Hey

I've been exhausted the past days
And right now
At the moment
I don't like this
I feel sick even though I'm not

This is not me
Im trying to figure out what's the matter
I badly want to fix this already
But it just seems to get worst

I'm overwhelmed.. by what?
This is exhausting
I don't know what to do anymore

I can't tell what's the problem
I don't know what's the problem

Do I just need a good sleep?
But all I could get are nightmares and sleep paralysis

What if I don't wake up anymore?
Problem solve, isn't it?

I feel so down
I feel so tired
I feel sad
I feel anxious
Damn it

P.S
The month of November seems to despise me. A lot of things happened and it's terrible.

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