5 months later

Anna's P.O.V

I woke up to the sounds of my alarm. I am feeling very lazy to go to work. No one can force a pregnant lady to go for work but I can't because I don't have a choice

I slowly got up from the bed like a snail and walked towards the bathroom.

Within 30 minutes I completed my business and walked towards my favorite place

Kitchen

I was welcomed with the smell of freshly baked croissants. I saw Agatha making orange juice for me. She is really nice and it is sad that she had lost her only one daughter due to cancer. She told me about her daughter and how perfect her family was. Her husband Mr. Louise is French and left for France to meet his dying mother. He takes care Agatha like she is his heartbeat. I wish me and Ethan were like them.

"Anna, Eat this and at what time you will come back?" Agatha asked as she washes the utensils

"Umm at 9 pm," I said to her. I am working two jobs. One is a waitress and other a continental worker. Agatha told she will help me with the expenses but I know that I shouldn't depend on her because soon or later I have to find a shelter for myself.

"Ookk then I will prepare your dinner before 9, so you could eat and sleep early. I know for sure that you will be tired of all these works " she told me

I just smiled at her. She is so nice may god bless her.

25 mins later

"Anna! What happened? Why are you late? " Maggie asked me.

"Umm nothing but actually I walked to work because I missed my bus," I told. I know that if I had waited for 5 minutes more then I could catch a bus but I feel like walking. It gives me some kind of relief from all those stress

"Oh my God! At least you could've called me. I will surely come there and take you here!" She told

" thanks a lot! " I told her.

It's 5th month of my pregnancy. My baby bump is quite little visible. Whenever I take a look at myself I feel the pain.

"Anna! Can you please take the order of table 9?" Susan told me

"Sure!"

I walk towards the table 9.

Suddenly I felt my world is getting shattered. I want to run away from here. I don't want to face him. I just have to take orders and hide somewhere.

Will he be happy seeing me here?
Is he missing me?
Will he get angry at me?

Thousands of thoughts enclosed in me

He was looking at his mobile

"Excuse me, sir? May I take your orders?" I asked him. I was scared, my heart was beating so fast, after 4 months I'm seeing him. He had changed a lot. He is having stubble beards and his face is so cold. Looking at him made my legs jello.

He looked at me. His cold eyes piercing hola e in my heart. He shook his head as he had expected this soon.

"Wah. What a pleasant surprise! What happened did Jose kicked you out of his life?" He asked sarcastically but clearly hatred in his eyes

Who the hell is this Jose?

"Jose? Which Jose? " I asked him

"Don't say you don't know him!" He told

"I don't know any Jose" I replied

"Well, are you pregnant?" He finally noticed.

Fortunately, I am.

"Yes! I am " I replied. He didn't even allow me to say this news to him on that day.

"Don't say it is mine! I don't want to be the father of a whore's kid!" he told sharply as his eyes became red and his sharpened.

His words hurt
I do not whore. I didn't cheat on him.
Ethan why can't you just see that I love you a lot.

I didn't reply but my tears were running down to my cheeks

"Babe! Did you order?" It was Cassidy his P.A.

Why is she calling him babe? My inner self-asked.

"No babe! What would you like?" Ethan asked her.
Ethan moved on. He left me.

How fast...

But why? Why Ethan? Why???

Why can't you just open your eyes and see the truth?

"Espresso will do," she told

"So two Espresso!" He ordered me. I stood there shocked thinking about what all the things had happened.

"Tha-ank yyou! " I told. I felt uneasy to breathe, my heart was becoming weak.

"By the way Anna, don't come in front of me again. I hate your face. Wait why can't you just die instead of living a slutty life" Ethan told. His words were sharper than the sword and it did really touch my breaking heart and soul.

I just walked away from him.

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I went home before 7 pm. Agatha would be at work and I didn't even bother to inform the continental staffs about taking today off.

He told me to do that. I'm feeling like a burden to all.

If I do that I will make a mistake by killing an innocent life but if I don't do that my child will suffer a lot.

I opened the cupboard where Agatha used to keep pills and medicines. I took the bottle of sleeping pills. My hands were shivering, lips trembling when I realized it's going to be the last hour of my life.

I locked the door.

I prayed to god.

I cried for all my pains and fears.
I cried for killing my own child with me.
I cried myself for committing a great mistake.

I want to write a note to Ethan. At least after my death, he would believe me

Ethan,

I am so happy that I met you. You showed me what is love. You were an amazing husband but I don't know what happened to you. I never cheated on you. How can I? If you believe I did then I am sorry. I am sorry for being part of your life. I and our baby is going away from you. I don't know any Jose. I won't disturb you anymore. I love you a lot even when you hate me. I won't be there in your life. I hate my life. When you were with me I was living a life everyone love but today my old life is back. I don't have anyone so it's better if I die. You are right! I should die. Please forgive me. Don't curse me again after my death. At least after my death, I hope you will understand my innocence. I and our Baby always love you forever...

Anastasia

I cried after writing my heart out for Ethan.

I looked at the sleeping pills bottle.

Soon I die, soon I'll get away from all the pains.

With shaky hands, I took a handful of pills and swallowed it. The glass fell from my hand and it broke.

My eyes were slowly closing and everything started appearing blur.

Soon darkness enclosed me.

Ethan's P.O.V

"Ethan! What about the Japan investment project! " Cameron told

"We will think about it!" I told

"Mm okay!" He replied

My phone started ringing. I guess it's some urgent call. I took it.

"Hello is this Ethan Spencer!" One female voice talked. I can hear her harsh breathing

"Yes! I am Ethan Spencer " I replied

"I'm Aga-atha," the female voice said

"Oh Agatha, How are you?" I asked her. She was Anastasia's old boss and why is she calling me now?

"Etha-an can yo-uu please com-e a-tt my house?" She asked

Why?

"I am a little busy right now, I'll come tomorrow, " I said

"Please, Anna is not opening the bedroom door and I'm scared that she had done somethi-- " she told

"Look, Agatha, I am a busy man. I don't have time for her games!" I cut her off

"Please come here. I'm begging you" she cried

I guess the situation is not that cool

"okay! I'll be there as soon as possible" I said to her

What game is she playing now? bitch.

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"I will try! " I told Agatha as she was babbling about something.

I knocked on the door but no answer. I called her

Is she there? I looked at Agatha who is crying.

I kicked the door and it burst open.

I saw her lying on the bed like a lifeless body. Her face is so pale and her lips had become blue in color. What happened to her? I asked myself.

Suddenly Agatha screamed taking a sleeping pill bottle from the floor.

$hit she took those pills. She tried to commit suicide.

I called the paramedics as soon as possible.

Her hands were so cold.

I noticed a paper under her left hand. I unfolded it and it reads

Ethan,

I am so happy that I met you. You showed me what is love. You were an amazing husband but I don't know what happened to you. I never cheated on you. How can I? If you believe I did then I am sorry. I am sorry for being part of your life. I and our baby is going away from you. I don't know any Jose. I won't disturb you anymore. I love you a lot even when you hate me. I won't be there in your life. I hate my life. When you were with me I was living a life everyone love but today my old life is back. I don't have anyone so it's better if I die. You are right! I should die. Please forgive me. Don't curse me again after my death. At least after my death, I hope you will understand my innocence. I and our Baby always love you forever...

Anastasia

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