***LANDON P.O.V***

I stared at Ryane from a far. "Close your mouth." The guy I was sitting with said. I glared at him. 

"I never caught your name." He spoke again. "Im Landon, and you are?" I replied. "Sage." He said Getting up. "Where are you going?" I asked. He ignored me and walked away. 

I looked back to where Ryane was, but she wasn't there. 

I felt fingers dragging across my shoulders. "We should finish what we started." She whispered in my ear, giving me goosebumps. I grabbed her two fingers in my hand. "Sit down, we need to catch up." I smiled. She sat infront of me. "What did you do this time?" I asked, leaning in. "Killed my sister's cat." She laughed. 

Ryane had worse schizophrenia than I did, and to add on to it, she had anger issues, and severe bipolar disorder. 

I looked over her beautiful features, and smiled. 

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I walked into my room when all patients were ordered to their room, and Waverly was reading on her bed. "Hows your book?" I asked, taking off my shoes. "Good." She responded, not looking up from her book. "Whats it about?" 

I looked at the title of the book: Perks of being a wallflower. 

"A guy in highschool." She said. 

"That doesnt give me a summary." I laughed. 

"I wonder if the nurses know that last time I was here I almost got kicked out for having sex with a few girls." I snickered.

"Let me guess, you had sex with Ryane." She said, still looking at her book. 

"Is she really that slutty now?" I asked. "Yep." She said, looking up from her book. I sighed. 

"You never told me your diagnosis." She said. "Oh. Um, schitz." I said. "You're really talkitive for a schizophrenic." She said without any emotion. "How would you know?" I asked. 

She looked down. "My little sister had Schizophernia when she was 12. She never talked to the family, she would stay up in her room all day. She would only talk to me, one day it was just too quiet in her room. She always had music or something on you know? Well I knocked on her door and she didnt answer so I got worried and went in her room, and she was laying on the floor with her wrists slit." I saw tears fall from her beautiful green eyes. "I could have help her." She said, crying. "I miss her so much." She put her face in her hands. 

I got up and hugged her. "She was so young." I felt her wrap her arms around me. 

"What was her name?" I asked. "Skylar." She said. "Im sorry you had to go through that." I said in her ear.

I buried my noes in her soft shiny black hair.

I heard the door knob jiggle, and i quickly sat on my bed, facing away from Waverly. 

The nurse came in. "Time for bed, get changed you two." She said closing the door. 

"You have to watch us change now?" I asked. "We dont want to have another Ryane incident now do we Mr. Perry." The nurse said raising a eyebrow. 

Waverly sighed, then looked through the dresser drawers. She grabbed shorts, and a long sleeved shirt. 

She slipped her shirt off, revealing her black bra, and self harm scars all over her stomach. When she stood up you could see her ribs, and she looked unhealthy. 

She looked at me, and wiped a tear away. "What." She asked. I sighed, then slipped my shirt off. 

I stripped down to just my boxers, then the nurse turned the light off. The moonlight shined throught the window so I could see where she was standing.

 I grabbed her arms. "You're beautiful, dont do this to yourself." I said shaking her. "Please." I said. She grabbed my cheeks and kissed me. 

"I am so sorry I-" I cut her off with another kiss. 

 "Im toxic." I whispered, tangling my fingers in her hair. "So am I." She said. I pulled her sleeve down. "Stop." She yanked her arm away. "No." I grabbed her arm again. "Landon-" 

I kissed the cuts indented into her arm. I could feel her tears fall onto my shoulder. 

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I stared up at the celing. "Landon." She said. "Yeah?" I looked over at her bed. 

"Do you ever think of your future, and get really fucking scared?" 

"Do you?" 

"I feel like I wont have a future."