Movie night finally started. We decided to watch the titanic. An old romantic movie involving two teenagers and their forbidden love. Ugh one of my favorites.

I crawl up next to Travis. He's laying flat on the couch with his head on the arm rest. I lay on top of him resting my head on his chest. To listen to the sound that makes me feel safe, his heartbeat. He puts a blanket on top of us to make us warmer. All throughout the movie he rubs my back or plays with my hair making me sleepy. I eat candy throughout the movie too.

About near the end i finally fall asleep on Travis.

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I woke up in my bed. Still in my clothes from yesterday. He didn't change me, he respects privacy. He must've carried me. I look over at the clock. 9:45. I decided to get up. I change my clothes and head to the living room. Travis is what i think is making breakfast. The smell of burn lingering in the air.

I realize today is when i figure out if i'm nominated for any grammy's. I stop dead in my tracks and walk back to my room. I search and search for my phone. When i walk back to the living room Travis is holding up my phone.

"Some person has called you ten times in the last two minutes." He says confused.

I run over and steal my phone from him. Gemma! I run to the couch and jump on it. Travis slowly making his way towards me. He plops down next to me as i call her back.

"What took so long!" She practically yells in the phone.

"Sleeping sorry! Now tell me how many!" I yell at her.

"How many what?" Travis asks more confused than ever.

"Grammy nominations!" Me and Gemma both yell.

"Okay okay...HOLY SHIT Y/N FOUR GRAMMY NOMINATIONS." She yells.

"AHHH!!" I yell in excitement.

I get up and do a little dance. Travis gets up and bear hugs me. Holding me tight as i hold him even tighter. I let out a sob of excitement. But my sobs soon turn to laughter. As i stand there letting Travis tickle me trying to get my sobs away. It obviously worked.

I walk back to the phone realizing Gemma got off the call.

Gemma-I'll let you guys celebrate.

She's just the sweetest. I sit on the couch soon to be on Travis' lap. He smothers me in kisses as i just laugh. I think if he's okay with it i'm gonna announce we're dating at the grammy's to anyone who doesn't know. We've never full actually came out as a couple.

He's still smothering me in kisses and i'm still laughing and laughing, trying to escape them so i can breathe.

Soon enough he gives up and lets me free. I just look at him and admire what we have. A strong relationship. And i'll be forever grateful for that. I needed this, i needed a relationship i can have hope for.

I walk to the kitchen and get a water bottle from the fridge. I open the lid and take a quick sip. I walk to the couch again. I grab my phone and see a text from Gemma.

Gemma-Hey, they said you can go on tour for like five months, want me to tell them you'll do it?

A squeal escapes my mouth.

"Y/n are you okay?" Travis asks looking at me in concern.

"I can go on tour!! Tour!" I yell.

He just smiles and comes over to me.

"Oh baby, this is totally your year." I smile into his kiss he's giving me.

"No, it's our year." I say when we leave the kiss.

He just kisses me harder. I'm still smiling into the kiss.

He let's me go so i can answer Gemma.

Me-Tell them i'll do it.

When the text is sent i look up and see Travis with a champagne bottle.

"Travis it's like 10:30." I say laughing.

"And?" He says with a smirk.

He pops it open and pours us a glass. I take a sip letting the amazing tasting liquid fall down my throat. Ugh it's amazing. I chug the rest down and pour me some more. I chug that one realizing Travis has barely taken a sip from his first one.

My eyes widen. I swear i'm not an alcoholic. It just tastes so good for some strange reason. I put the glass down and sit on the couch. I pull my legs to my chest for comfort.

Travis sits next to me and rubs my leg. He kisses my temple and just smiles. I smile back realizing i'm falling in love. I haven't even known this man a month and i'm falling for him.

I also wondered as a little girl what love would feel like. And i think i know.

It's the feeling when the world stops but you're still moving. Where snow could be falling but when you look around it stops. Or the burning in your chest when you see them. Or the flush feeling when someone says their name.

I just don't want this love to turn to misery. Because misery loves company.

Travis has tightened the chokehold, and he's not letting go anytime soon. I'm scared if something happens i can't loosen his grip.

I shake the thoughts out of my head when i'm brought back by Travis shaking his hand in front of my face.

"Hey you okay?" He asks as he looks me up and down.

For some reason i feel light headed.

"I uh, I just,-" I can't finish my sentence quite yet.

I take a deep breath.

"Head hurts." I say looking at him.

He nods and stands up, he picks me up bridle style and brings me to my room. He lays me on my bed and walks out. He comes back in and feels like head.

"You feel warm." He says before walking out again.

He comes back in with a wet towel. He places it on my forehead. It's cold, it feels nice against my skin.

"Do you think Eliza got you sick?" He asks as he sits next to me.

"Might be a possibility, you shouldn't be next to me, you can't get sick." I say trying to push him, obviously he barely moved.

"I'm not leaving you alone, you're sick and i want to make you feel better." I melt into a smile.

"God Travis stop making me like you more and more." I say jokingly.

"Why would i want to do that?" He says laughing with me.

I just smile at him. He truly is an amazing boyfriend and an amazing person. I am so lucky i found him when i did.