Tw: panic attack
Age: around 13

"Yelena I don't want to" you whine to her
"I know. But it will be better okay?"
"Why" you say with tears in your eyes
She sighs
"I've explained this already pumpkin, it wil be easier to do my missions. There will be people who can take care of you when I'm away"
"No. I don't want other people I want you"
You say tearing up even more.
"I know. But I'll stil be there okay? The same as now. But I won't have to worry about you being alone"

"I-I'm scared Lena" you say softly
"Scared? Of what?"
"You're the only one I can trust"
"Y/n. It's going to be fine. I promise. My sister wil be there, you'll love her. It's fine"
"No" you mumble crying.
She sighs rubbing you shoulder while getting her focus back on the car ride.

As you get closer yelena notices you getting more and more anxious. You are  taping your leg while your hands shake. She notices your breathing getting uneven.
Just when she's about to talk to you her phone starts ringing. She puts it on speaker so she can stil focus on driving.
"Hey yelena"
"Hi nat"
"You almost there? Tony has your rooms ready"
"Yep, I think around 12 minutes"
"That's great yelena. I'm really happy you're closer to me now"
Yelena is about to answer when she notices you doing terrible. She looks at you and you show panic in your eyes
"Yelena?" You can hear Natasha ask
"Just a second nat" she says
She putts the phone on mute

"Y/n? breathe for me okay?"
"In and out baby. Just breathe" after a minute or 6 you stop hyperventilating and pull up your knees holding them
"Are you okay sweetheart?"
You nod slowly
She smiles at you with empathy before unmuting the microphone

"I'm back" she says
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah" she mumbles
"I'm outside waiting for you. I love you Lena"
"I'll see you nat" she says and hangs up the phone leaving Natasha confused and a little hurt. Yelena wants to get her attention back to you but sees you fast asleep.

When you get there yelena wakes you up. She see Natasha standing outside waiting for you to get out the car but you don't.
"I'm not going"
"Y/n don't make this harder. Please."
"No!"
"Come on. You'll be fine"
You roll your eyes
"Someone's getting into puberty" she mumbles jokingly
She can see you smile slightly.

Yelena looks outside and see nat waiting confused for why she hasn't gotten out already.
"Alright let's go"
"Just so you know, I'm just doing this for you. I don't like this" you say to her
"I know. But you will. I promise"

You both get outside the car. As soon as yelena and nat see eachother they melt into eachother hugging.
"I've missed you sis" Natasha says in Russian.
As she separated Natasha looks at you. You're looking down at the floor fidgeting with your fingers
"You must be y/n. Yelena told me a lot about you."
You look at yelena
"It's okay" she whispers to you. But you just look down at the floor again.
"Alright wel it's freezing so let's get inside."

You follow and stay close behind yelena for protection. Your holding her hand tightly. Natasha is showing you around to compound when you walk into a living room full of avengers. Tony walk up to you
"It's y/n right? Peter is exited to have another child around" he says
"I'm not a child" you mumble not taking your eyes of the ground.
"Wel im tony" he says holding out his hand for you to shake. Instead you just flinch really hard.
"I- I'm sorry" he says stepping a few steps backwards.
Yelena looks at you.
You look at yelena
"I want to go, I'm scared" you mumble in Russian with tears in your eyes
"Hey thanks nat for showing us around, we're going to my room to settle in"
She smiles at yelena with a look of empathy being able to understand what you've just said.

Yelena guides you to her room. As soon as she closes the door you break down crying.
"Hey shhh, it's okay." Yelena holds you for comfort.
"Yelena I don't like men. You know that" you say crying
"I know baby. But these are all good people I promise."
After a while you calm down a bit.
"N-nat seems nice tho"
"She is"
"I'm sorry. I'm trying"
"Hey don't apologize. I'm so proud of you I swear"

After you and yelena are just snuggled up in eachother for hours there's a knock on the door. Yelena walks up and sees Natasha
"Hey, dinner is ready" she says. Yelena looks back at you. She gets out of the room
"I'll be right outside okay?" You nod your head as she closes the door.

"What's wrong?"
"She's not really ready to be around so much people"
"She doesn't like new people?"
"Wel. She doesn't really have a good history with men. It seems to trigger something in her."
"I understand." She smiles at yelena before walking of.

Natasha gets in the dining room.
"Wanda come with me" she says.
Without questioning Wanda gets up and walks with Natasha who's walking with 4 plates of food
"Let me help you with that" she says grabbing two plates"
They walk upstairs
"Why exactly are we doing"
"Read my mind while walking. Don't have time to explain"
Wanda does just that and nods in response.

Natasha knock on the door again showing yelena opening it,
"We brought dinner and company."
Yelena smiles.
"Let me just- go ask her" she says
"Yeah of course."

"Y/n baby?"
"Yeah?"
"Natasha and Wanda are here. They want to have dinner with us is that okay?"
"I guess" you say smiling slightly.
"Great" she rubs your hair.
"Hey! Don't do that!" You chuckle at her. Yelena opens the door
"Come in" she says letting them in. You are sitting on you bed
"Scoop over" yelena demands pushing you away
"Hey! You watch yourself!" You say pushing her back
Natasha chuckles at you both being childish.
"Your such children"
You smile at her.
Wanda hands you your plate with food.
"We didn't know what you'd like so- we just improvised"
"I ate potatoes with broccoli for the past 5  years straight. Anything but that wil be great thank you" you say smiling and start happily eating.

