder strike and she let her tears down holding her diary tight on the way to her home .

To be continued -

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