"Hey, my parents wanted to four to lunch with us today." He said drying his hair with the dark grey towel. "Where?" I asked sitting up "Just some Italian place it's decent." He slid the shirt over his head. "Babe" "yeah" "would you grab me a pair of jeans and your wolf sweatshirt?" " Of course" he set a pile of clothes on the end of the bed.

"How's your headache?" He asked giving me a kiss "pretty bad." "How about I run you a bath and make you breakfast while you soak?" He offered handing me the almost empty bottle of ibuprofen. "I really love you." "I love you too." His soft thin lips brushed against mine again before he left to the bathroom.

20 minutes later the steaming water wasn't nearly as hot. Two little knocks before he opened the door. "How ya doin?" He asked setting a plate down on the counter. "Better, waters getting cold." "Want me to run more hot water?" "Yes please" he turned the nob instantly starting to warm up the water.
"I made you chocolate pancakes with chocolate syrup."

He set the plate on the edge on the tub, "arn't we going out?" " oh yeah." He stopped the water and leaned back. He brushed the small baby hairs to the side of my sweaty face. Then he's stood up and brought my clothes in before leaving for the last time.

I got out draining the water and getting dressed. I did raccoon eyes like Rick usually does and threw everything but my bangs into a ponytail. "Hey babe could I wear your vans?" I called he walked in with a pair of converse and slid the vans off of his feet. "no your wearing them" I stated "it's fine, these are fine." " But Ricky" he slid them over by my feet and set his converse down.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a tight hug. "I know I've been a shitty girlfriend, but I hope you know I really love you." I felt his arms right around my waist "I love you too, more than you could ever realize." He kissed my cheek and we sat in the comfort of each other.

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I sat next to Ricky, him holding our tangled fingers near his face kissing the back of my hand. "Your head will collapse if there's nothing in it and you'll ask yourself. Where is my mind?" He sung stopping in the parking space. "I think this is the place, but I'm gonna run in and see if I see them" he said looking around. "okay." I gave him a kiss before he got out.

A few minutes later he walked out and opened my door. "come on they reserved a room." "Really I though you said it wasn't fancy?" I complained "it's not" he assured me lacing his fingers into mine. He walked in and to the back where a white door that said parties was located.

He opened it and there they were. His parents along with mine, and all of our friends. "Oh I didn't know it was a gathering thing." "Sit down." He said pulling out my chair. I say and took my bag off sat it on the floor. "No offense this place is kinda sketchy." I stated.

They all just started at me, "what?" I asked annoyed "nothing calm down." Rick said rubbing my back and they all looked at him before turning away. I guy came in and passed out a stack of menus. "May I take drink orders?" We all went around and when I ordered wine they all stopped to look at me. I rolled my eyes and shat lower in my seat.

He laid his hand on my thigh and comfortingly rubbed it. "Can we go?" I asked "no I think we should stay." Our food came and I finished my wine before it did. He poured me another glass and I poked at my food. "Please eat something." Ricky whispered "I'm not hungry." " you wanna try something else?" " can I have a bite of your spaghetti?" "Of course, want desert?" "Na" he kept trying to feed me more but after 3 I was done.

All of our plate slowly left but no one made an excuse to leave. "Ricky I think it's about time to start." Ryan said. He took the glass that was headed fort lips and say it down. "What? Oh god please don't propose." I started. "No it's not that, we're all worried about you and your drinking."

"What ever. Can we go yet I wanna take a nap." I asked picking up my purse. "Just sit down." I took my seat and sat my head down on the table. "Come on sit up." "I have a headache" "yeah you're hung over and still drinking." He stated pulling me up from the table. I leaned on his shoulder. "Oh come on is this one of those interventions." I asked annoyed.

"Yeah we're worried, we love you were scared for you." Ryan stated. everyone looked at me in pity I couldn't take it. I stood up and walked out. Ricky catching my wrist but I pulled it from him walking out to the car. I sed the door behind me and crawled into the backseat after turning on the Bluetooth.

10 minutes passed and he came out with a heavy sigh and got in backing out of the parking spot. He drove home the only thing to be herd was loudly playing Carnifex songs. When he stopped outside I walked into the house and kicked my shoes off growing my coat.

"Babe I'm sorry for putting you in the kind of a situation." I grabbed the black bottle of sangria and pulled the cork out. " really?" "Fuck off Rick" I took a huge drink leaning against the counter. "Give me it" I took another drink and set it on the counter my hand still tightly gripping it. He stepped towards it but I pulled it away. "I'm not playing give me the bottle."

He came at it again and I did it, I ruined us. As soon as my hand touched his face. his face turned red with anger and he snatched the bottle from my hand throwing it in the sink where it broke into a few pieces. he went to the cabinet throwing all of them in the sound of glass breaking filled the room.

When he ran out he pulled all of the pieces out and threw them I'm the bin. when rinsing the sink I noticed ha large cut on his small hands. I grabbed the first aid kit from the bathroom and walked over to him. I grabbed his hand but he pulled it away. it's gonna get worse and infected let me see. He threw the towel on the sink and placed his hand in mine. I cleaned it and dressed it. I kissed the sore and he started to move but again I wrapped arms around him but this time he just stood.

"I'm so unbelievably sorry, I don't even know what came over me." He walked away I followed into the bedroom. He undressed and went into the shower. I did the same but into bed I went. when he finally came out he laid bat the opposite edge. I moved over and cuddled up to him. "Ricky I love you." " but not as much as you care about a drink." " you mean the world to me" "but you'd hit me over a drink, I was mad. You're only trying to help but i got mad." "Yeah, and you know why you need to decided by the end of this week move out and go where ever or let me help you. I love you but I'm not gonna let this happen. good night and I hope you're happy with whatever you choose." he stood up and left the room.