She is called many names

More than half of them are from you.

She hears them.

She pretends that they had no affect on her.

But those words "bitch"

"Botha"

"Witch"

"whore"

"Slut"

"Asshole"

"Disgraces"

"Abortion"

"Mistake"

And many more...

You didn't want her... You never did...

Money. That's what you seen when you came to the thought about keeping her didn't you?

If she is all those things then you should allow herself to leave this world she can't take it any more.

So she says her goodbye to the world she knew.