After your done with dinner you laugh at yelena
"What?" She says confused
"God your such a child" nat says looking at yelena making you laugh even more
"WHAT?!" He says annoyed
"You have soup like all over your face" you say giggling.
"No I don't" she says
"Here wait" you grab a napkin cleaning of her face.
"Thank you" she mumbles
"Awww she's embarrassed" you say joking around making nat and Wanda laugh.
"Shut up!" She says starting to tickle you
"Oh don't you dare!" Say slapping her hands away from you.
She looks at you and you at her
"I would run y/n" nat says
"Nah I'll be- ahhh hey get off of me!!"
You scream as yelena holds you down tickling you. You swing you legs around her neck making her fly across the room.  You stand up so you can protect yourself from whatever is going To happen next.
"Get back we need space" she says to Wanda and nat who are clearly in the way they move to the corner of the room
"Wait! Let's move this to the training room? Before you break everything" Wanda says
You giggle
"Oh don't you laugh" yelena says.

She picks you up and throws you over her shoulder.
Natasha and Wanda follow you laughing at you screaming and hitting yelena to let you go. Eventually you just gave in.

When in the training room she puts you down
"Are you ready?" She says smirking
"Are you?" You say raising your eyebrows
She comes storming towards you.
You fight for a little until yelena has you in head lock having your face turned to nat and Wanda who are stil very amused.

That until your eyes roll to the back of your head and your body gets limb.
Natasha's smile quickly fades
"YELENA STOP YOUR HURTING HER!"
She screams walking towards you. Yelena let's go of you making you fall to the ground.
"Y/n?" She asks worried.

You open one eye smirking and wrap your legs around her neck holding her down to the ground. She taps out and you let go of her.
"That's so not fair!" She whines
"You've gotten soft. That has never stopped stopped you" you say smirking
"Fine, you won this time. But next time I won't fall for that"
"Sureeee" you say rolling your eyes
"Let's get going" she says walking away
"INCOMING!" You say jumping on her back. You piggyride her back to her
Room.
While Wanda gets back to the rest of the team Natasha follows you.
"It's Saturday, so it's movie night. You don't have to joint us, but you can if you want"
"We'll think about okay? Thank you nat
"It starts at 8! Maybe I'll see you then!"
Yelena closes the door leaving just you and her

"I love you Lena" you say out of the blue
She frowns at you
"Are you okay?"
You shrug
"Talk to me honey"
"I'm just-. I just wish I wasn't- I mean-"
You stutter out
"Hey slow down pumpkin" she sits down next to you on the bed wrapping one arm around your shoulder.
"Natasha and Wanda seem nice. I don't know why they are any different than this men. They just scare me. I don't know why"
"No you do know why honey. And you have a very good reason to don't you?"
You shrug.
"You never talk about it. Maybe it will help?" She asks you.
"Don't you know everything?"
"No honey, i only know what organization you've been at. I know how the red room is. But I know nothing about hydra, I've never been there"
"Right. I forgot"
"You know what? Maybe you could talk to Wanda. She's been there"
"I knew I recognized her. And that other guy too"
"Who?"
You shrug
"Don't know his name"
"I'll find my way tho, I'll be fine"
She kisses your head.
"Do you want to join the movie night?"
"Who will be there?"
"I think everyone"
"I don't know"
"Why don't we try? And if you don't want to we can always leave okay?"
"Yeah sure" you mumble

//

"Yelena? Y/n?"
You open the door seeing yelena busy with paper work
"Hi" she says smiling at you
"Hello" you say happily
"Did you want to join the movie night?"
You shrug
You look at yelena
Natasha's heart breaks as she sees color and happiness drain from your body just thinking about it
"We'll try won't we y/n?"
"Yes" you mumble
"Hey sweetheart you don't have to." She says crouching down infront of you.
"Yelena wants to" you say looking down at her.
She looks up into your eyes.
"Why don't we let yelena join the movie night, if you want we can hang out together"
She comes closer to your ear
"To be honest I'm not really looking forward to it too" she whispers
You smile and nod.
"Yelena you go ahead." She says practically pushing her out of the room making you chuckle. Yelena leaves and walks downstairs.

"What do you want to do?" She asks you
You shrug
"Do you have any hobbies?"
"No. I just fight. That's what I've been thought"
"Is there anything you want to do?"
"I've always wanted to play the piano" you shrug
"Wel come with me then" she grabs your hand and walks you to the music room. She sits down at the chair infront of the piano making space for you.
"Here" she slowly places you hand on some keys
"This is a g chord, press it" you push down your hand and your eyes widen.
"Woah" you smile being happy
"So this is easy. You see, the G chord is just the key G and from there you skip one key and put your second finger on the third note, and then your third on the 5th. And it's basically like that with everything chord."
She says
"Try playing the E chord"
You struggle but place your hand on the correct keys pushing down making a beautiful noise.
"That's great!"

You and Natasha sit down at the piano the whole night practicing when yelena walks in. You turn your head and jump up.
"Lena!! Nat teaches me how to play to piano!" You so happily jumping in her arms. She pick you up
"That's great pumpkin! I'm so proud of you!"
She can hear you yawn while in her arms
"You tired?" You nod. She chuckles
"Thank you nat."
"It was really fun, did you have fun also at the movie night?"
"I sure did. You have a great team"
"Your part of us now Lena."
She smiles
"Y/n get down, I don't want to carry you al the way upstairs"
You don't respond
"Y/n?"
She sighs
"Carrying it is"
As she turns around Natasha can see you face. You smirk at her being completely awake.
Natasha laughs
"What?" Yelena asks
"Nothing" she says holding in her laugh

"Goodnight pumping"
She says tucking you in
"Can you stay Lena?"
You mumble sleepily
She looks at you
"Sure baby. I'll do everything for you"