I spent most of the next 3 weeks constantly surrounded by my family. We did movie nights and shopping sprees and beach trips, all of it was just an attempt to cheer me up and it had worked. What really helped was the day before I went back to school Marlene and mum took me out to go get a complete makeover.

I got my hair dyed and cut. my eyelashes, eyebrows  and nails done. I had spent the last few weeks of warm weather tanning so I was now tan. Biggest celebration I had my abs back. I'm very proud of them. shockingly I had become in a letter trading relationship with my ex and 3 of his friends.

I guess I never talked to them before because the twins hated them but now that I've drifted I can see them as people. I mean Adrian pucey was always charming, that's why I dated him for nearly a year and a half.  Then graham montague was never pleasant but he seems to have settled a Little with age. Cassius Warrington was always so kind to me when I hung out with Adrian and he decided to tag along.

The one I'm most surprised with was the person I thought hated me but turns out we get along really easily. I actually think I'm one of the few people that can say I get along with tom riddle. He hates everyone else but once you get to know him there's actually a person underneath. You just have to get through the concrete and then steel reinforced wall he puts up.

I actually have plans to hang out with him when I get back tommorow. He however had no idea I've tried to change everything about myself though. No one does, not even Harry.

I did however hear from Angelina in the dozen of letters ignored from her George is now screwing Alicia spinnet.

THis ex ex  girlfriend. It wasn't Angelina's fault George broke up with me, it's not Fred or Katie's fault either. I'm mad at them 3 because not only did they belive that I had somethig to do with Harry being in the tornument they all voted for Alicia to replace me without even giving me the chance to compete for my spot.

Though now I have no guilt in helping the slytherin quidditch team with plays. they played there match against  Ravenclaw last week and beat them 220 to 70. I cannot wait till they play against gryfindor in a few weeks.

"Harps, you ready to go back tommorow? You don't have to if you don't want too you can stay." Mum asked standing at my door. I shook my head sitting up off my bed. "I wanna go back, besides we have to watch Harry in the first task." I replied and she shrugged.

"This came for you also, you and the writer of this letter. It's a good fit." She smirked handing me the letter then leaving me alone. I recognised the handwriting and smiled to myself while opening it.

Dear harper

Your return tommorow is well overdue, diggory is clueless when it comes to potions and he's ruining my stature as the best. At least you know what in Salazar name your doing. Sometimes :) Pucey is still driving everyone crazy, how in Merlin's name did you date that. I could do so much better.

Moving on, I have made reservations at the finest restaurant In hogsmeade for dinner. Not that it's much but it's the best I could find because that's what you deserve. Come find me tommorow upon your return. I seem to be missing you but don't tell anyone that.

❦T.R

His letters are never impeccably long but they get his point across. His writing style fascinates me. You can hear him talking through his writing because he uses the same elegancy and sophistication in his speech as in his words. He's also deciding at first. He seems like a teachers pet but again he's ruthless to the people he dislikes. In classes he follows the rules and does all his school work but outside of academics it's clear he can not give a fuck. He seems so proper with his uniform but if he's not in classes he lossens his tie immediately.

In quidditch he always caught my eye. He is one of the most precise beaters you've ever seen. It wasn't great when I was on the receiving end but you cant argue with talent. You also cant argue facts either,

I'm Even in relationships and when I was supposed to hate him, I was drawn to him. Half of that is because he is one of the most attractive mother fuckers on this planet the other was the personality he posses. Yeah he was an arsehole but he didn't bully anyone for no reason. If it was someone it was another Bully from either another year or even if they're rare in our year.5 minutes previously you would of witnessed the victims of toms wrath bullying someone else.

How I knew that because the people on our year Tom would pick on, previously picked on me.

But that wasn't the reason Tom bullied them, surely?