It's not really angst but there is a little bit of abuse not from Akaashi tho.
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"I don't think shes another one of his psychology experiments"

"really"

"not only is she his childhood crush, but she also didn't hesitate. He didn't realize that she was y/n till later on, but when he held the gun to her head she asked him to pull the trigger. He offered her to come with him instead and she agreed. Shes the first person who wasn't afraid of him" Bokuto explains to Kuroo.

I sigh leaning my head against the door i was eaves dropping though with a sigh. I didn't realize it was Keiji till a few days ago. I don't know how i feel about it. When he first appeared in my life again i wasn't scared even with the gun to my head, instead i was comforted and i wasn't aware as too why till recently. I've been so broken since the day he was taken from me. Now im unaware as to if i should be relived, he is a different person now. would he love me the same? Would he care the same? He kills people now, that some what doesn't bother me anymore because he explained to me they type of people they are and i can forgive it. But would he kill me? that's my concern. I still have no urge to run from him but on occasion i have the urge to hold him close to me.

I walk over to my closet and slip on one of the many dresses Akaashi has given me. (image up top) I love this dress, he knows that so he bought me 10 others in similar styles. I slip on some knee high boots and smile sightly at myself in the mirror. I haven't smiled in many years, but today i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders... but a lighter one has replaced it. 

I twirl in the mirror and see i forgot to zip up the back of my dress. I reach back and try to zip it but i cant quite reach.

I hear 4 knocks on my door and i walk over to it with a slight skip in my step. I swing it open to see akaashi. He looks down at me with a very slight smile. I return it and his gunmetal eyes widen slightly before returning to their usual state.

I step out of the way and let him in the beautiful room he has arranged for me.  " I see your wearing that dress i got you" he says sitting on the edge of my bed

I do a little twirl in front of him And smile slightly again. "yes i love it very much thank you... Though i would like to ask for your help with the zipper on the back" I say turning my back to him. "I cant reach the zipper"

Without a response he reaches up and places his hands delicately on my lower back and then zips it up. He rests his hands on my hips and stands up. He leans down so i feel his breath on my ear as he says "You look absolutely stunning" shivers running down my spine.

"thank you" I smile slightly fidgeting with my fingers.

"I have to go to a meeting today and i was hoping you would accompany me again? They must still assume you are  my pet as usual, but i would like your company."

I turn to him and nod. He smiles in response and grabs the collar with a little chain around it. I lift up my hair as he gently places it around my neck careful not to make it too tight. Reminding me subtly how much he still cares about me.

I trail behind akaashi as we make our way to the meeting room. once we get their akaashi pulls out a cushion and places it next to his chair. I kneel down beside him as he takes his seat. I place my hands behind my back well aware that if i step out of line keijis boss will have me killed on the spot.

Business goes as usual until Kenma asks "Keiji may i speak with you in private?" I look up at Keiji and he sighs and nods. I go to get  up and follow him but he signals me to stay so i nod and resituate myself.

Once they step out Mr.Akaashi steps up and approaches me. I maintain eye contact with the floor. "My dear, I'm well aware you are more than just a pet to him. He frequently looks at u and its not just a corrective stare." He grabs the chain on my neck and holds me up. "My son has also been spending more money on you than he usually does on his pets." He throws me down and i stay on the floor without looking up. "Normally i wouldn't care, but he is frequently too busy to do the missions i ask of him and i have a feeling" He brings his foot on my chest and pushes me flat on the floor. "It has to do" He moves his foot up "YOU" he seethes bringing his foot down on my stomach causing me to cough and squeal out in pain. He does it again and i begin to quietly cry. "normally i would have had you killed by now, my son doesn't need any distractions. But im hoping after his talk with Kenma Things will be better" He brings his foot down again and then grabs my collar bring me too his level. "I wonder though, What makes you so appealing to him" He sets me down and places a hand on my cheek "look at me" I don't " LOOK AT ME" I look at his neck instead hoping that will suffice. It doesn't, HE slaps me and  i squeal "DO you only obey him? I thought you were quite the obedient one" HE pushes me harshly against the wall "I guess not"

He walks over to kick me again, but before i can fully register, the door swings open and there's a gun shot. Mr.Akaashi falls to the floor a sadistic smile on his face. "Finally" He whispers.

I begin to shake and sob as the blood pool inches closer to me. Keiji kneels down to my level and picks me up bridal style. He walks us back to my room leaving his fathers body there. Kenma looks at keiji and nods before walking into the room to clean up the mess.

Keiji places me down on my feet in front of my vanity. He stands behind me and cups my red cheek meeting my teary gaze through the mirror. He gently takes the collar off and tosses it in the trash."you wont need that ever again" He gives my shoulders a gentle massage and asks "how bad did he hurt you?"

I attempt to take a deep breath but wince. "pretty bad, he stomped on me a few times and threw me around"

He growls burying his face in my neck and placing his hands on my waist.

I turn slightly and look at him. "keiji?"

"yes?" he looks up slightly.

"do you remember all those days ago at the playground when we pretended to be royals and we were king and queen" we make eye contact as his breath hitches slightly.

"of course i do" he breaths out "i thought you wouldn't remember"

"it took me a little while to realize it was you and a few more days for me to come to terms with it, but i was always more comfortable around you than i am with anyone else" I turn around completely to face him. I take as deep a breath i can and I warp my arms around his neck his hands still on my waist. I wasn't sure of the answer earlier but i know now. He wouldn't kill me, he will always protect me. "what do you say you make me your queen again?" I ask placing my head on his chest

"I would love to darling" he says wrapping his arms around my small frame holding me as close as possible

"I missed ruling a chaotic world with you" I say pulling back too look at his face.

"this time it doesn't have to be pretend" he leans down placing a gentle kiss to my lips.

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1387 words, I am very proud of this