Panic attack

We got back up to the room and we sat on a bed in I can't remember who's room the world felt like it was spinning and I couldn't breath. My breath began speeding up "I- I- I" I was trying to talk but I couldn't "shhh hey Hailey listen to me" Connie says grabbing my shoulders which made me tense and gasp for more air "What's happening?" Dean said rubbing in "I don't know she just started freaking out" Jesse said "she's having a panic attack you morons" Julie yells causing me to flinch and panic more "Shh shhh hailey hailey look at me" Julie comes and sits beside me rubbing my back "Guy go find Dwayne" Charlie orders "cake eater come here" Julie swap da places with Adam and Adam swings his arm around me "Hailey count with me ok" I nod because I can't speak Julie starts "1" I stutter for a whole eventually getting out a very quiet "2" then he comes in. Dwayne. He runs over to me as if his life depended on it and he licks me up I cling to him for safety and life. Then I take in his scent he smells roughly of pool chlorine but still wood chips and rain. He rubs my back and whispers small nothings in my ear "hey hey hey Sweetheart what happened" I open mt mouth to speak "I- I- I  ju- ju- ju-" I started stuttering again "shhhh no need to talk it's alright" he shushes me pulling me closer to him "I've got you now and the teams here and we are not going to let those Iceland Assholes near you" that was the first time I heard Dwayne swear I giggled a little out of nervousness and that him swearing was funny. "That's right love you're alright just talk when you're ready" he shushes kissing the side of my head I match my breathing to his and I calm myself enough. "Those iceland boys s-scared m-m-m-me" I stutter "they won't be anytime soon" Dean says and him and Fulton do their handshake. "Thanks boys" they nod that was when I noticed it Dwayne had a cut on the side of his face "aww was that my fault" I frown "no it wasn't" he kisses me I kiss him and the cut on his head "love you so much" he says hugging me. "I love you too I was so different without you" I say clinging to him.

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