‟you deserve love, and you'll get it‟

Winter
I walked in and saw Dallas lying there looking up. He looked at me with a small smirk and I turned around. I couldn't do it.

I was walking out when I heard rattling. I heard rips and I turned to see Dallas was taking out his stuff and tried getting up.

"Dallas!" I panicked rushing over to him and pushed him onto the bed.

I grabbed his stuff and looked at his arm.

"I don't know how to do this?!" I panicked and he cupped my face. I flinched.

"I'm not gonna hurt you Win," he said calmly.

"You're gonna get hurt," I said quietly and he shook his head.

"Can't feel it. My heart hurts more" he said and then chuckled.

"That was the sappiest shit I've ever said," he said and I laughed.

A nurse soon came in and put the IV back in him.

"Idiot," I said and he chuckled.

"Come here," he said patting the bed telling me to sit next to him.

I sat close to him and he shook his head.

"Lay with me"

"Dallas...I don't think that's a good idea" I said and he rolled his eyes.

"Fine then. I get it. You don't love me and I don't blame you just if you want to go then go. I'm not like Seth and you know it but you know what? Forget it. I'm done trying" he said and turned the other way.

"Dallas look at me," I said and he ignored me.

"D-Dallas" I choked out. I was gonna cry. Why? I didn't know why.

"Stop crying over something dumb. If I don't answer you I don't. Deal with it and move one" he said and now I knew it hurt him.

I pushed away all the thoughts telling me to leave and I laid next to him closely.

"Dallas...I'm scared" I whispered and he didn't respond.

"I know I've been a bitch lately and I don't deserve love. Probably gonna end up dying alone. It's whatever. I'm not even worth it anyways. I just wanted you to know that you deserve better and w-" I started and he turned and looked at me with this stupid look.

"No. You're perfect the way you are and honestly any guy would die to be with you," he said and I cried lightly.

"Seth didn't want me. He said I was trashy leftovers"

"Ha, trashy! You're a fucking treasure" he said grabbing my arm and I winced.

"Winter...what's wrong?" he said reaching for my wrist but I pulled it away and got up walking away.

"Don't make me take this damn thing out again" he snapped and I stopped. I turned to face him and tears fell down my face.

He ended up taking the IV out again and walked over to me.

"Dallas, get back in the damn bed," I said and he shook his head.

"Dallas, you should really get back to bed bec-" I started but he cut me off by kissing me.

He lightly grazed my cuts with his thumb and pulled away.

"Dallas. Bed. Now" I said and he shook his head.

"I don't care about if I'm alive right now I care if you are!" he snapped at me and held up my arm wiping off the makeup on my wrist.

"Dallas," I said quietly but he shook his head violently.

"No! I want to know how long! How fucking long have you been doing this?! What the fuck happened?!" he yelled and I froze.

He looked at me and I saw the regret in his eyes. He held my hand and kissed me again quickly.

"I'm sorry. I just I'm worried Win. Wait...it wasn't because of me was it?" he asked sadly.

I only shrugged.

"Oh, God. I really did screw up" he said letting go of me.

He started to panic and he sat on his bed and cried. I've never seen him really cry so it was still shocking.

I walked over to him and laid my head on his shoulder.

"Dallas...I love you" I said and he smiled.

"Really?"

"Yeah. I was too scared to admit it" I said and he kissed my cheek.

"I love you too"

"How long have you...felt this way?"

"Since I met you. You're special Winter" he smiled and moved my hair back.

" Nothing is "special" about me. I'm just a regular girl. Like the others"

"No. Because I love you unlike the others and I know it's weird for me to say it but I do and I will never stop" he smiled.

"Go back in the bed. You need to rest" I said and he chuckled.

"Fine. Only if you stay with me" he said and I nodded.

We walked to his bed and he laid down carefully. I laid down next to him and he pulled me close kissing my neck.

"Um that day we ya know...fucked...did I hurt you?" he asked and turned to face him.

"No. I was just shocked"

"I shouldn't have done it with you Win," he said with regret.

"Was I not good enough?" I said confused.

"No, you were amazing but I feel like I put pressure on you," he said and I kissed him.

"I was the one who said yes Dallas. Now shut up and sleep" I smiled and he shook his head and grabbed my wrist lightly.

"When did you start?" he asked kissing the cuts.

"After you almost cut yourself," I said and he nodded.

"So it was because of me"

"No, it was Seth too," I said and he nodded kissing my neck lightly.

"Winter" he mumbled while kissing my neck and bit on it lightly.

"Hmm," I hummed.

"Do you wanna you know..." he asked awkwardly.

"Not now Dallas. Maybe later" I said with a smirk and he chuckled.

"I love you, Angel," he said and time froze.

"Sorry Win, I don't know what I was thinking," he said and I laughed lightly.

"I like it and you know you don't have to be the love dovey guy you think I want to be. I want you to be yourself. The bitchy Dallas. The one I love" I smirked and he chuckled.

"Best news of my life," he said smirking.

I just nodded and rested my head on his chest.

"Actually...this might be the best news ever" he smiled and I looked up at him confused.

"What?" I asked raising a brow.

"Will you be my girl Angel?" he asked and I kissed him.

"What does that tell you?" I asked and he laughed.

We cuddled for the rest of the day and for once I felt safe.